Actually, I thought that I was probably my father's ghost boy, but what I didn't understand was that the ghost boy was actually a ghost substitute for the dead, why did I end up safe and sound as a ghost child, but my father died?

I immediately remembered what my grandmother had said that I had killed my father

I looked at my grandfather in confusion. ,

Grandpa looked at me with guilt and said, "Son, I'm sorry, we had to sacrifice you in order to protect our son." ”

Looking at my grandfather's guilt, I felt very complicated, it stands to reason that I should be angry about it, I should hate them, but I didn't, I said calmly: "Grandpa, you don't have to feel guilty about me, this is also a last resort, I don't blame you." But why didn't I die, but my father did?"

Grandpa sighed and said, "Because your father can't bear to hurt you, he chose to let himself die, and exchanged his own life for your safety." ”

I never thought that my father really died for me, I can't tell what it feels like, I am moved, I feel guilty, but more doubts, I am at a loss.

I stared at my grandfather blankly, speechless for a moment.

Grandpa continued: "Your grandmother is not in good health, we sacrificed our first child, it took five years to give birth to your father, and then another five years to give birth to your sister-in-law, and your grandmother and I did not have any more children after that. Your father has been weak since he was a child, and his personality is also very docile and peaceful, he has the mentality of living one day at a time, and under our careful care, he has finally grown up. A man who can grow up is very precious to our Lin family, and we will naturally help him find a woman to raise a ghost boy, because only by raising a ghost boy can he really save his life. ”

Grandpa said this, paused, and then continued: "However, your father is very resistant to finding a woman to marry and raise a ghost child, in order to escape marriage, he secretly left the Lin family and went to Chongqing, and met your mother Feng Ying. As the saying goes, fate is destined, your father ran to Chongqing to escape marriage, but he met fate. Soon fell into the river with your mother Feng Ying. However, your father always remembered the ghost child, so he refused to marry your mother. ”

Listening to my grandfather say this, I realized that the reason why my mother did not marry my father was not because the Lin family did not approve of my mother, but because my father refused to marry in order to avoid raising ghost children. When I learned this, I couldn't help but feel a sense of reverence for my father.

Grandpa continued: "However, your mother was pregnant and pregnant with you, and your father was very frightened and didn't know what to do, but because your mother didn't know the situation of the Lin family, since she was pregnant with your father's child, she naturally urged your father to get married, just like all women. But your father did not dare to tell him the truth, and began to run away from your mother. and fled back to Lin's house.

"Who knows, your mother chased after the Lin family with a big belly. When we learned about it, we were naturally overjoyed and prepared to give them a wedding, but your father saw that he could not escape, so he had no choice but to tell your mother about the Lin family's curse of ghosts, and also told your mother about raising ghost children. He also told your mother that in order to protect you in her belly, they couldn't get married, and asked her to leave the Lin family immediately and stay away. ”

When Grandpa said this, his eyes softened as he looked at me, and he continued: "In this way, your mother is in a dilemma, and she has no time to be surprised and shocked by this matter, and immediately falls into a difficult choice. On one side is a deep man, and on the other side is a child in the belly. She knows that by marrying your father and sacrificing the child in her womb, she can save your father's life. However, the child in her womb is the meat of her heart, and if she really wants to give it up, she is really reluctant. Your mother will be very uncomfortable.

"Later, it was your grandmother who found your mother and begged her to save your father, saying that as long as you sacrifice the belly, you can save your father's life, and they can have another child in the future, and they can have as many children as they want. On the contrary, if she wants a child in her womb, she will lose her heart forever.

"Ever since your grandmother talked to your mother, your mother cried all night, and finally figured it out and made a decision, which was to marry your father and sacrifice the child in her womb. ”

When I heard this, although I knew that the result would not be like this, I couldn't help but feel a chill in my heart, and I couldn't help but move my body that was sitting a little stiff.

Grandpa found out about my strange situation, and said to me as if defending my mother: "Lin Han, your mother's decision at that time does not mean that she is ruthless to you, she really can't help it." Moreover, there is another reason why she finally made this decision, that is, even if she wants to protect you and give up your father, she can't be sure that she can really save you in the end, because after all, you are still the blood and blood of our Lin family, and you are your father's blood and blood. No one can guarantee whether the Lin family's ghost curse is only for legitimate children. If not, then not only did the child not be saved, but also the deep man was lost, wouldn't it be a failure at both ends. ”

I heard my grandfather say this, and I also felt that my mother's decision was justified, and I couldn't help but nod my head in agreement, as if what I heard at this time had nothing to do with me.

Who knows, when Grandpa said this, a regretful expression appeared on his face again, and he said: "However, when your mother made a decision to have a showdown with your father the next day and tell her decision, your father secretly committed suicide. ”

When I heard this, my heart trembled.

Grandpa looked at me and continued, "Speaking of which, your father still knows your mother very well, and he knows that your mother will definitely choose to save him in the end. However, in order to save you, he finally chose to give up his life. ”

I finally couldn't hold back my tears. I never thought that my father would commit suicide, and for me.

Grandpa saw me crying, but ignored me and continued: "As I said, your mother made the decision to save your father because she couldn't be sure that she would save you if she didn't get married. Actually, your father knows this, too, because I told him this before, but he said that as long as there is a glimmer of hope, he may not want to kill you. So, he ended up gambling with his life. ~ Search for basket color, you can read the following chapters in full