Zhao Wenrui originally planned to complete a stage of personnel training and then make the next step.

More specifically, he intends to conduct three months of military training for the recruited Shadow Demon Reserves.

From the perspective of time arrangement, after the completion of military training, the hardware preparation for the manufacture of the shadow demon is almost complete, and when the time comes, the shadow demon will be built, and then it will be rectified a little, and the cold winter will pass, and it will be more feasible to dare not go deep into the kingdom or continue to tear up with the Freemasons.

At the same time, it is also a wind-sheltering operation. He knew that in the style of Freemasonry, it was impossible to give up when such a thing happened, and he felt that it was not wise to be tough with Freemasonry in this situation. If others are weak, they should give full play to the advantages of flexibility.

However, this plan has changed with the strange dream.

Coincidentally, it happened that Zhao Wenrui explored the old town and found that the water veins connected to the well were indeed greasy.

The dream created by the black vortex is actually based on the background of the dry sacred place deep underground, and then it is generated by a certain amount of exaggeration.

However, Zhao Wenrui was connected with the underground water vein, and mistakenly thought that it was the divine intuition that was guiding him, telling him that the water veins were connected to a grand underground dome somewhere, and once the excavation was completed, it would be of great benefit to him.

In this way, a trip to the dungeon was put on the agenda. After all, the same dream every day, like a reminder, and like a reminder, tells him over and over again that 'the opportunity must not be lost, and it will never come again'.

The world is big, and the largest is the largest. Zhao Wenrui still failed to jump out of this pit after all, interrupted the original military training plan, and began to make full preparations to march into the dungeon.

At this time, it is not yet possible to say that the 'city' can only be said that from the information obtained, the dark area connected by the underground water veins of the old town is very considerable.

Zhao Wenrui also knew about the dark region of the famous Faeron World. It was also natural to compare it to the underground world he had seen in this world.

I have to say that in terms of richness and magnificence, the dark regions of this world are far less magical than the dark regions of Faerun, but there is one thing that is comparable, that is, grandeur.

Under the ruins of the mountain city, he once found a huge dome that could only be used as a stalagmite forest if he threw a bunch of Burj Khalifa into it, and here, he found a similar size.

It was also full of feelings that made his heart palpitate, but this time he was ready to be brave, to explore, to open, to dig, instead of turning a blind eye like he did in the ruins of a mountain city.

He told himself that he was much stronger now, and that he had the killer weapon of 'sacrifice', and the hole card of the Holy Wood Binding and Resurrection.

However, in the eyes of C Kane, Zhao Wenrui's thinking and behavior are extenuating and forgetting to die.

Naturally, it refers to the dependence on divine intuition, to the point of taking the illusions triggered by the evil spirit's inspiration as an intuitive omen.

But the lust for profit is also true, and the greed he shows is even better than that of him and the deity. c Kane's own analysis feels that the reason for this is mainly due to environmental factors.

At that time, Zhao Wenrui, the deity, grew up within the constraints of the rules of the Vientiane Gate system, and seemed to have a high degree of freedom, but in fact, he would always be taught to be a person by various objective situations in the process of the task.

To put it simply, there are both slaps and sweet dates, and even more slaps, and sweet dates are mainly earned by themselves. Throughout the growth road of the year, from not all the way cool, cool to flying, always high and low, all the way is quite difficult. But it has also invisibly stifled the excessive expansion of ** again and again.

It was this experience that lasted for more than 10 years and occupied the most important years of his life (about 25-35 years old, which was the period when he was beaten and forged as a social person) that laid the foundation for his later extraordinary life. Its significance is far greater than the more than 20 years he spent on earth.

Kane feels that if the reincarnation career is compared to the experience of going on a blind date and talking about a girlfriend after entering society, all kinds of things in the Earth era are the first love of youth and ignorance in the school period.

The more tortuous and embarrassing the process of going on a blind date and talking about a girlfriend, the more it will bring out the beauty of first love, and even unconsciously beautify it.

