I'm sorry, I'm still very emotional after all, I should have wanted to bring you a little light and happiness, but I still couldn't make it, and my own mood was terrible.

This year is probably the most hesitant and painful year for me, I have encountered a bottleneck in writing, and it is easy to be affected by a little trivial matter in my life, pessimistic and crying, as if I have no purpose in life all of a sudden, so how can I write the story of the heroic children in my mind?

So I'm probably going to have to slow things down again. As painful as it was, I was reluctant to give up on this work, which might have been declared a failure.

I miss my old self, when this story was a small world that I slowly wrote with a pencil during my junior high school evening self-study, and there was only one reader and one listener, but at that time I never thought about whether more readers would like this story, but I kept writing it with the idea of perfecting it, and that was what I really wanted

"No wind" state, even if you can't hear the sound of the echo, you do it religiously. And even though I don't hear a lot of praise now, I know that there are still readers supporting me, so I should be happy.

I still want to continue to write, whether it is lonely or occasionally depressed, I will still be grateful. The children in my pen still need me, and they still need me to love, and I have to persevere.

I also know that I don't seem to be able to retain readers very well, after all, sometimes I think why is it so boring, why can't I write more interestingly?

Even if you look forward to it

In the state of "no wind", creators always hope that there will be readers and voices that respond to each other. I still want to work hard, and I will continue to stumble in the future.

If you can, please let me hear you. Thank you for still reading this.

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