219 Changes in Xiao Junjue
As far as Rong Zhao knows, Xiao Junjue's mother was beaten into the cold palace when she was pregnant with him, and it can be said that he was a child who grew up in the cold palace and never received father's love since he was a child.
Rong Zhao didn't know what kind of big crime Concubine Wan had committed that could make the emperor's uncle not care about her being sent to the cold palace while she was pregnant with a dragon son, and she also ignored Xiao Junjue after she was born.
I have the impression that the emperor's uncle is a very kind person, by no means a ruthless person, he is so good to her, how can he be bad to his children?
Besides, as far as she is concerned, the emperor's uncle still loves Xiao Junjue very much, and even sometimes she thinks it is flattering.
On the contrary, Xiao Junjue was cold and indifferent to him.
"Back then, maybe the emperor's uncle had a last resort. Rong Zhao said softly.
"As a last resort?" Xiao Junjue smiled coldly and looked at Rong Zhao, "There are many things you don't understand. ”
There was a lonely hatred in his eyes, he slowed down and stroked Rong Zhao's shoulder, "You have been loved by your father since you were a child, and you have been spoiled since the moment you were born, you don't know how I lived." ”
He rubbed Rong Zhao's long hair, black hair like a cloud, soft as silk in his hand, "Although the Gao family is treacherous, your father regards you as a pearl in his palm, and he is loved by the Protector Mansion, Zhao Zhao, compared to me, you are really too happy." ”
Rong Zhao snuggled up to his shoulder along his arm, she had always looked down on him because of his background, and even after getting married, she still felt that a prince born of a maid was not enough to match her.
When I was a child, whenever I saw him at Concubine Wen, I would always speak coldly and coldly, often ridiculing him about his appearance and identity. She actually didn't understand why she trampled on him so much, and now that she thinks about it, maybe it's because the men around her are all after her, but this one will never take him in her eyes. She was unwilling, so she treated him so viciously, just to get his attention.
"Do you blame me for always bullying you when I was a child?" Rong Zhao raised his eyes, and his moist eyes reflected in Xiao Junjue's heart lake.
"When I first met you, you were already over ten years old, how young are you?"
"Anyway, it's younger than it is now, I'm eighteen now. Time flies so fast, it is already eighteen in an instant, and Rong Zhao suddenly realized that she and Xiao Junjue have been married for almost two years. In two years, today is the time when the heart is calm and has a long talk, if this is placed in an ordinary person's home, the children should be about to leave, it is really not easy.
Xiao Junjue didn't think about it, and recalled: "At that time, you were actually a brutal and domineering lady in my eyes, to be honest, before you married me, I didn't even take your appearance seriously. ”
He had just returned to the palace from the palace at that time, and the children in the palace bullied him because of his background, because of his mother, because the queen mother did not like it, and even to the point that everyone was disgusted. There were too many people who bullied him at that time, one Rong Zhao, he didn't really pay attention to it at all.
Or maybe everything was gray in his eyes at that time, and no matter how bright the colors were, they were colorful in his eyes.
When did he have color in his eyes, it seems to have started after marrying Rong Zhao.
Rong Zhao has heard the most praise for her appearance in the eyes of others since she was a child, but Xiao Junjue said that she had never looked at her seriously, and Rong Zhao's self-esteem was a little hurt.
She put her arms around Xiao Junjue's neck and warned: "Then you look at me seriously now, see what I look like, don't recognize your princess in the future." ”
Women care about their appearance, she asked Xiao Junjue, "Am I beautiful?"
Xiao Junjue smiled lightly: "Beautiful." ”
"How do you compare it to others?" Rong Zhao asked.
"I didn't notice anyone else. "Xiao Junjue is telling the truth.
"How does that compare to Rong Wan?" Rong Zhao blurted out, and after asking, he really wanted to bite off his tongue, which pot he really didn't mention which pot.
The expression on her face froze, and she lowered her head and said, "Just because I didn't say it." ”
Xiao Junjue raised her head and let her look at herself, "I really never saw her clearly, I didn't look at her seriously." His hand gently caressed Rong Zhao's face, with all kinds of tenderness, "Zhao Zhao, I didn't have her in my heart before, but now with you, I don't have her in my heart at all." ”
He must say this, since they are already in love, he can't let Rong Wan become a chasm between them, he doesn't want to be like his mother and the negative man, because of a past that was once inserted between the two and break up, and he can't repeat the mistakes of the past.
Back then, the mother concubine was framed and caught in bed with a guard. With Emperor Xiaojing's favor for her at that time, if it weren't for the fact that the guard had been in love with Concubine Wan before, she would not have been convicted of adultery without even giving her a chance to defend herself. Fortunately, she was pregnant at that time, so she was not immediately executed, but what is the difference between being in the cold palace and death?
Because of this, his identity is unknown, and some people even say that he is not the son of Emperor Xiaojing at all. When he was born, it was even more difficult and dangerous, and he didn't even have a midwife. Thanks to the fact that there are also concubines who have experience in giving birth to children in the cold palace, otherwise he may have been stillborn.
