Chapter 162: Suffering Because of Me
After this, Ding Qingxue's heart began to gradually become depressed, and she sat alone in her bedroom all day, locking the door. Mother knocked on the door, but she never opened. She hadn't eaten a bite of food for two days, and she wasn't in the mood to eat, to be precise. At night, she tossed and turned, but her mind was in chaos, as long as she closed her eyes, the terrible scene a few days ago appeared in her mind, she didn't dare to close her eyes again, turned on the light, and survived the two painful nights with her eyes open.
But she couldn't understand why the shorts and underwear she wore on her body suddenly disappeared, she was a beautiful woman, she was very careful about what she was wearing every day, and it stands to reason that she would never forget to wear shorts, but she couldn't remember when they disappeared.
She rummaged through the cabinets in her bedroom, but she just couldn't find the two pieces of clothing she had disappeared. She racked her brains to think about the previous things, but she didn't think of anything suspicious at all, the only thing that caught her attention was the stranger Huang Ze who stared at her before, but there were more such people, she wouldn't care at all.
She exhausted all possible reasons, and eventually she gave up thinking about it
In the past two days, my mother has been very anxious about this. She knocked on the door in front of Ding Qingxue's room repeatedly. But when she closed up, her mother often heard her daughter crying silently in the house, and when she heard her cry, her mother's heart ached as if she had been strangled by a meat grinder. Not only that, but my mother often heard the sound of things breaking in the house, but no matter how she knocked on the door, all she could hear in the room was the sound of crying or falling things.
When Ding Qingxue's father saw this scene, he was angry. He often said to his wife: "What do you care about her? An unfilial woman! It is not worth hurting your body for such a person! Think about how you will live the rest of your life!"
Obviously, Ding Jiarong was not angry because of his daughter's disobedience, but because his wife was unhappy because she was worried about getting angry because she didn't deserve her anger.
But the mother is a woman after all, her heart is soft, and she can't bear to abandon her daughter like this.
This morning, my daughter finally came out of the room, perhaps because it was too stuffy, or maybe she was hungry, she had not eaten a bite of food in five days now, and she was already hungry, which was a great torture for a thin woman.
She ate a sausage from the fridge and sat on the couch with her head down. I sat there all morning, no matter how my mother dragged and asked, there was no sound.
At noon, his mother came to him with food.
Then the previous scene was staged, Ding Qingxue broke the bowl, scolded his father, and left the house directly.
Ding Qingxue felt both lost and desperate after leaving home, she walked on the sidewalk, the sky was dripping with rain, the wind kept blowing, blowing her silky hair, the cars on the road sped past her from time to time, splashing the water on the road, staining her clothes, she didn't know where she was going, but she knew that she couldn't go home now.
"Does Mother Really Love Me?" was a question that haunted her after she ran away.
"No, she doesn't love me, in just a few days, I can't prove anything, it's just a fake look made by him and her. ”
Thinking about it, he began to recall what had happened with his parents in the last few years.
I remember one time, she was in a bad mood, she went to the bar to drink, and when she got drunk, she danced on stage with a man, and she felt much better, but when she got home, her parents saw the smell of alcohol on her body, and they concluded that she had gone to the bar, so her mother and father pressed him on the sofa, beat her hard, and warned her not to have a second time, and at the end, they also said, "We are doing this for you." ”
However, this incident became a seed for her to start rebelling against her parents.
Since then, she has often stayed in hotels and never returned home, or in bars or shopping malls. Seeing that she was so disobedient, her parents contacted the bank and transferred the money from his card to the guardian, and her money was at the disposal of her parents, and she had no choice but to go home.
When she returned home, she naturally did not listen to her parents' teachings. She began to resent them, but because she was getting all her money from them, she had to do what they said. Her parents restricted the amount of money in her bank card, and the amount in her bank card was fixed every day. This way of education from her parents made her impression of them worse and worse, and finally, she began to feel that they didn't love her, and they had treated her as a toy in their hands.
Finally, this malicious fuse is now ignited.
Ding Qingxue really couldn't understand her mother's behavior in the past few days, since so many years, she has never been so gentle, so that she can't tell the truth from the fake, but the balance in her heart is tilted towards her mother's acting.
She just walked aimlessly on the road, even though she looked sad now, but her long silky hair and that immature face and her slender figure could not be changed, she was now a person who just wanted to stay away from this place, away from the man who was lustful, away from the stinky and shameless reporter, away from her parents.
However, her bank card was restricted by her parents before, and there was only a limited amount of money per day, and he had no way to live here for a few days.
But unexpectedly, when she went to withdraw money from the ATM, she found that there was suddenly a large amount of money in her bank card. If you look closely, it was shortly after she left the house and ran away.
"This is what you owe me!" she was apparently referring to him, her parents.
However, even though she now had an inexhaustible supply of money, it was no longer of any use to her, and she didn't know where to go.
She thinks about the beautiful scene when she was sought after by her classmates and praised by her teachers when she was a child, and then thinks about being abused by her parents like this now, she already feels that no one in this world really loves her anymore. The thousands of men who chased her were all just interested in her beauty, and she had never met a man who loved her from the bottom of her heart. Thinking that the TV news was about to expose her behavior, she couldn't bear that such a noble and beautiful woman had fallen into such a fate. Glory and wealth, an adjective that ordinary people yearn for, has never been in Ding Qingxue's heart, even if she lives a rich life, the only thing she doesn't need is money, what she needs is something that money can't buy, that is love.
Thinking about it, she gradually felt that the world had no support, she felt that God had given her this beauty, but it was actually harming her, and she felt more and more that living in the world was a pain, so a bold idea was born - to end her life.
Now she had no choice but to do so.
"No, no, why, why did I die like this?" she shouted, tears falling from her eyes like raindrops.
"I'm going to make you suffer for me!" in his murderous eyes was the hatred he had accumulated for years towards his father.
(End of chapter)