The text of the wedge on the eve of the crossing
The starry sky is beautiful, but it is accompanied by endless darkness.
Qin Huan was once again overwhelmed by the darkness, and wanted to pursue the beautiful starry sky but couldn't catch up, but got farther and farther away.
Gradually, the starry sky disappeared, and there was no longer a little light around it, and as the light disappeared, the darkness became more and more viscous.
Can't escape, can't break free, the struggle has become slow, and the cold chill that seeps into the darkness makes Qin Huan's whole body chill, the cold seems to be able to freeze his soul, but he can't feel it.
In the endless darkness, helpless and desperate, until, the whispering chant that I had been waiting for arrived......
Qin Huan woke up, and when he opened his eyes, he saw the chandelier in the living room.
It seems that he has been really tired recently, and he has fallen asleep sitting on the sofa, Qin Huan shook his head, and remembered that dream again, a dream of endless darkness.
Every time I knew it was a dream, but every time I couldn't wake up on my own, until the chant appeared, no matter how many times I passed, this feeling could not be suffered again, like a condemned prisoner, waiting for the judgment to come.
But then again, the chanting voice is quite nice, really good.
Bang, bang, bang, a knock on the door interrupted Qin Huan's thinking, it must be that sissy, who never rang the doorbell even though she had a doorbell.
"Brother Huan ~ Come and hug one ~ Congratulations on your nomination for the Best Newcomer Award this time", just opened the door, a colorful flower butterfly, no, it shouldn't be a butterfly, it's too elevating him.
A colored thing that didn't know what it was pounced on.
However, the moment he opened the door, Qin Huan let go, and looked at him with a look of disgust, "There is no need to hug it, and besides, it is just a nomination, and it is still far from winning the award!"
"Isn't it that you haven't been awarded yet~ How do you know that you can't be selected~ Have confidence~"
"It's a shame that you've been messing around for so many years, you don't know what's going on here? ”
"Who said no, you look at Dong Mingji the year before last, everyone is now starting to do behind the scenes"
"Phew, behind the scenes of the fart, why did he go to the circle, who doesn't know, I think he just called Dong Ming's prostitute", to be honest, the unspoken rules of the entertainment industry are not uncommon, and everyone also has a tacit understanding to turn a blind eye.
But as a man who relied on other men to take the position, being raised by other men made Qin Huan feel really disgusting.
Although Qin Huan does not have the ideological baggage that a man must stand up to, he has always had to get by in life and work.
In his own words, he is indifferent to fame and fortune, and he is at peace with what he encounters, but he still can't accept that he is ...... by a man
But if it's a woman... It depends on the specific quality of the woman. "What do you ???mean?"
"Oh, oops, how many times have you called me siven, and I don't call Niu Huahua, my name is Niu Xianhua!"
Looking at the orchid fingers of the 'flowers' are painted with colorful nails, green tight pants, pink short tops, white T-shirts, yellow scarves, and red-framed glasses, but this face is the face of a man who is not so beautiful and detailed, a man!!
Qin Huan felt a chill when he saw it - why did the company choose such a product when he asked him to choose a broker, it seems that it was because he was the only one who had no other artists.
When I saw him for the first time, I knew that no one would choose this product for Mao, but in line with the basic principle of being at ease with what happens, Qin Huan decided to leave it at that, and it was quite bearable.
And it turns out that he is a good economic person, and he has been running for him in the past few years, otherwise he would not have received a big-budget movie so quickly, and the cooperation king, although it was only a small supporting role, he still received a nomination for the Best Newcomer Award.
"Got it, sissy"
"Hey, you..."
"By the way, what did you mean by that, you won't ask me to sell it", before he went crazy, asked clearly.
'Flowers' glared at him and pursed his mouth, and said loudly, "How come! I can't sell you!"
"Who else can you sell but me?"
"So I can't sell you~"
“...... You'd better tell the truth. ”
"Of course, of course. 'Flowers' glanced at Qin Huan, and then said, "There is a celebration party tonight, you need to go there." ”
Qin Huan's face directly darkened, "Celebrate?
"The nomination of this movie, the producer, the director or something will go, and you are not the only actor who has anything to be afraid of, like a girl!"
Qin Huan's face had just changed a little better, but it was gloomy again in an instant, after all, he was told by a sissy how unpleasant it was to miss a girl, so Qin Huan continued to have a gloomy face, "Got it." ”
Ding ding~ The ringtone of the mobile phone rings from the pocket of the pink jacket.