So ask yourself, which period of time is the most critical for his mental growth, the answer is the reincarnation career, even if the earth years are the foundation of the reincarnation career, but from the current point of view, it is indeed the reincarnation career that is more important, not only laying everything now, but also playing a role in connecting the past and the next.

And his human doppelganger Zhao Wenrui, he self-examined, admitting that he was not doing well, he felt like some rich fathers who were busy with their own careers, saying that they didn't love their son, no, his son still has weight in his heart, and he will protect his shortcomings and be willing to give. But if you want to say that you love your son, she is very, she doesn't care enough, she only interacts when she thinks about it, and she always makes excuses for herself with various reasons, and most of the time she throws the money over......

He also did an in-depth self-analysis of this, and felt that the reason why this was so was not only because of the impure motives at the beginning (using the human doppelganger as a tool to discover his own shortcomings), but also because of the impermanence of human nature.

c Kane found that the expression of human temperament is unstable.

Temperament, temperament, refers to character and emotions, personality may have the inertia characteristics of nature that is difficult to move, but emotions are relatively easy to fluctuate.

When these two concepts are combined, the former is bound to be affected by the fluctuations of the latter.

So he also makes the same mistake that many people make, that is, sometimes it is cold and sometimes hot, sometimes he feels that the world is colorful, and sometimes he has a sense of boredom of seeing through the world, feeling that nothing is just like that, and he can't be interested.

From a long-term and macro point of view, this kind of human control system, which is sometimes good and sometimes bad, is not as delicate and brilliant as the Vientiane Gate system, but it will never fall below the horizontal line of the mechanical system.

Divergent associations, which is also the reason why the rule of man is not as good as the rule of law.

Anyway, while C Kane is self-examining, he also sees the reason why his human doppelganger Zhao Wenrui is drifting away from the deity and even him.

The smoother the road of life, the easier it is to overturn when encountering difficulties, but if the road of life is full of hurdles, you will have to eat Coptis chinensis in a few minutes, and you will feel bad when you think about it.

Therefore, it is really difficult for people to serve, and there will be problems in either way.

The problem of the human doppelganger Zhao Wenrui's current problem is that the steps are too big, the walk is too smooth, and the non-lethal little stick is a little less, and he is about to pull the egg.

c Kane saw clearly, the grand underground dome is simply the remains of the God Kingdom on the ground, it is the core of the former God Kingdom, for Zhao Wenrui, there is almost nothing he can use at this stage, but it is a step by step killing machine, if he is not careful, he will be infected by the fallen god, and his self-righteous resurrection from the dead is a joke at all, after all, the soul is polluted, what is the point of the resurrection of the body?

However, Cairn does not intend to block or warn in any way. If the human doppelganger can't pass this hurdle, then sink or destroy, and use his own death to let him get the profound lesson of 'eating a trench and growing a wisdom', which can be regarded as making the best use of people.

The autumn rain continued for several days, and the last trace of summer vacation was gone, and the feeling of gloom had gradually grown.

Zhao Wenrui silently looked at the trained shadow demon reserves, and his mood was not very good.

Like the deity, he is now beginning to savor the true meaning of the phrase, 'The more people I come into contact with, the more I like dogs'.

Take these people in front of them as an example, they don't understand that someone is willing to teach them knowledge, skills, and a rare opportunity to correct their bad habits, they also have a good heart, a sense of honor, self-esteem, and want to be excellent. But they can't overcome the bad habits that have accumulated over time and are fully integrated with the pleasures and vices of their nature.

Of course, if you really want to change it, at least from Zhao Wenrui's side, there is still a way.

In other words, in his memory, there are actually relevant precedents, even if many of these natives are in their thirties.

But it undoubtedly takes a lot of energy and time, and he doesn't want to invest that energy, one by one, to painstakingly provide targeted guidance to help him re-cultivate self-confidence, a positive attitude towards life, and good living habits.

So Zhao Wenrui is in a bad mood, and part of the reason is because of himself.

He found that he had become impetuous, utilitarian, and aloof.

He never treats these people well from the bottom of his heart, he just uses them as a tool, like an ironclad set to make these people achieve the indicators he wants, and then move on to the next environment.

