Yun'er slept early in front of that eye

The spring breeze does not blow down

My willow waist

Bouncing in this peach blossom paradise

Young man, don't go back to your heart too early

Yan'er, it also flew in

The peach is dying

Also green plantains

Regardless of the rain and the wind blowing at night

When the flowers bloom, they will wither when they are new and red

A young man's heart never grows old

Chickens and dogs smell each other

Yellow hair drooping

I'm going to paddle and shake in the water

Pieces of catkins floated across the horns of the sky

Have you ever seen the red dust?

Come back and talk to Peach Blossom

It's like water, how self-pity

Dreaming back to the warbler and spring like a line

Stop for a long time, I'll make a whole day

Wake up tonight and sleep for a while

Yue'er is always laughing

Yun'er, it also waited for the wind to come

The wind can't blow it down

My willow waist

Bouncing in this peach blossom paradise

Young man, don't go back to your heart too early

Yan'er, it flew again

The peach is dying

Also green plantains

When the rain comes, you have to learn to laugh in that month

When the flowers bloom, they will wither when they are new and red

A young man's heart never grows old

Chickens and dogs smell each other

Yellow hair drooping

This is not enough for outsiders

Pieces of catkins floated across the horns of the sky

Have you ever seen the red dust?

Come and talk to Peach Blossom

It's like water, how self-pity

Dreaming back to the warbler and spring like a line

Stop for a long time, I'll make a whole day

Chickens and dogs bark in the yard

Return, return, return

The countryside will not return

Here Qianmo traffic chickens and dogs smell each other

Wouldn't it be nice for you and me to be happy?

If the flowers are beautiful, why pity

Whose courtyard is in love with spring

Stop.....

"Wow, wow, wow!! "This is my reaction when I'm drunk....

No one will mind your presence except for the whoa, whoa, whoa, no one will mind your presence except for the dumpsters on the side of the road that don't throw tantrums......

In 1987, I was born in the field.

Yes, I was born, born here, and three brothers depend on each other for their lives.

I don't remember what my grandparents were like, but I do, my childhood memories, I lived in the fields.

When I was a child, I lived in the fields, my parents worked in the fields, and I learned to speak in the fields.

I have to give thanks for the first time,

I remember the first time I was excited.

The only thing I can't forget is that "this kid is still handsome, and he will definitely get ahead in the future... Lord!"

I was born......

Before I was 5 years old, I was almost a pampered person... Lord, mainly people from my grandmother's family, such as my aunt, my grandfather, my grandmother, my uncle......

I've forgotten how my grandparents disliked my mother in the first place, but I remember... How do they cover up their mistakes...

"Mother-in-law, father-in-law, they are all old, you have to be considerate of their difficulties......"

"You have a mental illness, you have to understand him......"

It was hard for me to understand why some of my mentally ill father's possessions were suddenly in the name of my uncle or third uncle, and I had taken out the tools to use them two days ago......

Forgive me for being stupid......

Forgive my father for his incompetence......

Once, my father, was the hope of the family......

......

I once asked my father, "Why do you like ......your grandparents so much?"

"Maybe I've been the top scorer!" his father responded.

"Champion?"

"yes!"

"Then why don't you have anyone using ......?"

“......”

This is my father's sore spot, he doesn't want to denigrate Grandpa Mao's good, nor does he want to express Grandpa Mao's bad, but in his words, I can feel the disadvantages of that era, one is not one, two is three, far more than my father will be like this.......

That year... , my father's ex-wife died...... My mother became part of the family, and intellectuals were honorable in those days, even if you failed to get into college......

My father's arrival did not make my father much happy, more or less he was immersed in the memories of his ex-wife...... I remember how my father made me a wooden tricycle, how I used to hate it, how I used to envy the factory toys...... Three, five, ten years later, I realized the meaning of those toys, many of which were made by my father, and although I didn't say thank you, I have a lot of respect for my father.

N years later......

My father was mentally ill, a kind of illness that would go crazy at the mention of money to certain people, and I was just a novice at first, and I didn't think I was going to get involved in those wars......

Twenty years later, when I was already in my prime, I heard something from my brother...... Although I have heard a lot of similar words over the years, my most trusted second brother told me personally, you... It's nothing more than a beggar..... I have pity on you for those clothes, because you are better than a beggar!

......

Standing at thirty, maybe I'm still a child, maybe in the eyes of some people, I'm still a fool......

I hereby swear,

After my father died, whether I was rich or poor, I had nothing to do with the Cao family......

Swear by life, life as a word......

I remember that day

January 27, 2018..... 1:54 a.m.

This is what I thought after fleeing from my uncle's house, and I wrote it after listening to Peach Blossom Smile, I don't think Peach Blossom Smile can express my feelings, but its rhythm makes me think as follows...... I suddenly understood why my mother would run away from my grandfather's birthday party...... It's not a banquet, it's a judgment against me, my mother, and the so-called justice is always only on the side of the crowd, whether it's right or not......

I broke the water glass I had been using for a long time,

Silently searched for a long time on the ground,

Found the fragment of the water cup,

Pieced together for a long time,

There's still a lot missing,

What did I lose...

I'm afraid of losing something...