"Hey, uh-huh, well, okay. ”
"Xiaohuan, I can't go with you, you just got nominated, I still have something to do, it's okay, call me if you have something, I will save you as soon as possible." As he spoke, he smiled with a smile that he thought was very evil, and squinted his eyes slightly, looking at such an evil look, Qin Huan felt a bad chill again.
"Time and place, text to me!"
"I know~ I sent it to you a long time ago, didn't you see it?"
Qin Huan picked up his phone and found that there was really an unopened text message, 'Eight o'clock in the evening, xx hotel'.
People are like this, especially modern people, most of them are self-centered, everyone feels that they are the masters of the heavens and the earth, and they feel that they have the aura of the protagonist, and even some people still believe in this after being slapped a few times by reality.
In contrast, Qin Huan is much more realistic, no one is unique, and nothing has to be you, the earth is gone, everyone will still turn the same, only you can protect yourself, and your own strength is the best weapon to protect yourself, this is the biggest reality that Qin Huan, who grew up in an orphanage, recognizes.
So now Qin Huan is looking at himself in the mirror, he is not a jade tree, but he is definitely not mediocre, his short hair is refreshing, clean and neat, some fine bangs are blocked in front of his forehead, although his skin is not as good as a woman, but he also reveals a healthy fairness, his facial features are not fine, but they are definitely handsome together.
No, who knows if the other party is a pack of wolves, how can he dress up as a sheep, Qin Huan directly messed up his hair with his hands.......
"Hey, Brother Qin, what are you doing...... "How can the stylist tolerate his elaborate styling being disturbed.
Well, in the end, Qin Huan still showed the public with a creamy little student.
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Pushing open the door of the box, Qin Huan felt the strangeness of today's celebration, which was reflected in the fact that the big director of the movie was not there, only the producer and producer, and none of the protagonists of the movie came, all of them were those insignificant little characters, including himself.
"Isn't it a celebration party today, why..." Before Qin Huan finished speaking, the director rushed to say, "Yes! It's a celebration party, Xiao Qin, you're a little late." Qin Huan glanced at his watch with a puzzled expression, it was only 7:57 late, and it was three minutes early!
At this time, a man got up, "Xiao Qin, come on, sit here", yes, this time he didn't let him play in vain, he still knows how to be grateful, the young man is a talent that can be created. Looking at Qin Huan, thinking about the room that had already been set outside, the man patted the chair next to him and showed a gentleman's standard smile.
However, at this time, Qin Huan's perspective was that a fat man covered in oil patted the chair next to him and smiled like a blooming chrysanthemum at Qin Huan. Shouldn't I have worked together for so long, relatively speaking, it's quite reassuring. Immediately, Qin Huan looked at the director of this movie.
"Xiao Qin, this is Mr. Wei, who invests in films, and Mr. Chen, the largest investor in this film, you have a good exchange. “
After saying this, the director didn't look at Qin Huan again, and directly turned his back to Qin Huan and talked to another female partner, the one who turned around was called a clean one, leaving Qin Huan standing there, neither advancing nor retreating.
Enter, I feel a little sick to my stomach, retreat, come here, how to go out at this time.
After thinking about it, Qin Huan felt that it must be the words he talked with Niu Huahua today that made him a little too careful, so he simply sat down, and the old man was afraid of a yarn.
Letting go of the burden of thoughts, Qin Huan walked straight to the seat next to Mr. Chen, and Yu Guang glanced at the female supporting actress next to Mr. Chen, who didn't know what number was the woman, and glanced at him fiercely, with disdain and jealousy in his eyes.
At this moment, Qin Huan felt furious in his heart.
"Xiao Qin, I've heard about you for a long time, this time you can find a chance to meet, don't blame me for the small role I found for you, you are a newcomer after all, and you have to eat one bite at a time. ”
Feeling the hand wrapped around his waist, Qin Huan felt that it was not easy to have a difficult time today.
"Xiao Qin, I recently planned to invest in a new movie, and I'm going to let you play the male lead, how about it? “
The purpose was exposed so quickly, this is already eyeing me, male number one, no wonder so many people are rushing out to sell, and the upgrade is really fast.
"Well, that, Mr. Chen, it's my first time participating in this kind of big-budget movie, I'm a little tired, and I want to take a vacation recently. “
"It's good to take a vacation, look at the dark circles under your eyes recently, it's time to take a good rest. The other hand seemed to unconsciously touch Qin Huan's cheek.
Qin Huan instinctively wanted to dodge, but his waist was tightly hugged by Mr. Chen, and he looked at the director in the spirit of not causing trouble.
It's okay not to look at it, but this time Qin Huan felt that he was about to get a needle's eye, and the director's hand reached into the skirt of the female partner, and the small short skirt, which was not long, turned up again, revealing most of it.