He realized his depravity, but in the end he still chose to compromise with **, and while savoring the torment, his conscience was extinguished little by little.

In the end, he set a very bad precedent and completely abandoned the original plan and ended military training.

This is one of the few times in his life that he has voluntarily and completely abandoned a project, and it has not completely failed the project.

He gathered the Shadow Demon Reservists together and gave one last speech:

"I'm announcing bad news this time. He looked around at the crowd and said expressionlessly, "The training program has failed." The main reason for the failure is that I overestimated my ability and patience, as well as your basic qualities. ”

Everyone looked at each other, these words were too straightforward, and there was a big difference between them and Zhao Wenrui's words when he was teaching, and some sensitive people already faintly felt that the situation was not good.

"Also, I must admit that from the very beginning, I did not have any good intentions towards you. Although it seems to me that it is far better to give you power and control you more deeply than to be in a mine due to hunger and fatigue, and although it is not a good thing for me to justify your enslavement by saying 'useful', in fact such a statement still conflicts with my moral perception. This act of letting me decide for you what is good and what is bad is itself a violation. ”

Zhao Wenrui has said it as bluntly as possible, but for many people here, it is still a little complicated and difficult to understand, their thoughts are not so complicated, and many of the things Zhao Wenrui said have not been considered at all.

However, Zhao Wenrui is no longer willing to pay too much attention to these, and he can't wait to end the project and replay gongs and drums and sing again.

He directly announced the fate of these people: "In the event of the failure of the project, I will completely end all traces related to it, including you." ”

"Here, I would like to say sorry to those who put in the effort during the training process and made amazing progress. You guys didn't do anything wrong, and you could even say you did it well. But you are implicated. ”

"The main reason for this is my lack of confidence in your loyalty, especially after using death to eliminate the players who have been with you for this time. ”

"That's why I made such an extremely selfish and unfair decision, let you meet the end together, so that there will be no hidden dangers, no follow-up troubles, no betrayal ......"

Zhao Wenrui explained to everyone, and he also said it to himself.

Explained to the crowd because he felt that the 'truth' was the last bit of respect for these people, so that they could know why they died.

The point of telling myself is that this incident has made him tired of interacting with people.

In other words, tired of interacting intimately with beings who have a sense of self-independence.

He embarked on the lonely road without hesitation.

He told himself that from the moment people have a sense of independence, they begin to truly face loneliness.

And as a traverser, he is more lonely than the others, and no one can really understand his feelings.

In the end, the path he took in pursuit of strength was even more solitary.

Perhaps, through the calculation of probability, there is indeed a confidant in this world, but he feels that it is not worth looking for and discovering.

Because of his strength, he kneels and licks to please those with impure motives, who can share weal and befall but cannot share prosperity, who cannot tolerate lies, and the moment he tells the truth is when he breaks up......

Whether he shows the truth or plays the role of a poor sling, it is difficult to grasp the hearts of the people, and it is even more difficult to estimate the changes in the hearts of the people, not to mention that grasping and estimating these operations themselves carry impure motives, as the so-called causes and consequences are, it is difficult to believe that the friendship with this motivation will be beautiful and long-term.

So, just pull it down!

Why bother looking for those who are not happy?

Simply concentrate on enduring loneliness, maybe the bitterness becomes a habit and it is not so bitter.

In particular, his combat power system and production system are thoroughly professionalized and work-oriented, not mixed with any feelings, extraordinary, intelligent, highly automated, puppeteer, set rules, don't be girly in this regard.

He believes that in the years to come, today's scene will be echoed again and again, becoming a profound lesson and alerting him.

Therefore, Zhao Wenrui did not avoid the expressions and eyes of these people before they died, on the contrary, he tried to remember the last expression of each person.

In less than a minute, all of them were dead. The original contract made them powerless to fight back, and even after the fact, the soul did not dissipate, but more completely integrated into the shell, becoming a shadow demon embryo.

It's just that such an embryo needs to re-use the Enlightenment Technique to gain consciousness and wisdom, and Zhao Wenrui's original plan was to retain his original consciousness and make the small group led by him more popular, rather than one person and a bunch of humanoid tools.

