Chapter 190: If Life Is Only as First Seen
The Xuanyue hung high, and the sky was full of stars all over the sky of this Purple Sky Continent.
Unconsciously, Ji Yu had been in the Silver Hook Casino for an afternoon, and it was now close to evening.
Although the Zhao family was destroyed, it could not fundamentally affect the situation in the mountain city, and people's lives were still the same. The difference is that on this street, the four streets in the southeast, northwest and northwest are very lively at this time, with lanterns hanging everywhere, lights and lanterns, and even firecrackers ringing all over the street.
The fall of the Zhao family is indeed unheard of for the people here to celebrate so much.
At night, Ji Yu's figure seemed to be a little depressed at this moment, his face was dark, and it seemed even deeper in this night, which was a feeling that he had never felt before, and he didn't know where to start for a while.
Along the way, someone saw him and greeted him, but Ji Yu didn't react at all, as if he were nothing.
"Alas!" he sighed, and without thinking much about it at last, he walked in the direction of the only hill in the city.
Under the illumination of the moon, Ji Yu was facing a very quiet mountain road, in terms of his cultivation, it was a simple thing to walk these mountain roads, but at this time, he was walking hard, like a dozens of kilograms of iron bag tied under his feet, difficult to move.
The trees were shady, the chirping was up and down, and as the terrain continued to rise, the trees gradually became difficult to block the moonlight, and the closer they got to the top of the mountain, the more depressed the trees became.
On the top of the mountain, under the moonlight, the scenery of the mountain secluded city is in full view.
Ji Yu's face stopped water, he took a deep breath, and walked to a big rock at the end of the mountaintop, dressed in white blowing in the night breeze, looking very lonely.
A faint voice came into his ears, Ji Yu's eyes changed slightly, and then he barely showed a smile: "The scenery of the mountain city is very beautiful!"
His eyes were a little misty, from a high place, the lights were dim, and he could see dense figures in the city, and the streets were noisy and noisy, very lively.
"yes, it's really beautiful...... a very soft voice came out behind him.
Ji Yu didn't look back, but he wasn't surprised, he knew who it was.
The white clothes are better than the snow, a touch of fragrance comes out, the soft long hair, the exquisite face, in the moonlight looks very tender, in this moment, even if the heavenly immortals descend to earth, they can't compare to the pleasant smile of the woman behind them.
Fang Ziqing had a faint smile on her face at this time, which made people feel very soft, she was that kind of person, giving people a gentle feeling.
"I've imagined countless times that I can walk around the world and see the beauty of the world, and I loved that feeling back then. Ji Yu turned his head lightly and showed a gentle smile towards Fang Ziqing.
At this time, his appearance, his eyes, revealed a kind of vicissitudes far beyond his age.
Only he knows that the last time he saw such a beauty was when he was five years old.
That year, he followed Song Gang and others to participate in a New Year's event in Wushan Town, and he will never forget that scene.
It's not that the event was beautiful, but ...... That was the last time he saw such a scene, or rather, the last time he saw it as a child.
After that year, his life went straight to hell, his status in the Zhao family plummeted, and ten years of slave life polished his innocence, making him miserable, but he persevered.
Ten years, to this day, he has had the opportunity to see this scene again, and the feeling in his heart is really ...... It's very warm, but I can't get back the happiness of my childhood.
This is the thing he regrets the most.
Ji Yu showed a trace of helplessness on his face, as if he wanted to try to get back the feeling of the year, but there was no way, and finally found that the past was really the past.
"So, the mountain city is just a passing place in your life, isn't it?"
Fang Ziqing's face was very calm, as if the water had stopped, and the bright moonlight was shining on her face, but it made her look very tender, and there was a tendency to close the moon and be ashamed, sinking fish and geese.
"When I was five years old, I realized that my childhood was over, or rather, it was over before it began. Ji Yu didn't answer Fang Ziqing directly, but Ji Yu said.
"The day I was five years old, I will never forget it...... That was the first day I fell from heaven to hell. Ji Yu's eyes were a little confused and a little desperate.
"That day, I ...... At home, there is a person who is a strong man, how powerful, I forget. On that day, I was taken out by them to test if I had the talent to become a monk. Ji Yu said slowly.
He still remembered that that day he walked into the hall of the Song family, and in the hall, he saw a group of people, all of whom were from the Wushan faction, who came to the Song family to select disciples.
He was five years old, very shy, and walked in front of an elder of the Osan faction with his head bowed.
The elder's face was like a poisonous snake, one of his two eyes was blind, and the other had a hooked nose, which made people feel a fear from the heart.
Under Song Gang's guidance, Ji Yu began to let those people check, and it was after that inspection that his status completely decayed.