Looking around, he found that although the level of battle was different, it was generally similar to the group of directors, Qin Huan turned his head and looked at Mr. Chen's face that was getting closer and closer to him, and at that moment, he made a decision to walk out of the hotel first!
"Well, Mr. Chen, I think work is more important now, let's go out and talk alone. ”
"Good, young man, promising!"
After leaving the box door, Qin Huan knew that this dead fat pig was still going out with bodyguards, and it seemed that he also knew that he was so easy to be beaten.
Looking at the salty pig hand that was still wrapped around his waist, and then at the tall bodyguard next to the dead fat pig, Qin Huan thought to himself, Ma Dan, Lao Tzu is not a girl, when you get out of the hotel door, Lao Tzu will let you cut off your children and grandchildren!
As soon as he walked out of the hotel door, Qin Huan kicked the lower body of the dead fat pig, and then ran away.
There's no way, who can't beat people and want to find a field! Can't let him touch it for so long in vain, Lao Tzu won't suffer!
Later, every time Qin Huan thought of the choice he made this time, he felt that this was a predetermined number in fate, just like ...... Past... Life......
Everything was such a dramatization that no one expected, Qin Huan pulled his legs and ran across the road, no one expected that at this time, a commercial car running a red light rushed out of the horizontal road, and Qin Huan was directly knocked more than ten meters away, lying on the ground and bleeding into a ......
The beautiful woman in the driver's seat of the commercial vehicle looks good, and if you look closely, she is still a little similar to Qin Huan, but at this time, the beauty looked at this scene in horror, and said to the other end of the phone with a trembling voice, "Ting, Tingting, I, I killed someone......"
"What? What nonsense are you talking about! Auntie's situation is not optimistic right now, so come over quickly. A shrill female voice came from the other end of the phone.
The beauty pressed her phone and muttered "yes, I'm sorry, I'll atone for my sins." As if he had strengthened his determination, he drove straight out with one foot on the accelerator......
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Dead, dead, this time it should be dead. Qin Huan's consciousness was spinning.
Is this the abyss of hell, it turns out that this is the abyss of hell, and it seems that the nightmare that has been haunting it is a countless death drill.
No wonder every time I go to a psychiatrist, I can only say that I am too stressed, and no wonder the teenager at the foot of Cangyun Mountain says that I am too dead, it turns out that I have died countless times.
It seems that there will be no singing this time, not even the starlight.
Why did it take so long, Qin Huan had already given up struggling, allowing the darkness to devour him, eroding his soul, and allowing this yin to freeze his soul and freeze his consciousness Qin Huan really couldn't feel anything now......
It seemed that after a long time, and it seemed that only a moment later, Qin Huan found his consciousness again, and the surroundings seemed to be less cold, and the suffocation caused by the darkness gradually disappeared.
Qin Huan heard it, and he heard that whispering chant again.
Qin Huan subconsciously wanted to wake up, but found that no matter how he opened his eyes, it was that kind of darkness.
Yes, they are all dead and still asking for some kind of life, at least they have to be reincarnated first, Qin Huan himself wants to laugh at himself.
The voice of the chant poured out like a whisper, wanting to tell the endless sorrow, the voice was tactful but desolate, that kind of melancholy seemed to make every listener hesitate and melancholy, but there was only one audience here, Qin Huan.
Qin Huan swore that he had never heard this kind of tune except in his dreams, but he had a sense of familiarity from the bottom of his heart, this familiarity went deep into his soul and melted into his bone marrow, and he wanted to look for traces carefully, but he felt like he couldn't find his way in the thick fog.
Just when Qin Huan was about to indulge in this song, a little white light bloomed out of the endless darkness, and the white light became brighter and brighter, more and more, until the white light shattered the dark impact in front of him.
White, a blank white, in this dazzling white, Qin Huan felt that he was hallucinating, and it seemed like a long dream.
In the dream, I am a pen, a book, a tree, and a flower looking at everything in the world from different perspectives, one story after another poured into Qin Huan's mind, and the huge amount of information was about to overwhelm Qin Huan, and suddenly a mournful sigh covered up the noise around him, so that Qin Huan's perspective was finally fixed on a picture of a beauty.
Sighing and worrying between the eyebrows, the beauty holds the lamp in front of the water.
The beauty's skin is like snow, the green silk is like a curtain, she is described as thin, but her eyes are as bright as stars, her eyebrows are soft, her lips are light, and she sighs, just a picture Qin Huan can perceive a little sadness from it, and the sadness in the eyes contains the tenderness that heals the world.
Qin Huan couldn't make a sound, couldn't make a move, and could only watch the beauty throw herself into Qinghe......