Chapter 44: Li Yuan's Memories (2)
"Qiu, do you remember me, I came to Huangquan Kingdom to look for you. ”
"When you were on the giant tree, you said that it was impossible to find a weapon against the Eternals here, and that you wanted to try your luck in the more dangerous Yellow Springs Kingdom. But at that time, because of cowardice and luck, I didn't agree to your request. In the end, you left disappointed, and you were the only one who went down the abyss alone and went to the country of Huangquan. ”
"For thousands of days and nights atop the giant tree, I was tormented by loneliness and guilt, and I was inhuman. In the days of wandering among the countless giant trees, I kept thinking about what would have happened if I had promised to go down to the Yellow Springs with you? Even if we ended up dying in the Yellow Springs Kingdom, it would be better than letting you go down to the Yellow Springs Country alone and let you face so many dangers and dangers alone. ”
"Over the years, I have never broken off the idea of going to Huangquan Kingdom to find you. But after I came to the Yellow Springs Kingdom twice, I found that the level of danger and monsters here was definitely not something I could deal with, and forced myself forward, and I soon paid the due price for my recklessness, and I died twice. ”
"I died both times in the Yellow Springs Kingdom, but fortunately I still have the ability of the time giant that you gave me, known as the most powerful god in this universe, the power of the time giant, which retraces time and space, and resurrects me in a new time and space - no, in the strict sense, the current 'me' and the first 'me' are no longer the same me, although our memories are exactly the same, appearance, body, age, personality, and even DNA...... But none of that matters anymore. No matter how many times I have been reincarnated in this endless time and space, and how many times I have died in this Yellow Spring Country, I have always adhered to the will of the first time and space 'I' who wanted to see you. ”
"I started thinking and stopped being reckless. I want to go to the Yellow Springs to find you, but I can't continue to die like this indefinitely. I could feel that the Time Giant and I were exhausted, and the two of us were about to exhaust all our strength, and in the process of constantly reversing time and space, we finally lost ourselves and disappeared completely......"
"I thought of a lot of ways to enter the Yellow Springs Country through the Life Gate at the top of the giant tree, so that I could indeed avoid many dangers in the abyss, but after entering the Yellow Springs Country through this channel, my birthplace was directly placed in a forbidden area, and in the face of a group of creatures that only appear in nightmares, I was quickly torn to pieces and entered the next reincarnation. I've tried to reach the Tower of Despair, to many other planes, to find a new way, but to no avail. ”
"Eventually, after many, umpteen, countless failures, I realized that no conventional approach in this world could succeed. Huangquan is the world of the dead and the altar of the living. No human being can do whatever they want in the Yellow Springs Country, no one. ”
"Unless ......"
"It wasn't until I learned about the existence of the Huangquan Kingdom Protoss by chance, and I also learned about their determination and desire to leave this realm of the dead. ”
"I know that the Protoss possess a powerful force and strength that we humans cannot imagine, they have survived in the Yellow Springs Country for millions of years, and they are also the natives here. I was fantasizing that if I could get their help, my hope of finding you would be greatly increased. But how do you get their help? It's almost an impossible task. The Protoss despise humanity and see us as ridiculously ignorant beings like ants, and the only thing they will do after discovering humans in the Yellow Springs is to refine them into puppets and throw them into reincarnation, exploring the world outside the Yellow Springs in their place...... to ease their desire for the outside world. It's like a game for them. Games, you know, humans, in their eyes, are just dolls. ”
"I decided to get their support, with just a human body. No matter how difficult it is, no matter how impossible the task, I will try. ”
"I tried alone on top of the giant tree for another 500 years...... I've tried countless times and failed. The Protoss are unwilling to lower their noble bodies and have any equal communication with humans. I was killed again and again, and I was thrown into samsara by the human being again and again, and returned to my original place. It was like a myriad of ridicules of fate, mocking my delusions and wild plans. ”
Speaking of this, Li Yuan paused. Tears slid out of the corners of his eyes, but he didn't mean to wipe them.
"That sounds stupid, right? Autumn, if you knew these things, you would definitely laugh at me. You're so smart, if you and I were to switch places, you'd be able to come up with a better way than I did. ”
Speaking of this, he smiled,
"After being refined by these gods, the only good thing to be happy about is that I can save a little bit of the power of the Time Giant. Originally, I would have disappeared into time and space after about a hundred reincarnations, but I was dragged to the present. ”
He went on to recount, this boundless adventure,
"After five hundred years of meaningless efforts, I thought I would repeat in vain, and finally disappear into time and space like a fool. However, it was about the heavens that saw my efforts, if there really was such a thing as a god in this world......"
"I was on top of a giant tree and saw the world of some universe from our past, a street child with the ability to cultivate an eternal heart. ”
"That's the Eternal Heart! Among the countless beings in the 30 million space, there are not many people who can cultivate the Eternal Heart! When I saw him, I was ecstatic, perhaps, this is a chance given to me by God, and it is also the last chance. I know that the Heart of Eternity not only gives its bearer near-infinite life force, but it is also the nemesis of death. It immediately occurred to me that if I had the Eternal Heart in my hands, maybe I would be able to help the Protoss leave this Yellow Springs Country. I have the terms to negotiate with the Protoss, and maybe they'll consider helping me find you...... No, this is a deal that the Protoss can't refuse, and they will definitely help me find you!"
"If the probability is small, I'm going to try to do it. ”
"But if I choose to leave the world of karma and bend and go to which universe to find which little wanderer, when I return here, I will lose most of my power...... I can't do that, it's too dangerous in this dangerous giant tree world. Even if I get the Heart of Eternity at that time, what is the point of me dying here?"