"Mother, Mother, Mother, Mother, Mother, ......Mother, Mother,

"Mother, Mother, Mother, Mother, Mother, ......Mother, Mother,

With two cheerful children's voices, two villains ran into the house.

When Rong Zhao heard the voice, he hid the things in his hand in the quilt and wiped the tears from his face.

Turning his head, he smiled at them lightly, "Why are you running so fast? ”

Xiao Rongnian's legs and feet were called a neat rope, and he planted it in Rong Zhao's arms while holding the bed, holding a tall plum blossom branch in his hand, "Mother, the flowers are blooming, I'll pick them for you to see." ”

"And me, mother, you see how beautiful my branches are. Xiao Rongsheng was not to be outdone, took off his shoes and climbed into bed, swinging the plum blossom in front of Rong Zhao, seeking her opinion, "Mother, I'll take a vase for you and put it on the bedside, okay?" In this way, you can both watch and smell the fragrance, and as soon as you see it, you will think of the Lantern Festival." ”

Rong Zhao touched the faces of the two, they had been playing outside for a while, they were freezing cold, and their faces were red like monkey butts.

Rong Zhao untied the little clothes of the two of them, hugged them into the quilt to warm up, she held the flowers folded by the two of them, and said: "It's so good-looking, Lantern Festival and Lotus Rong are so good, I think about my mother and concubine in everything." ”

Xiao Rongnian pillowed on Rong Zhao's shoulder and kissed her face vigorously, "Because we like the mother concubine, we love the mother concubine, naturally we think about the mother concubine for all good things, isn't the mother concubine the same? ”

Rong Zhao smiled and pinched her face, Xiao Rongsheng propped his arms on her and stared at her, "Mother, you have lost weight, are you not eating well." You always say that we don't eat well and are not good children, why are you not well-behaved this time?"

Rong Zhao hugged him tightly and kissed him on the forehead, "The mother concubine just had a little illness, and when the illness is cured, she won't lose weight." Lantern Festival should be well-behaved, don't learn from your mother, you must eat well, and grow fat and tall. ”

"Is there someone bullying you, the concubine, and the son will avenge you. Xiao Rongsheng's small fists were clenched tightly, with an angry face, as if he was looking for someone desperately.

Rong Zhao smiled and shook his head, "Lantern Festival is really powerful, you can help your mother come out." But the mother concubine was not bullied, and even if you were bullied, you were still too young to help the mother concubine. When you grow up, grow tall and strong, become a man, stand by the side of the mother, forgive no one who dares to bully the mother. ”

Xiao Rongsheng nodded seriously, "Mother concubine, don't worry, I will definitely grow tall and strong, I will protect you and will not let you be harmed in any way." ”

Rong Zhao's tears of emotion floated in his eyes, and he smiled with relief, "Good son." ”

"I will also protect my mother and not allow anyone to cause her to shed tears. Xiao Rongnian was not to be outdone.

After she said this, the tears in Rong Zhao's eyes flowed irrepressibly, and the two children hurriedly wiped her tears, "Mother, don't cry." "Seeing the mother cry, they also cried.

Rong Zhao wiped his tears, "The mother concubine didn't cry, the mother concubine was happy when she heard your words, and she cried with joy." ”

Xiao Rongnian suddenly said innocently: "It turns out that the mother concubine is happy, is the mother happy to see me?" The father said that the mother concubine likes me the most, as long as I accompany the mother all the time, the mother concubine will be happy, isn't it?"

"Yes, when the concubine saw you, her heart was happy. Rong Zhao felt a faint pain in his heart.

"Hehe, I knew that I would accompany my mother every day, so that my mother's illness would be cured soon. When spring begins, my mother can take me to ride a horse, pick flowers together, and chase rabbits together......" Xiao Rongnian nested in Rong Zhao's arms, raising his hands to count what he wanted to do. She made a list of things she wanted her mother to do with her.

Xiao Rongsheng also participated, counting the things he asked his mother to do with him. The two of them fell asleep in Rong Zhao's arms after counting, sleeping so soundly, like singing a duet, you snort, I have a long hearty sound.

"Asleep?" Xiao Junjue came in, didn't go to the bed first, took off the fox fur coat and put it aside, and waited for the stove to dissipate the chill on her body before approaching Rong Zhao, afraid that the cold air would be too cold for her.

Rong Zhao quickly wiped the tears off his face when he came in, sat up, and put the two children in the bed, "Well, I'm tired of playing, so I'll sleep here." ”

Xiao Junjue sat beside her and looked at her face, although she thought that he couldn't see anything after wiping away her tears, her red eyes had exposed everything.

It's just that Xiao Junjue sees through it and doesn't say it.

It's been more than a month since she came back, and she still hasn't come out of the pain. Just now he was talking to Lu Heling about her body, and Heling said that although her body has recovered with the help of medicine, the depression in her heart will not disappear, and she will not be able to fully recover.

These days, he has changed his tricks, thinking of all kinds of ways to make her happy, yes, during the day, she faces others, and like no one else, she doesn't even mention the death of Marquis Rong. But at night, he woke up to her cries.

Often when she falls asleep, she will cry, it is crying in a dream, as if she is in a demonic barrier, maybe even she doesn't know it.

