Text: Section XVIII

More than ten years have passed, the kind of love and sweetness between them, the dreamlike love of falling in love, this intoxicating love, has not lost its past brilliance and mood because of the baptism of the years, the dull and boring life of oil, salt, sauce, vinegar, and firewood.

When Wang Qingquan came to Inner Mongolia Qingshan Machinery Manufacturing Factory alone, Ruan Xiaohong was still studying at a foreign language college in Beijing, and after graduation, she was assigned to teach junior high school foreign languages in a middle school in a district in Beijing. After graduating, Wang Qingquan responded to the call of the party's good sons and daughters to resolutely go to the motherland's third-line arsenal and went to work at the state-owned Inner Mongolia Qingshan Machinery Factory in Suishi, Inner Mongolia.

In love, they could only shed tears and say goodbye, and the two lived the life of the legendary Cowherd and Weaver Girl. They could only see each other in Ruan Xiaohong's short winter and summer vacations, so that after the turbulent life of the Cowherd and Weaver Girl lasted for many years, Ruan Xiaohong made a bold decision to resolutely quit her school job for the sake of her husband's work and career, and bid farewell to her parents and came to her husband, who was still the workshop director at the time.

Soon after, the organization department arranged for her to become a foreign language teacher at the children's middle school of the Castle Peak Machinery Factory. The spirit and life are stable, under Ruan Xiaohong's imaginative management, the living cottage is always changing colors, and a year later, their crystallized daughter Tingting jumped into their two-person world, and since then their cottage has added to the tense and busy atmosphere in addition to joy.

Ruan Xiaohong in the case of the family's economic conditions at that time was not well-off, for himself skillfully purchased a variety of beautiful skirts and clothes in line with fashion trends, sometimes Wang Qingquan came home to drink the tea made by his wife, teasing the lively and lovely daughter, looking at the fashionable and colorful clothes that can only be worn at home, depressed, physically and mentally exhausted emotions suddenly disappeared, hugged Ruan Xiaohong's round shoulders and said affectionately:

People say that a woman is an invincible flower, and it is not false at all. ”

Thinking that he would no longer be able to listen to the leader on the podium, he sat there feeling a sore back, so he got up and walked towards the "Taiping Gate" with a safety sign, which had toilets and a hall where smoking could be smoked. All the windows in the hall were wide open, and a cool wind came from the windows, and Wang Qingquan was much more conscious.

Standing in front of the window and looking at the clouds in the distance of the blue sky, watching the gathering of white clouds in the distance of the blue sky, relaxing my nervousness. Wang Qingquan, who has never smoked, bought a pack of "Red Camellia" cigarettes at the lobby commissary, forgot his wife's smoking cessation rules, and said to himself: Just smoke one, hum, you won't know anyway, you won't let me go to bed, hehe! There was a slight imperceptible smile on his face.

This is a kind of cigarette produced in Yunnan, which people often say is vigorous! He skillfully lit a cigarette roll and took a sharp puff, the cigarette was violently burned by a huge suction, and the red cigarette butt burst out with many tiny sparks, and the smoke spit out by Wang Qingquan instantly formed a smoke ring that rolled upward, and the blue-blue smoke ring rose diagonally upward, and soon the smoke ring that was loose and deformed, slowly rising, was scattered by the wind blowing outside the window and disappeared without a trace.

Wang Qingquan, who was looking at the gray tower not far away, tried his best to restrain his head from thinking about plums, but the more he restrained the shadows of plums, the more they appeared in his mind, like colorful slides that were constantly changing. This feeling came even more strongly when he was alone, and he had never missed a person, especially a woman, as much as he did now.

He couldn't shake off this flood of thoughts. As soon as you close your eyes, you can see Meizi's flashing "hairy eyes", the bulging breasts in the tights and the wide buttocks that are heart-warming in the jeans. The images grew clearer and clearer in his mind, and he tried to dispel them in every way. For example, if you want to think about a plan that you have not yet decided when you leave work, the old workers ask that it is not yet possible to solve the problem of a house for their son's marriage, etc., to no avail, so they simply don't think about it.

Wang Qingquan stood under the open iron glass window, looking up at the gray-blue sky, and staring at the towers rising from the ground with pale yellow paint. I asked myself with both pain and happiness, not understanding what was wrong with myself. Why is it that the mind is always unable to concentrate, and when I read documents in a meeting, I will desert. Is this what a man looks like when he falls in love with a woman?

