After returning from Beijing, Meizi's mental outlook has undergone subtle changes, but she still abides by labor discipline, commutes to work on time, never arrives late, and handles various affairs in an orderly manner according to the procedures she has already familiarized. I can't see that she is trying to restrain her feelings and fluctuating emotions, so as not to let these fluctuating emotions that cannot be calmed down affect her work and her life after marriage to Dr. Zhang, which has been dull for 7 or 8 years.

Meizi has put the romance and passion before marriage in the memories of the past, and the dull life after marriage to the extreme covers up all the waves of love in the past and the flashes when the two lovers collide.

Although Zhang Zhenyu is a worker, peasant and soldier college student who graduated from Inner Mongolia Medical College, he was assigned to the Inner Mongolia Sui City People's Hospital as an internist after graduation.

But after all, he is a poor child who came out of a certain banner city pass on the Tumut River Plain, and the backward social environment and difficult living conditions have caused Zhang Zhenyu's limitations in problem analysis and thinking, coupled with the constraints of local old traditions and customs, which led to the main reason for his introverted personality and emotional depression.

Therefore, he naturally has a sense of inferiority compared with his classmates who have better living conditions. This sense of inferiority has been accompanied from high school to college graduation, and this young man, who lives a frugal life, has good moral character, has a simple mind, and lacks romance in his personality, silently devotes all his energy to his work and is conscientious.

The most basic condition for Mei Zi to get acquainted with Dr. Zhang Zhenyu is precisely that he fell in love with his 1.83 meter sturdy and burly body, simple and honest personality and his academic qualifications.

In the economic reform trend that swept China, "no matter the black cat, the white cat catches the mouse is a good cat", the young woman caters to the trend of social development and takes a bold step in the basic conditions for choosing a target.

Fashionable women no longer choose to come from the families of "poor middle peasants and proletarian workers". First of all, the other party is required to have a university diploma, even if it is a worker, peasant and soldier college student recommended by the factory and mine. Meizi is one of them, she broke the prejudice of the feudal ideology of "heart is higher than the sky, life is thinner than paper" against women, and finally found the object that meets her requirements, even if the family conditions are poor, but people must have the standard of diploma.

Over the years, the extroverted and spicy plum has created many happy and romantic opportunities to regulate the joy of life. For example, at Meizi's insistence, Dr. Zhang and her have attended several balls held at the factory workers' club and watched many movies that have just been released.

However, after only attending one or two proms, her husband stopped accompanying his wife to various prom activities in the future, citing the lack of manpower on duty in the internal medicine ward. This disappointed Umeko, how she wished her love life was as passionate as the active erupting volcanoes in the world.

Umeko forgot a little, once the volcano, which had been silent for a long time, erupted, not only would it release a huge amount of energy that shook the earth and the mountains, but also the hot magma flow from the eruption would destroy fertile fields and buildings, causing serious losses to people's lives.

It used to be able to sit at the desk with peace of mind, sorting out documents and files page by page, and sitting in the office almost a morning, and rarely even going to the toilet. In the past, people in the interior and exterior offices could often hear various songs humming softly in the mouth of the plum.

But since returning from Beijing, although Meizi has been sitting peacefully in the office, she seems to be unsettled and seems to be thinking about something, always absent-minded. A few times when Director Tian came to her desk, Meizi didn't even notice it, staring at the document with her eyes hooked, Director Tian also listened to the last sentence but forgot the next sentence, obviously the soul didn't know where to fly, and this state lasted for a long time.

During the work period, if the contact between the sexes is unusually frequent, it will naturally attract the attention of the colleagues around them and will come to mind, and some jealous people take the opportunity to paint a vivid story, and it is not false that people are terrible at all.

From people's eyes, the plum pounced on a different taste. She realized that it was imperative to be restrained in work and life, and she couldn't run to office 312 as often as she used to hold papers or hold a stack of papers on her chest with her hands.

She didn't know that the starting point of these suspicions was the result of her and Wang Qingquan's business trip together.

Because there is a temptation in 312 that makes her heart beat, and there is a passion that makes her seem to return to her first love with Dr. Zhang.

After coming back, Meizi seemed a little absent-minded, and she would be unsteady and restless when she went to room 312 a day, and her heart settled down by sending documents to meet Wang Qingquan once or twice or saying a few words that didn't hurt or itch.