But what is the use of being born, Emperor Xiaojing doesn't care about their mother and son, and he doesn't recognize him. If it weren't for that fire, the concubine died, and he would never have taken him out of the cold palace.
Maybe it was the death of the mother concubine that touched him, he admitted his identity as a prince, and because of the death of the mother concubine, he was making amends, but what was the use of making amends, he would never be able to compensate him.
One year, the two of them had a big fight, and he gave up all the grievances hidden in his heart. But what did the negative man say after the silence, he said that he just loved his mother too much.
Joke, he thought it was a big joke.
If he really loves his mother, will he not listen to his mother's cry of injustice, but there is no room for her to justify? Will he be entangled with his new love after his mother enters the cold palace? Will he not even look at his mother after she dies?
Now Rong Wan is like the guard back then, who has become a thorn in Rong Zhao's heart, he doesn't want this thorn to be in her heart forever, he is afraid of piercing her.
In fact, he was even more afraid that Rong Zhao would become the second Emperor Xiaojing.
Rong Zhao felt that she was happy as if she had put wings on her back, flying in the far and boundless sky, encapsulating everything in this world into her little heart, filling it so full, overflowing into her limbs and hundreds of remains.
She didn't ask him if it was true? Because she didn't have to, she believed everything he said.
Rong Zhao leaned lightly on Xiao Junjue's arms, with a sweet smile on the corner of her mouth, as if a hundred flowers in the world bloomed on her beautiful face, icing on the cake.
Maybe it was because he was running around for a few days and was too tired, but unconsciously Rong Zhao gradually fell asleep in Xiao Junjue's arms, and there was a slight sound of sleep.
Xiao Junjue looked at her quietly with a smile for a long, long time, did not put her on the bed, nor did she leave her, just let her rely on herself.
I slept like this all afternoon, and I kept my movements for several hours, and when I moved slightly, I was so numb that Rong Zhao grinned.
This numb and crispy feeling spread all over her body, and Rong Zhao felt that her face and lips were numb, "Don't move." Xiao Junjue wanted to rub her legs, but she pushed her away.
Xiao Junjue wanted to laugh but didn't dare to laugh in front of her, pursed her lips, "Then are you going to be numb all the time? ”
"Then you tap, tap, don't move. Xiao Junjue's movements were very light, slowly moving her legs, making her yell.
Nighthawk happened to come to deliver food, and when he walked to the door and heard the voice, he was about to knock on the door and quickly put it down.
The voice of the prince came from the room, "It's good to get through the pain for a while, okay, I'll be light, you have to move by yourself." ”
"I can't bear it, it really hurts, your movements are too big, I can't stand it. "This is the voice of the princess.
Nighthawk's body shook, how dare he bother, he didn't expect the princess and princess to progress so quickly.
He took a few steps back lightly, his face was full of joy, and he trotted away with his meal, he wanted to write a letter to Qiushui and tell her about this happy event. Maybe it won't be long before the prince and the princess will give birth to the little master, no, he still has to go to the kitchen and ask the chef to stew some supplements for the princess and princess to replenish their bodies.
Where did the people in the room notice him, Xiao Junjue gently rubbed Rong Zhao's calf, although Rong Zhao bared his teeth and screamed.
"I won't be numb for a while. Xiao Junjue saw that she was screaming out of harm's way, and made a slight use of force, "Hypocrisy." ”
"It's not the first day you've known me. Rong Zhao was right, as if she was hypocritical and reasonable, this numbness was about to be gone, Xiao Junjue's strength made her tremble like a spasm. Knowing that he did it on purpose, Rong Zhao punched Xiao Junjue, "You hate it, you want to hurt me." ”
"I'm here to help you overcome it, and it's the same as me taking you down to the field. Xiao Junjue also seemed to be justified and used such a high-sounding reason.
"Speaking of Shimoda, I haven't settled accounts with you yet, but you've turned over the old accounts. "The two of them are like young couples arguing.
Xiao Junjue didn't think so, but asked rhetorically: "Then do you have to hear me dig through old accounts?" ”
Rong Zhao felt that she didn't seem to be able to say anything about Xiao Junjue, usually just that, most of the time she said that he listened, but if he talked about crooked reasoning, she couldn't say it. Rong Zhao squinted his eyebrows at him and said, "Xiao Junjue, I just found out, it turns out that although you don't talk much, you have a bad stomach." ”
She shook her head abruptly, "It's always me who is wronged." ”
Xiao Junjue smiled lightly and said, "When have you been wronged? Who can let you be wronged? ”
Rong Zhao was choked, what is this? She has always been sharp-toothed, why did she lose to the least talkative person today. It's just a blockbuster. Why didn't you find out that he was so powerful before?
Rong Zhao's eyes looked at him back and forth, and he squinted his eyes slightly, "You say, do you usually scold me like this in your heart?"
Xiao Junjue had a playful smile on her lips, "The Buddha said, don't say it, don't say it." ”