Wang Qingquan, who was caught in emotional entanglement, was in a state of unspeakable misery in his contradictory heart and unrelenting emotions at this time, could it be that this is what people often call unrequited love between men and women? Or is it the self-inflicted amorous love of one side to the other? Hey, the love between men and women is so complicated, and there is only this heart-wrenching bitterness when it sticks to it! It makes me unable to eat and sleep all day long. If this experience can also be passed on at the conference, then I will be the first to sign up to avoid the confusion of those men who are amorous in their careers, families and relationships, hehe!

But then I think about it again, it is rare to have a confidant in this life! It is even more rare to meet and not seek the red face that I like, is this the romantic love of life that has been absent for many years, and now I am back to my side! But I have already had the love of the vows。。。。。 Wang Qingquan's uncontrolled thoughts were wandering aimlessly.

Suddenly, his eyes seemed to be stung by something bright and abnormal, and he looked closely at the balcony window that turned out to be opposite the opposite building, and the window refracted the strong sunlight here. Wang Qingquan accidentally saw a young woman wearing a tulle and a red bra drying clothes on a hanger, and the tulle clothes did not cover her plump waist.

By the time he returned to the venue, the conference was drawing to a close. On the stage, the host of the meeting said word by word into the microphone: "Please ask the leaders of all units present at the meeting to summarize and hand over to the ministry in the near future according to the production and procurement of military products and the development of civilian products in their units." In addition, the variety management of civilian products developed by each factory and the implementation of the establishment of tertiary production companies should also be reported to the ministry at the same time. Tomorrow morning's meeting will be held as usual, and Deputy General Manager Yan, the leader of the head office, will make a report on the development of military and civilian products in the future. ”

Meizi rushed back to a guest house in Haidian District at the agreed time in advance. In the afternoon, Wang Qingquan came to the gate of the guest house early and waited for the arrival of the woman in his heart, Meizi.

At this time, it is still early to stand by the doorpost and enjoy the sunbathing, watching the vehicles coming and going on the road, the crowd in and out of the crowd with big bags and small bags in front of them, and the happy mood is pleasing to the eye, looking at the rows of tall poplar trees on the side of the road, and the green lawn under the trees gives people a refreshing feeling.

Although he was only separated from Meizi for two days, he felt that this time was so long, and he really felt that he was in an urgent mood of not seeing him for a day! Today, Wang Qingquan really experienced it.

While waiting, seeing the figure of Meizi getting out of the car, the person got closer and closer, and saw the familiar clearly. He suddenly noticed that there was a little change between Meizi's eyebrows and eyes, in addition to exuding the grace of a seductive woman walking, he also saw that she had more confidence and pleasure in her walking demeanor.

Meizi, who had just gotten out of the car, found Wang Qingquan standing at the door of the guest house from a distance, waiting for him in the sun, hurriedly waved his round arms, and naturally shouted: "Hi", twisting his plump waist and walking towards him quickly, because of the rapid steps, the twin peaks in the clothes trembled up and down rapidly. Wang Qingquan was extremely happy, and the joy in his heart was like the waves of the sea, and then he waved his hands and shouted: "Hi", at this time his heart seemed to be hit by something again。。。。。

There are few such opportunities and moods, in the blue sky of May, in the warm and bright sunshine, listening to the cheerful chirping birds, admiring the various flowers blooming inside and outside the wall, they are competing with each other, showing their unique beauty and personality.

Beauty is something that no one in this world does not like, and no one does not love. In the face of beauty, in addition to stopping to admire, no one will miss this God-given opportunity.

Wang Qingquan sniffed the rich scent of cloves wafting from the rows of lilac trees in the courtyard, admired the begonia flowers of various colors blooming on both sides of the wall, and his favorite pots of violets arranged along the wall. Wang Qingquan enjoyed a time of complete relaxation that he had never had before, truly belonged to him.

It is indeed a very pleasant thing to wait for the woman you miss in such a comfortable environment. There was an underlying consciousness within him; Waiting is also a beautiful expectation in life!

Sometimes, although this kind of waiting will be a little longer, and there may not even be any result, but you have persistently done your best, although it is contrary to morality and conscience, how can the world cut off such feelings! To a certain extent, from the perspective of a man, he fairly admires the charming woman who has worked with him for many years and admires and likes him from the bottom of his heart, which cannot but be said to be a rare spiritual enjoyment and comfort.