Chapter 388: I Don't Want to Survive!

Zhang Jin...... Gone?" Lin Xuan asked with a trembling voice...... Although Lin Xuan had killed people and killed countless demon beasts, the living people around him had disappeared like this, and Lin Xuan was still a little unacceptable for a while......

Mu Xuan took a deep breath and sighed, "Hmm...... Gone, gone......"

At this moment, Lin Xuan felt the decadence in Mu Xuan's body...... Even when talking about the misfortune of his childhood before, Mu Xuan avoided the important and trivialized, and even just recalled the beautiful part, saying it with a smile. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 infoBut how could Lin Xuan not know what kind of miserable childhood an orphan had, if he was adopted by a good family, it would be fine, if he was like Mu Xuan who had never been adopted, then he would feel endless loneliness!

Even if that Lian mother is good, she cares about them in any way, but she has only one person, and one person's heart is scattered to many people, and it will never be as good as the care that two people concentrate on one person...... Although Mu Xuan said it with a smile, Lin Xuan felt the loneliness and sadness behind that smile.

But even then, Lin Xuan didn't feel the despair or decadence on Mu Xuan, because Mu Xuan put all his mind on literature, he traveled in the sea of books, and got spiritual sustenance in it, even if there was no one around him, but he could find a confidant in the book and a bosom friend in the text!

But it is easy to go from thrift to luxury, if Mu Xuan has never had a bosom friend like Zhang Jin, maybe he will be lonely in his life, and he will create a lot of wonderful articles in the smelting of society, but Zhang Jin's appearance has indeed completely changed Mu Xuan's life!

The most painful thing in life is not that he didn't get it, but that he got it and lost it! Mu Xuan got his soulmate, but in less than three years, he was about to lose it again, and the blow to Mu Xuan from this kind of thing was absolutely like the sky was falling!

"After Zhang Jin took the college entrance examination, she no longer wanted to continue studying, she wanted to use the last period of her life to see the mountains and rivers of the motherland and see this beautiful world......" Mu Xuan continued, saying this, Mu Xuan's eyes faintly had some brilliance!

"Regardless of his family's opposition, Zhang Jin refused treatment, but embarked on the journey with me! Maybe it was the heavens that hung the curtain, we were in the middle of the mountain, and Zhang Jin and I were very grateful to that old man! He was a Taoist cultivator with compassion, and even more so because these decades of seclusion made him feel like a child! He helped see Zhang Jin's illness!"

Speaking of this, Mu Xuan was silent for a moment and then said: "I still remember how silent he was at that time, he sighed and said that his cultivation was too low to help her heal, but he gave Zhang Jin a pill, and said that although this pill could not cure Zhang Jin's condition, it could help Zhang Jin forcibly prolong his life, and it would make Zhang Jin ensure that his face would not be destroyed at the last moment of his life!"

Lin Xuan was slightly moved, this cancer is extremely difficult to treat, it can be said that with the current level of medicine, it is directly a terminal disease! If Lin Xuan wants to be treated, Lin Xuan can also be cured, the method is to directly cut off the original organs, and then send them into the recovery space to grow them again, and then supplemented by the spring of life, it can be cured! But if the cancer cells spread throughout the body, Lin Xuan has no way for the time being, maybe the doctor uncle has a way, but Lin Xuan really has no way!

However, this old man can forcibly renew the life of a patient with terminal cancer and ensure that his face is not destroyed, and his medical attainments are also very powerful! This old man is a little different from the doctor's uncle's medical ethics, and it should be an ancient Chinese medicine ......

"We are all very grateful to him, because it is the old man, Zhang Jin has not been so miserable for the rest of the past few years, and she smiled very peacefully when she left...... It's just that it seems to be reluctant to ...... world" Mu Xuan sighed deeply and said, "Once in the book, I saw the beautiful world outlined by the author...... I used to be a spectator, lamenting the impermanence of this world, lamenting the beauty and cruelty of this world......

Shaking his head gently, Mu Xuan picked up a small notebook and handed it to Lin Xuan and said: "These are my understanding of this world, and also my understanding of life, although no one appreciates it, but I still want to record it, maybe one day in the future, it will be accepted by some frustrated people, and I will find a trace of comfort when I am at a loss...... Speaking of this, there was a trace of blood left on the corner of Mu Xuan's mouth......

Lin Xuan was taken aback, and suddenly felt that the vitality in Mu Xuan's body was passing rapidly...... Lin Xuan grabbed Mu Xuan's hand and crossed his source qi, the toxin in Mu Xuan's body slowed down all of a sudden, and no longer continued to spread, but just when Lin Xuan wanted to help Mu Xuan force out the toxin, Mu Xuan suddenly broke free......

"Lin Xuan......" Mu Xuan's voice revealed a sense of weakness and a little relief: "I know that you are not an ordinary person, and I know that you can save me now, but don't save me, okay......"

Lin Xuan's brows furrowed, he took a few steps back as if he had been hit hard, staring at the wine bottle in Mu Xuan's hand, now Lin Xuan finally noticed this wine bottle, this wine bottle that Lin Xuan hadn't paid attention to before, now turned out to be the poison that took Mu Xuan's life...... Only now did Lin Xuan know that Mu Xuan had long been ready to commit suicide, and he had long wanted to leave this world at any time, maybe because of Sun Qun's phone call, so he wanted to see his best friends before, maybe the moment Zhang Jin left, he wanted to leave......

"When Zhang Jin left, I wanted to follow, but I still sorted out all the things I wrote along the way, and then came back to look at you, now is also the time to leave...... For this firmament, I have long had no nostalgia, I have no illusions about this world, this way, I have seen too much, I have seen too much......" Mu Xuan said softly, his voice became softer and softer, and he slowly closed his eyes, at the last moment of his life, Mu Xuan seemed to be still saying something, but Lin Xuan didn't hear it.

Lin Xuan didn't know what he was thinking now, and he didn't know how he was feeling now, but he felt a little uncomfortable, a little uncomfortable...... Lin Xuan let out a long sigh, but suddenly saw Mu Xuan's soul gently flying out of his body.

In mid-air, Mu Xuan's soul gently closed his eyes, as if he didn't want to look at this world where he had too many regrets......

"This ......" Lin Xuan's eyes widened suddenly: "Why is this? Why is Mu Xuan's soul broken?"

"Alas...... Maybe this is his obsession......" Dogen sighed lightly......

"Obsession......" Lin Xuan muttered softly and put down his hand...... Yanran, a small piece of white paper fell......

"If I say goodbye to the world, I don't want to be reincarnated in the next life, I just hope that my soul can disappear with my body and be annihilated in this helpless world......" Lin Xuan muttered softly, suddenly feeling an indescribable helplessness, and extreme disappointment in this world, Lin Xuan didn't know what Mu Xuan had seen along the way, but it was conceivable that it would definitely not be beautiful......

"Don't you want to be in the next life......" Lin Xuan sighed lightly.