Chapter 29: Change
Yang Fan walked out of the hotel with one hand covering his injured forehead, and Meng Zixuan and Lin Xue nervously followed.
"I'm sorry I'm holding you back. Meng Zixuan also heard the threat, she looked at Yang Fan and said apologetically, there was worry and guilt in her eyes.
"It's fine. Yang Fan calmed down, he looked at the guilty Meng Zixuan's gentleness and said, "Thank you for standing up for me." ”
"Actually, it's good for you to accept Mr. Wang's proposal, and if you have money to get it, you can get face, and you want them to apologize because of face. Lin Xue asked puzzled.
"It's not a matter of face. Yang Fan looked at Lin Xue in a complicated way, "This is a matter of dignity, you don't understand it." ”
"I don't understand?" Hearing Yang Fan's words, Lin Xue inexplicably ignited a nameless fire in her heart.
"Yang Fan, I thought time could change you, but I didn't expect you to be as naïve as before. In this society, what is the use of dignity? It can make you have enough to eat? Can you find a good job? Look at what you are wearing, you can also guess your current situation, if you can put down your so-called dignity, find a good job, be down-to-earth, and you will not be misunderstood and humiliated in the hotel. Stick to less useless things, so that you can live a better life. Lin Xue looked at Yang Fan and said angrily, but after she finished speaking, she found that her tone was too heavy and she regretted it, but she still looked at Yang Fan stubbornly and refused to give in at all.
"How can you say that? There are very few people who are as principled as he is. Although what Lin Xue said was the truth, such a straightforward and excessive remark aroused Meng Zixuan's anger, and Meng Zixuan retorted.
Yang Fan looked at Lin Xue who was puffing up, he was in a trance, the shadow four years ago overlapped with Lin Xue in front of him, in fact, Lin Xue has not changed, and he has not changed.
"I'm sorry. Yang Fan stopped the angry Zhao Zixuan, and he said to Lin Xue sincerely.
"Huh?" Lin Xue heard Yang Fan's apology, she didn't react, she had already been prepared to be refuted by Yang Fan with a big reason, but she got Yang Fan's apology.
"I'm sorry, I can't attend today's class reunion, you see I'm a little embarrassed, I will definitely attend next time, for what you said, thank you for your advice, but I think that if a man can't even maintain his dignity, then what is he called a man. Yang Fan smiled bitterly. "Perhaps, as you said, I am naïve. ”
After Yang Fan finished speaking, he smiled at Meng Zixuan and Lin Xue and said, "Thank you for helping me, looking at your appearance, you should all be eating, I'm sorry I disturbed you eating, go back quickly." Don't keep your friends waiting. ”
After Yang Fan finished speaking, he covered his injured forehead with one hand, and then left without looking back.
"I'll accompany you to the hospital. Meng Zixuan said uneasily.
"It's okay, I can do it myself. Don't keep up, go back to your friends. ”
"My phone number is 13xxxxxxxxx, if you have something remember to call me. Meng Zixuan was still not at ease, so he told Yang Fan his mobile phone number and asked Yang Fan to take out his mobile phone and record it.
Yang Fan looked at Meng Zixuan's worried eyes, and he couldn't refuse, so he could only take out his mobile phone to record her mobile phone number, and then Yang Fan covered his forehead and disappeared into the end of the street.
"What is the relationship between you and Yang Fan?" Lin Xue looked at Meng Zixuan's worried look and asked curiously.
"My relationship with him should be considered a friend, in fact, I don't know if I can be a friend, but I should say someone who is impressed by his principles and courage. Meng Zixuan looked at Lin Xue and said, "You have no principles and disrespect for others, you shouldn't understand." ”
After Meng Zixuan finished speaking, he returned directly to the hotel. Lin Xue was left alone.
This time, Lin Xue was not like four years ago, there were those people around her, and there were people who agreed with her, she suddenly felt overwhelmed, she stood alone at the door of the hotel, looking extremely lonely.
When Yang Fan came home from the hospital to bandage his head, it was almost seven o'clock in the evening, and he was standing at the door of the house, and he didn't open the door to go in for a long time.
"What should I do, it's rare not to update for a day, but I encountered so many bloody things, I can't be ridiculed to death by Lan when I go back, and not only did I not participate in the class reunion today, but I also broke my fortune, and there was only 800 yuan left. Yang Fan began to regret muttering quietly outside the door, regretting that he shouldn't have gone out to attend the class reunion today, he kept wandering outside the door, he was afraid of being seen by Lan and reprimanded by Lan.
The door suddenly opened, and then a small figure appeared in front of Yang Fan, she looked at the embarrassed Yang Fan, as if she understood a lot, she didn't say a word, waved her hand, and hinted that he came in.
Yang Fan lowered his head and went in, and there was a bowl of soaked instant noodles on the table, but it was already cold.
"The instant noodles are cold, I'll go and heat them, and I will know that you haven't eaten them when I see you like this. Unexpectedly, Lan didn't reprimand him, nor did she ask about what happened today, she just pointed to her face and said.
Yang Fan hadn't eaten for a day, and he was already hungry, so he pounced on it, holding the bowl of instant noodles that was already cold, and devoured it.
"Hey, it's not hot yet. Looking at Yang Fan's gobbling up, Lan said helplessly, "Feel free to be as happy as you like." ”
Yang Fan was in tears while eating, and he didn't know if it was because he was choked on the cold instant noodles, or because he was wronged today.
Lan sat aside, she looked at the wound on Yang Fan's head that was wrapped in bandages and gauze, and a trace of anger and worry flashed in her eyes, but she didn't open her mouth to ask, because she had learned to respect Yang Fan at the beginning, and she wouldn't deliberately ask if Yang Fan didn't say it.
"Am I really naïve? Yang Fan said while eating.
"Well, it's very naïve, it's very secondary. ”
"Is this world not without money, without status, you will be insulted and bullied. ”
"I don't know, but it's the jungle everywhere. ”
"Isn't it stupid to insist on principles and dignity without care?"
Lan heard this question and she didn't answer it directly, and she was silent for a while. Gentle said, "Don't be stupid, if a person can't even maintain principles and dignity, then he is still a human being, but only the strong can maintain principles and dignity." ”
"I'm going to be stronger. Yang Fan had firmness in his eyes.
For a long time, Yang Fan always said that he became stronger, because his works were not successful, and because he did not experience the power of the system, he often had a negative attitude, if there was no supervision from Lan, it is estimated that he would be the same as before, not thinking of making progress and dreaming of those unrealistic dreams.
And all along, Yang Fan has always been surrounded by people who are kind and supportive of him, whether it is his mother who has always supported him, whether it is the noodle shop owner, whether it is Brother Long, whether it is Lan. It made him forget that he was living in a cruel society. gave him enough reason to be negative, and today's experience woke him up with a slap in the face.
If it is still the same as before, if it does not change, today's events may recur in the future.
"Can you help me? Help me become a really strong writer. This is the first time Yang Fan has pleaded with Lan.
Lan listened to Yang Fan's pleading, she smiled, and finally Yang Fan began to change.
"Of course, my mission is to make you a great writer. ”