Those are all tears held in my heart during the day, and they will only be vented at night.

Xiao Junjue looked at the plum blossoms on the small table, pointed at them, and said, "They picked this?"

Rong Zhao leaned on his shoulder and said, "The child is older and sensible, and he knows how to make me happy." She smiled, "Actually, I'm not unhappy, you don't have to ask Lianrong to let her accompany me every day." Children, who like to play, accompany me in bed, how boring. ”

"Sometimes I don't have time for you, I'm afraid you'll be bored. ”

"How can it be boring? Sometimes the second aunt and Rong Xin Rong Han will come to chat with me, and sometimes Rong Yao's mischievous person also likes to come to me to play treasure, you don't know how lively my day is. Seeing him smile, he slowly lowered his head, and the smile on his face slowly faded, "I know they are all here to make me happy, in fact, I'm fine, you don't have to let them come to accompany me every day." ”

Xiao Junjue took her hand, and her heart was slightly painful, "Okay, as long as you're happy, anything will do." Zhaozhao, it's snowing outside today, can I go out for a walk with you?"

Rong Zhao's expression was faint, he turned his head to look outside, through the window, he could still hear the sound of snow falling on the trees, "Can I go out for a walk?"

"Heling said yes, I'll wrap you warm and take you out for a walk, okay?" Xiao Junjue looked at her with a smile and asked.

Rong Zhao shook her head, she didn't seem to be interested in anything now, "I'm in a good mood, don't be distracted." I don't want to go out either, it's too cold outside. ”

"Well, if you don't want to go out, you won't go out. Xiao Junjue followed her in everything, he looked at the child, "Then I will take the child back to the house to sleep, you should be tired, I will sleep with you for a while." ”

Rong Zhao nodded, Xiao Junjue lifted the quilt when she picked up Xiao Rongsheng, Rong Zhao was startled, and quickly took the things in the quilt and stuffed them under the pillow.

Although the movements were fast, Xiao Junjue could clearly see that it was the belly pocket she embroidered for the unborn child. A punch hit him in the chest, and a layer of mist floating on his eyeballs was submerged in his head.

Carrying the child back, Xiao Junjue hugged Rong Zhao and lay down.

"Zhaozhao. Xiao Junjue called her softly.

"Huh?"

"Actually, Heling said, we still have a chance to have children, isn't there a miracle?" he wanted to give her hope, although it was slim and indefinite, it was better than a death sentence.

Rong Zhao smiled indifferently and said, "Miracles will not befall me forever. Raising his eyes to look at him, "Junjue, I'm fine." I have Lantern Festival and lotus seed paste, enough is enough. ”

It may be that it hurts to the depths of the soul and is numb to the pain, so that the smile is so meaningless and so relieved.

But this smile was like a sharp knife piercing Xiao Junjue's heart, stirring his internal organs and crumbling them together.

"But you have to promise me that I can't give birth, and you don't want to marry another woman. ”

"I promise you, I promise you. Xiao Junjue put her forehead against her forehead, held her face, and kissed her lips gently. He treated him like a baby, cautiously, as if he was tempting at first, and slowly deepened when he saw that she did not refuse.

His lips touched Rong Zhao's neck, and his big hand roamed over her body, and his lust gradually rose.

"Don't. Suddenly, Rong Zhao pushed him away, and she turned her face aside, "Junjue, I'm tired." ”

Xiao Junjue didn't force her, covered her with a quilt, used one arm as a pillow for her, and patted her gently with one hand.

He looked at her quietly, time as if it were flowing through a trickling river. After a long time, when Rong Zhao was already asleep, he took out the belly pocket from under her pillow.

He touched the needle and thread embroidered on it, and a magpie had been embroidered on his belly pocket, but Rong Zhao's craftsmanship was not a magpie no matter how he looked at it, but still looked like a duck. If, if the child is still there, it should be born by the time she finishes embroidering.

Xiao Junjue's eyes were red, blinked, crushed tears, he got out of bed, walked to the side of the carbon stove, stretched out several times and took it back, struggling for a long time. He took the little belly pocket and put it to his mouth, kissed it, and with a ruthless heart, closed his eyes, and threw it into the coals.

Keeping this thing with her would only arouse her sorrow, and it burned clean.

The first thing Rong Zhao did when he woke up was to find that belly pocket, she was obviously stuffed under the pillow, how could it be gone. She shook off the quilt and mattress on the bed one by one, and threw them all to the ground, but there was still no, even under the bed, and there was no belly pocket.

"Say, which of you will take my belly pocket!" called all the maids in the room to the house, and Rong Zhao's fierce gaze swept over them one by one.

"No ......"

"No ......"

All denied it.

"Don't say yes, right?" Rong Zhao's face turned pale with anger, she picked up the leather whip hanging on the wall, and hit the kneeling maid on the ground one by one, "If you don't say it, if you don't say it, I'll kill you!"

Qiushui hurriedly stepped forward to persuade, "Miss, don't fight, be careful." ”

Rong Zhao turned his head and stared at Qiushui viciously, his eyes were as sharp as a flying knife, and suddenly, he grabbed Qiushui's neck, "Say, did you take it? You handed it over to me." ”