Yang Fan, who returned to the hotel, took a cold shower and calmed down.

He recalled everything about Meng Zixuan today, and he smiled bitterly and laughed at himself.

It's not just because he and Meng Zixuan are not boyfriend and girlfriend. is even more because the scene he saw today may not be Meng Zixuan's boyfriend.

Yang Fan, who had figured it out, instantly became cheerful, and he picked up his mobile phone. After glancing at the time, he was about to make a call to Meng Zixuan, as for the content of the call, he was going to chat with Meng Zixuan about the current situation as usual.

As a result, his apprehensive phone call ended up with a busy tone that went unanswered.

He began to get entangled again, and Yang Fan, who had no experience in love, chose to call again.

Although there are love rivalry scenes in his novels, for him, those loves are just fiction, and they are the most longed-for and purest dreams in his heart.

In a luxury residential area in SH City, Meng Zixuan was sitting on a recliner in the community with the handsome rich second generation, smiling and chatting about their experiences over the years.

The two of them are like a pair of intimate lovers, with smiles in their eyes.

"Hey, Zixuan, your phone is ringing. The handsome man looked at Meng Zixuan's mobile phone and said.

After hearing this, Meng Zixuan picked up his mobile phone, looked at the familiar name, hesitated for a moment and chose to throw it into his handbag regardless of it.

"No, who is it?" the man asked, looking at her and a little curious.

"No, it's a friend, he should talk to me about life. Meng Zixuan said with a smile, she was very beautiful when she smiled, just like Yang Fan met her at the convenience store that day.

"Oh well. The man looked at the smile and lost his mind for a moment. However, he also recovered quickly, maintaining his previous demeanor and continuing to chat with Meng Zixuan.

Yang Fan, who was in the hotel, saw that he didn't answer two calls, so he gave up calling. He is like the boy in his book who confesses and waits for the result, hesitating and looking forward to it.

He rarely stopped thinking and updating today, and frequently looked at the mobile phone on the table and waited for that person's reply.

Minutes and seconds passed, until half past eleven in the evening, when the person he was expecting finally replied to his message.

Just a WeChat message made Yang Fan, who has usually been calm, ecstatic, although that WeChat was only three words, but it also calmed Yang Fan's worried heart.

"What's wrong?"

Meng Zixuan replied flatly.

"It's okay, just to ask how you are doing?" Yang Fan didn't see the blandness, he returned with enthusiasm, he hesitated for a while and then continued to type, "I haven't been in touch for a few days, I miss you a little." The words.

This is the first time that Yang Fan has expressed his heart to Meng Zixuan.

"It's okay, I've been a bit busy at work lately, so I slept first. You have good work. Meng Zixuan replied quickly, but her words were like a basin of cold water with ice slag, which woke up Yang Fan's enthusiasm.

Yang Fan looked at this information, and he understood a lot. He picked up his phone and typed out a long list of words, which were slowly reduced to four words.

"Okay, good night. ”

Meng Zixuan looked at these four words, and suddenly felt a little unbearable, she looked at Yang Fan's chat history repeatedly, and also repeatedly looked at Yang Fan for the first time I said I miss you.

She sighed and decided to confess to Yang Fan, and she typed hard back:

"Actually, I'm in SH because the person I like is back home today. ”

Looking at Meng Zixuan's reply, Yang Fan felt extremely calm, he looked at this message and replied silently:

"Congratulations, what kind of person he is. ”

"He's a very smart guy since he was a kid, not only smart, he's also very generous, he's funny, and most importantly, he's always moving forward in his life, and he's never going back like you. Meng Zixuan said with a sweet face when he talked about the man.

"Yes, like me, he never retreats, so is there anything special about him besides these?" Yang Fan's hand suddenly trembled when he saw this.

"Well, I think about it, by the way, every time he calls me, he will pay special attention to me, talk to me about things that interest me, and talk to me about happy things when I'm in a bad mood. Also, he always comes up with whimsical ideas for my clothing store. ”

"I see. Yang Fan looked at this reply and said to himself silently.

"I wish you to make peace with him soon. I wish you happiness. ”

"You have to find your own happiness as soon as possible. ”

Looking at Meng Zixuan's last blessing, Yang Fan silently turned off his mobile phone, and lay on the bed with his eyes closed and didn't fall asleep for a long time.

This time, Yang Fan lost emotionally again.

However, this failure was not as painful as it was in high school.

Because, this time Yang Fan lost convincingly.

In the real world, adult love rarely falls in love at first sight. In the real world, love is more about companionship.

And what Yang Fan lacks most is time to accompany him, as a rookie writer who can be said to have no foundation, he doesn't dare to stop except for running all the time.

Because he was afraid that when he stopped, everything he had would eventually be lost.

He only runs because he wants too much, and while the things he wants are not worth mentioning to many people, they are extremely difficult for him.

He wants to buy a few apartments for his parents so that they can spend the rest of their lives in leisure, and he also wants Lan and Lin Wanting, who are family members, to live a worry-free life, and he wants to get ahead and become a proud talking point for friends.

However, these wanted things are too difficult for this newcomer who has just stepped into the online literature industry for less than a year.

He never dared to relax, and he worked hard to write every day's updates, he wanted to be down-to-earth to the top, but because of his down-to-earth, his pace of progress was much slower than others.

In the same way, he has a lot to lose.

Yang Fan didn't shed any tears tonight, and he didn't find someone to confide in his feelings at this moment. He faced the loss with silence.

In fact, he also has a chance to recover Meng Zixuan, after all, he has a system. He can rely on the system to not have to work so hard every day, or he can squeeze out his free time and rely on the knowledge of the system exchange to try to redeem this unrequited love.

However, he finally gave up, because Yang Fan at this time was carrying the future he wanted, and he couldn't stop for love.

Moreover, this kind of forcible retention, in Yang Fan's eyes, is unfair to both parties.

Perhaps it was because he was used to losing that Yang Fan cherished those opportunities so much.

It was late at night, and in this hotel, the lamp, which was always on until three or four o'clock in the morning, was unexpectedly extinguished in advance.