Chapter 134: Decision
Li Yuan said: "But you believe it...... In this world, you and Su Wen were engaged to a baby kiss when they were very young. But in the end, you chose to kill her as your ticket to Elysium. On a snowy night, you tricked her into this little temple where you used to hang out in your childhood. She didn't have any suspicions about you, but you knocked her unconscious, dug a hole in the back wall, and prepared to bury her alive......
"By the time your parents arrived, she had been buried in the ground for a long time, and she was long gone. Your parents are shocked and angry, but they are even more afraid that you will be arrested and hanged after the incident. I have to help you dig this pit deeper and fill it more solidly......"
"Blood Buddha ......" Lu Lie suddenly remembered that when he first saw Su Wen in this world, the other party was full of interest and dragged himself to the small temple, but he saw the strange blood Buddha enshrined on the temple, with teeth and claws. If it is as Li Yuan said, then I am afraid that even Su Wen himself does not know that this small temple that carries the memories of countless years of their childhood will eventually become her burial place. And the person who killed her was the most trusted childhood sweetheart beside her.
"If ......"
Before Lu Lie could speak, Li Yuan made a gesture and interrupted him: "You don't have to be too anxious, I know what you have to say." The only thing worth rejoicing in is that there is still time left for you. It's still some way from the 'source' you dig into the ground. You can ask yourself what you want and what is most important to you during the next period of time. Reality and illusion, that kind of thing, really make sense?
"Once you choose to jump off the 'source', it's really impossible to come back. The most regrettable thing in life is that when you need to make a calm decision the most, you choose to act recklessly based on your own preferences. ”
Lu Lie smiled: "How do you know what I really want to say." What I want to say is, if all of this is true if what you are saying is true. Then all the strange things I have encountered in this world before can basically have a reasonable explanation...... It seems that although this is an illusion, there is still logic. ”
"There is no difference between reality and fantasy. ”
Li Yuan's voice became fainter and fainter, and finally disappeared into the golden afterglow of the sunset with his human form.
Lu Lie stood up and continued to excavate the "source" underground.
Even Lu Lie himself didn't notice that his mood had changed. It's like a drop of water, dripping into the stagnant water of a thousand-year-old well. There were ripples in circles, and they began to become uneasy.
He sat down on the rocks in a daze. Looking at the dirt pit that was already not shallow, I felt a little confused for the first time, the world is so big, but I don't know where to go.
"Which of these two worlds is real and which is the real illusion? I think this world is fake, but the people of this world are also fake when they see my giant tree world......
"I've always wanted to wake up from this illusion and return to the world of giant trees, but what can I do when I go back to the world of giant trees? there is no father, no mother, everyone I know is dead, that world is full of murderous machines, countless filth is rampant, I return to that world, how long can I live......"
"If the world, everything, life, the future, the universe are all an illusion. Then I'm afraid that only after death is the real reality, but is that reality the reality I want?"
"Where is the boundary between reality and illusion? If illusion and reality have reached exactly the same level, how can we distinguish between the two? and even if illusion is more real than reality, then does the original 'reality' become the later 'illusion'?"
"I made my wish in front of the space-time machine, and the space-time machine also fulfilled my wish, what am I dissatisfied with, why should I be entangled in the difference between reality and illusion......
Before you know it, it was already dark outside the small temple. In the distance, the dark sky revealed the whiteness of a fish's belly again, and dawn came.
Lu Lie looked at the depths of the earth pit, the passage that radiated colorful light. He finally did it, and Li Yuan didn't lie to him. That is the "source", the gateway to this world and other worlds.
As long as Lu Lie closed his eyes at this moment and jumped into the source. All of this will soon be gone, and he will return to the real world to continue his adventures in his giant trees.
He fell into deep thought. This small pit will determine Lu Lie's entire life in the future. To jump or not to jump, two worlds will await him.
The rooster crows and the world is white. Finally, after thinking about it for a long time, Lu Lie finally made his decision.
He no longer hesitated, and walked towards the entrance to another world. But instead of jumping, he held a nearby boulder, which was sturdy and blocked the entrance to the "source".
The rainbow of light struggled to twist twice under the stone. Soon, it dissipated without a trace, and finally disappeared.
The time for the "source" has come. It shifted.
Since then, there has been no source in this world. This world no longer has a passage to other worlds, and this world has become Lu Lie's only world, which has become his reality.
Lu Lie sat on the ground with his buttocks. It was as if the moment he moved the stone was more tiring than all the things he had done this month combined. However, although his body was extremely tired, deep in his heart, an invisible boulder fell to the ground.
Lu Lie didn't know if Li Yuan was still nearby, he could still see himself or not. But Lu Lie still looked up to the sky and shouted: "Li Yuan, you bastard! I admit that you won! There is indeed no difference between reality and illusion at all! I have decided, I want to stay in this world." What can I do when I go back to the so-called real world, where I'm just a vagabond, I don't have a father, I don't have a mother, I'm nothing. In this world, after I die, at least someone will remember me and shed two tears for me. ”
On the way back, Lu Lie felt that he had been breaking out in a cold sweat all the time, and his body seemed to collapse. But his steps were light, and his heart was never more comfortable and expectant.
In the month when I just woke up from this world. He has lived in doubt and unease, he questions the falsity of the world, like a frightened rabbit, ready to return to his nest. But it was only at this moment that he finally chose to relax. He wanted to go home, to meet his parents, to see this one, a family relationship that was fourteen years late.