She loves the "thump" heartbeat when she steps through that door, and there are unexpected things when she walks in. Whenever the dark purple door "banged" shut, Wang Qingquan would often create different "pranks" to surprise and delight Meizi, sometimes rushing out from behind the door and hugging Meizi with both hands, and kissing her gently on her red lips when Meizi turned her head in surprise. Or when giving the plum, he quickly hugged the plum's waist and walked a few steps with a waltz in his mouth.

There are so many documents to review and deal with at the end of the year, and there are one meeting after another to attend, which can be described as endless to describe the busyness of work. Outside of work, as a mature man and a successful career, he has never forgotten to reflect and review his recent behavior beyond common sense.

Although he likes the various birds and delicate postures that Meizi shows in the office, these actions inspire his irrepressible youthful passion. He has the restlessness of a horse trapped in a pen for a long time, and once he has the opportunity to break out of the spiritual fence, he will gallop wildly through the vast green grassland and indulge in indulgence.

In fact, human beings are a combination of contradictions, just like the circular figure in the five elements of Chinese yin and yang, with them (she) living in harmony, each finding their own position in life and running alternately, in order to achieve balanced development. It not only encompasses the derivation, development and death of all things in the human world, but also reveals the laws of development of the universe.

Passion, like the rolling waves of the sea, has highs and lows. Sensibility will eventually be replaced by reason, and Wang Qingquan realizes that if the flame of emotion is not well controlled, it will eventually burn everything. This is not only related to the development of his future career, but also related to the stability of his family, and I can't help but shudder when I think of this.

Although Wang Qingquan made up his mind, if there is something in the future, he will no longer directly look for Meizi, but first notify Tian Xiaoman, the director of the office, and then Director Tian will notify Meizi to handle relevant matters. The determination is resounding, but the emotional hurdle cannot be bypassed.

If I don't see Meizi for a day, I always feel like something is missing, and my heart is not declining. However, during the intervals between reviewing and reviewing documents and attending various meetings, his thoughts would slip to Meizi's body without paying attention, and he reproduced the night in Beijing that made him ecstatic, and through the faint light of the night, he saw Meizi's snow-white skin under the V-shaped clothes, moisturized red lips, and the moans that aroused men's passion。。。。。 At this moment, he will feel the blood flow speed of his whole body increase, his heart beat faster, and he will not dare to continue thinking about it.

Once human emotions wander between the sexes, hovering in the whirlpool of love, any decision made can be changed at any time without irrationality, morality, and logic.

After careful consideration and painful determination, Wang Qingquan was like a field commander, and he didn't want to hesitate anymore, he must find an appropriate opportunity to explain to Meizi, and they must keep a certain distance between them during working hours, reduce the opportunity and frequency of meetings, and avoid the unwarranted suspicion of the people around them.

He wanted to take the opportunity of Meizi to deliver letters, documents, and newspapers every morning, and it was a perfect opportunity to explain all this euphemistically. He will say to the plums:

This decision was absolutely not meant to hurt her. But I haven't made this decision, in fact, I don't have the courage to explain it to Meizi.

Meizi, as usual, knocked on the door of 312 every morning as usual, pushed the door in, and handed the newspapers, letters and documents to Wang Qingquan to sign for receipt. They continue the old habit of "electrifying" each other when submitting documents. The so-called "overpowering" is nothing more than the hands of the two parties touching each other.

"Look at you, you've patronized the review documents, the water in the teacup is gone, and the tea leaves are left, no matter how busy you are, you should replenish the water!

Meizi said, turned around and walked to the plastic disc on the windowsill to put the thermos, picked up the red thermos, walked to Wang Qingquan's side and filled the teacup with water, put the thermobottle and walked to the desk, Wang Qingquan suddenly opened his arm and grabbed Meizi's hand and said unwillingly:

"It's so good to have you in Meizi! How can I not make me miss you! If I don't let me miss you, I really can't do it!"

Wang Qingquan threw the words he was about to say to Meizi just now. He said as he hugged Meizi's buttocks.

"Ahh

Meizi broke free of Wang Qingquan's arm, quickly turned to the desk, and said with a serious face:

"Director Wang, haven't you noticed! I feel that people have been looking at me a little weirdly lately, so scared! I'd better come to your office less, don't let people say anything, and I still send you documents and newspapers on time every day." If there is anything else, it is best for you to inform Director Tian first, don't make them suspicious!"