A corpse, Zhao Wenrui stood there for a while, and it took a while to calm down.

But as his emotions calmed down, a sudden feeling of emptiness and burnout hit, and everything became unpleasant, including the 'dungeon trip' that had made him feel hot in his heart.

He remembered that when he was alone in the first autumn and winter of the desolate land, he comforted himself with the loneliness and loneliness of the present, so that he could better taste the lively and warm happiness in the future.

But now that he has come into contact with civilization, he finds himself even more lonely than before. And this time, I can't find a self-consistent way to comfort myself.

Suddenly, he felt that buying a drunk fool was actually a pretty good life.

Then, as if a belly of evil fire had finally found an outlet, he couldn't wait to fool around, after all, he had never really experienced this kind of depraved day in the past.

Knowing that at this time, he still had enough vigilance, and there was no lack of self-deprecation: "I suddenly committed a literary illness, it seems that in the past period of time, negative emotions have indeed accumulated more." ”

But even if he made up his mind to hug left and right, eat and drink spicy, he still let the bone beast carry the shadow demon embryo into the pool of shadows, 'pickle' it properly, and checked all the belongings again to confirm the state, and then hit the road.

Along the way, he also laughed at himself: "You deserve to suffer all your life, and you are still reluctant to be poor! Could it be that you can still be given up on the 'underground journey' and lose even more chance?

Zhao Wenrui is like a rebellious teenager who quarrels with his parents and runs away from home, and at first he has a sense of freedom from the shackles.

Lao Tzu, the king of heaven, can't control Lao Tzu, Lao Tzu can do whatever he wants, and Lao Tzu will admit any consequences!

But this kind of excitement didn't last long, and before he could get into the gold cave, he was already a little excited, but he didn't want to go back to the kind of life he had been active and enterprising, and his brain was filled with the willingness to be lazy.

I don't want to think about anything, I don't want to do anything. Zhao Wenrui found a nearby place, dug a stone cave, and then took a big stone at the entrance of the cave, and hibernated directly inside.

He spent the winter in hibernation last year, because he was torn apart by the people of the Righteous Church, eroded by the Holy Power, and needed to recuperate.

This time it is also a recuperation, a wound of the soul.

c Kane saw this change in Zhao Wenrui's mentality, and thought of a certain Shinto saying:

said that in this life, there are ups and downs, and there will always be a period of bad luck and extremely bad state.

The blessed ones either slept with their heads covered, or slouched at home, and spent this time.

And the unblessed will go to the streets, and they are not afraid of anything, they don't care about anything, and they end up causing trouble, and even risking their lives.

To put it this way, Zhao Wenrui is obviously a blessed one.

It's actually nothing to be prodigal and drunk in the sea, adults, who doesn't have a time to vent their depression?

The problem is Zhao Wenrui's mentality, especially if he hasn't been exposed to anything like dogs and horses beforehand, with the urine nature of this kind of industry in this world, most of them will take him as a Kaizi.

As for him, he would endure things under normal circumstances, but he won't at all at this time, so once he goes to those messy places, the possibility of causing trouble is extremely high.

Then it is to hit the small ones and lead out the old ones. And the more this kind of business that makes unusual money, the more unusual people stand.

Then, he didn't think that the person who operated this kind of business would have any mastery demeanor, nor did he think that he would be so mentally retarded that he would send someone who was only a little stronger than the last time to use the other party as a pedal again and again, but the lion fought the rabbit with all his strength.

Especially for this kind of opponent who has great potential at a glance, since he is offended, before he grows up, the power of thunder will be completely wiped out, so as not to become a big trouble in the future, so Zhao Wenrui may really be killed if he is not careful.

Especially when he is not in a good state, he doesn't pay attention to all the causes at all, it's just some shabby things that can't be put on the stage, and he has fun and breeds jealousy, so he goes straight to the past without hesitation, makes a big feud, or even takes his life......

Therefore, if the thinking is not clear, it is really easy to fall into the black pit, the more shrewd and cautious you are, once reversed, the more you often fall and the more accurate, and the fall is particularly miserable.