125 Past Events (3)

"You just asked Qianxuan about her past, right, although I don't know what you were like before you were four years old, but I should be able to deduce something about her. ”

Pulled back from the emotional problem, Jidao casually found a seat and sat down facing Yi Xuan, he had already prepared, if Qian Xuan was afraid of darkness and loneliness, then what happened to her must not be lucky.

It must have been a somewhat painful memory, but Qian Xuan didn't seem to say a word about it, so he could only ask Yi Xuan for answers.

Yi Xuan sighed, and then began to speak:

"We don't know what happened before, and we can't infer it. But the first time we found her, we found her in the pile of dead people. ”

Ji Dao's complexion changed obviously, his eyebrows were about to twist into a rope in an instant, he didn't look at Yi Xuan again, but stared at the wooden plank ground, his hands on his hips, not knowing what he was thinking.

"I was probably only three years old when I first met her. Extremely, can you imagine a three-year-old kid gnawing on human flesh there?"

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Yi Xuan's tone seemed to be just stating a fact, without any emotional element. But all that Jidao could give him was silence, he couldn't spit out a word, yes, not a word. His mouth was closed and he couldn't open it.

"She was so thin that she was basically left with only a skeleton, her eyes were basically blinded from crying, her lips and sockets were blackened, she was wrapped in a rag, and she stood on top of the corpse and watched the direction in which the light came in, which was the direction in which we came in. ”

"But we still know her name on her waist card, Qianxuan. Qian Xuan's whole person was basically stupid at that time, and she didn't react at all when she was picked up by us. ”

Ji Dao sighed, he could now roughly figure out why Qian Xuan didn't say a word about this kind of thing.

"You then sealed her memory, didn't you? ”

Yi Xuan nodded, this is also necessary, such a beautiful little girl like a porcelain doll looks at a place in a daze all day long, and then huddles in a ball late at night, still screaming, no one can bear to see it.

"She must have been there for a while, and we found dry blood around the walls, which she must have caught when she was terrified, and when we first rescued her, we also found that her hands were basically rotten flesh, and I am afraid that this is how it happened. ”

"In addition to that, we found the leftover rat heads in the dead pile, the rats she was supposed to eat first, and then the dead men that the rats had eaten before they began to eat, but the temperature was very low there, and the meat did not rot. Based on the skulls on the ground and the dead, she had been there for at least a month. If it weren't for Qian Xuan's ability to cultivate cold soul power, I'm afraid he wouldn't have survived. ”

"So even if you block the memory, the fear of darkness and loneliness won't go away, no wonder ... ”

Ji Dao exhaled softly, as if he had spit out the doubts in his heart with this breath, but he didn't realize that the back of his palms and hands were already full of cold sweat.

"The only thing that's good is that she's able to overcome this instinctive fear in the company of others, so Jidao, don't let her have a similar experience again. ”

"I'll always be there for her. ”

Such simple and unpretentious words, but if Qian Xuan listened here, he would definitely be greatly moved.

"Can you make a commitment?"

Jidao frowned, Yi Xuan's reaction seemed a little strange, their partner's affairs didn't need any commitment at all, the two of them had already regarded each other as confidants, and every word they said must be a promise. Yi Xuan wouldn't not understand this truth, but he still asked such a question, and Jidao naturally felt a little strange.

"Is there anything else going on with her?"

This didn't seem to be an answer, but it could make a look of surprise appear on Yi Xuan's face:

"It seems that rational teaching is really effective, and you are no longer the tenacious teenager you were at the beginning. Yes, what I can tell you is that Qianxuan is not a human being!"

"Race?"

Ji Dao muttered, for this point, he had actually expected that Qian Xuan could cultivate soul power without an innate soul, and indeed should not appear above the human race. She behaved more like an orc demon clan, but not like it. According to Yi Xuan's explanation, she was already very consistent at a very young age, which cannot be done in the demon or beast clans.

"Is she of some rare race?"

Faced with Jidao's doubts, Yi Xuan just smiled slightly:

"You will naturally understand the meaning of what I said in the future, but I believe that your sentence is a promise, a promise to her, and a promise to yourself. ”

Jidao remembered that Qianxuan said that she wanted to find her background, it seems that Qianxuan's life experience is not so simple, just like Jidao's background, as for the final result, only the two of them can search for it themselves.

But looking at Yi Xuan's attitude, it can be seen that his understanding of Qian Xuan is definitely more thorough than his own, and it is likely that he already knows where Qian Xuan is from, because Yi Xuan has never used these three words from beginning to end.

Yi Xuan must have something to hide, but this is not something to be considered, he believes that Yi Xuan must have his reasons for doing things, and he will not have the kind of character that will definitely feel angry when he is deceived, which is taught to him by reason. Not all concealment is a bad thing for the current Jidao, as long as he is sincere for the good of Jidao and Qianxuan, it will be enough.

"And what do you think about combat?"

The topic changed, and Ji Dao directly pulled out of that sad atmosphere, but Ji Dao's opening surprised Yi Xuan even more.

"I think we need a little bit of ranged attack, and I want to continue to learn archery, supplemented by knife skills. No, you can't say that. The two should be of the same level, and there is no primary and auxiliary theory. ”

"Do you want to cultivate both to the pinnacle? Many people can't complete one technique in their lifetime, but now you want to cultivate both?"

"In any case, Yi Xuan, what I am seeking is the extreme of individual ability! you also told me that this is possible, if I can't even cultivate two techniques to the peak now, then how can I improve my various abilities?"

Yi Xuan smiled helplessly, Jidao now really gave people a feeling that they didn't know the height of the sky. But it's still the same truth, if you really don't try, just say that you must not be able to do it, then you may really regret it later. There have been attempts and failures and they are willing, but failure to try means that they have failed.

But trying is not trying anything, this kind of thing is something that you really have the determination to accomplish, not to do it with enthusiasm in any situation. It's just stupidity, but when you really decide to do something, don't be bound by worldly opinions, it's often the few who succeed, the few who dare to try.

"Yes, you still have a long way to go anyway. This mainly depends on talent and your hard work, and the improvement of this technique mainly depends on the inspiration of the moment, to see if you have this ability. ”