To this day, he still remembers the elder's words: "Song Gang, what kind of goods did you find for me! What qualifications does this kind of garbage have to come to our Wushan faction? Dantian can't tolerate a trace of battle spirit, even if the physique is still so thin, what do you want, this kind of garbage, even if you go to our Wushan faction to do chores, no one will want it!"
That sentence directly denied Ji Yu and made Ji Yu fall into hell in dire straits for the next ten years.
On the second day, Ji Yu was kicked out of the house where he was and was arranged to live with his subordinates. At that time, he didn't understand anything, and asked Song Gang with a crying nose why this happened.
That was also the first time Song Gang hit him, a slap, with a sentence: "Waste must have the consciousness of being waste, waste is not qualified to enjoy such a good life!"
Then, he went from an adopted son to a slave of the Song family, and in the Song family, he was bullied.
Ten years of hellish life completely wiped out his gratitude to the Song family, and the Song father and son seemed to be tormenting themselves desperately in order to recover the previous losses on themselves.
In the past ten years, he has not been able to sleep peacefully, and in the past few years, he basically washed his face with tears every day.
After the last moment, he knew that the Song family was going to exchange his life for Song Yu's future, and from that time on, he had no gratitude to the Song family, only hate!
I am just a tool.
Ji Yu sighed: "These ten years are the most uncomfortable time I have spent in my life, you may not be able to imagine that kind of blow, but it is really hard for me to forget, it is like being suddenly betrayed by the closest person......"
Suddenly, his eyes lit up slightly, revealing a smile that was close to self-deprecation: "But these ten years have also made my character, Song Gang and his son would never have thought that the tribulation of these ten years has made my tolerance to a limit, and at the same time, it has also worn away my childhood and made me calm." ”
Fang Ziqing listened to Ji Yu's story on the side, and for a moment her heart was a little sour, the young man in front of her was only fifteen years old, but he had experienced everything that he didn't even dare to think about...... Betrayed by the people he thought were the closest to him, he lived a life worse than death for ten years, and he tortured himself by those who thought he was the closest to him.
It was really hard for her to imagine the pain, and the pain in her heart was even worse than her body.
Suddenly, she felt a little soft in her heart, looking at Ji Yu, there was more affection in her eyes, she always felt that Ji Yu was very reliable, it turned out that Ji Yu had experienced these things...... If you don't grow, how can you do it?
"So after I turned over, after I gained strength, I was completely out of that hellish place, and I even told them that in five years, I would come back for revenge. ”
Ji Yu smiled, but at this time, his eyes were very sharp and full of coldness.
Fang Ziqing understood the feeling in his heart, the depth of love and the depth of hate, no matter how he said it, the Song family had a certain amount of kindness to Ji Yu, and Ji Yu was willing to give them five years, which was already considered to be benevolent and righteous.
"So...... Do you want to become stronger and go back to the Song family to take revenge?" she looked at Ji Yu.
Ji Yu just chuckled, slowly stood up, looked at the soft moonlight, and then looked at the prosperity under the top of the mountain, and sighed: "Become stronger...... Avenge...... In fact, the Song family is no longer in my eyes...... What do you think of this bustling area?"
Ji Yu's words changed suddenly and asked.
"Everyone lives and works in peace and contentment, and the family is harmonious and beautiful. Fang Ziqing's eyes were full of confusion and tenderness, and when she said that the family was harmonious, she paused.
"But there should be a lot of disharmony in this world, although I don't have the ambition to save the world, but I still want to go around this world, to see how many such people there are, I want to become stronger...... Even if I can't protect the majority, I wish I could...... Someone important to yourself!"
Ji Yu's voice was very soft, but very firm, and he remembered what Tianlao had said to him: Maybe your parents put you in Wushan Town to protect you.
If this is the case, it is because the parents have met a very powerful person and it is difficult to protect themselves...... That kind of painful abandonment, he was also a little touched in his heart, so he didn't want this kind of thing to happen to him again.
Fang Ziqing's heart was shocked, and she looked at the young man in front of her, there was an indescribable charm in it.
She can't deceive her heart, she herself likes the young man in front of her, but in the final analysis, in fact, she wants to follow her beloved, live and work in peace and contentment in this mountain city, or in Tsing Yi Town, until she dies.
But at this time, she felt that Ji Yu was getting farther and farther away from her, and it seemed that she was ...... They weren't originally from the same world, but time had made them cross paths once in a while.
She still remembers that when she saw Ji Yu for the first time, the weak person looked like she would die at any time, and she still remembered that Ji Yu smiled at her for the first time and said to her: Trust me.
At that time, her heart was indeed invaded by this young man, and in the end, Ji Yu was desperate to save herself, and at that time, she had already begun to fall in love with this young man who was one year younger than her.
But today, she felt that Ji Yu was a little far away from her, and even ...... I can't keep up with this young man's footsteps anymore.
Her heart ached, alas, how good would life be if it was only as it was first seen......