I, Jia Linlin, am Chinese New Year's Eve four years old and an older young woman.

Of course, I don't think I'm a little too old at thirty-four, but in the eyes of outsiders, I should be an older young woman who hasn't run away.

Although there are always some people who don't open my eyes and ask me when I will find a boyfriend and when I will get married, I don't think I will find a boyfriend to marry.

Well, it's probably not possible in this life.

If you want to ask why, because I'm a lala.

That's right, I just like women.

Generally speaking, a woman likes women, and the following reasons cannot be ruled out, such as being hurt by a man, having a shadow when she was a child, or having a habit of cleanliness and a disgusting man or something.

But I'm not, I like women by nature.

Since I was a child, I discovered that I was abnormal, but I didn't care about it at the time, and I knew that my sexual orientation was abnormal when I was in college.

At that time, I was crazy about a girlfriend in the dormitory, and tried to bend my girlfriend, but unfortunately I failed, so I could only drop out of school and leave school gloomily.

When I returned to my hometown, I used my parents' savings to open a coffee shop, and the business turned out to be unexpectedly good, and I quickly transferred back the money I had invested.

Although Shancheng is a small city and does not even have an airport, there are really many rich people.

Of course, as I got older, my parents kept urging me to get married and have children, but I was unmoved, and over time, my parents became disappointed in me and stopped caring about me.

That's just right, at least you don't need to listen to your parents' nagging.

After returning to Shancheng, I also tried to have a relationship with a few women, but this group of people was not very determined, some couldn't stand the urging of their parents, and some couldn't stand the strange eyes of colleagues and others, and these relationships naturally ended without a problem.

Just when I really thought I might not be able to find true love, she showed up.

Zhang Meng. She was a girl who came to work in my shop one summer.

At first, I didn't care about her, in my opinion, this is just a child who came out to work in college, but I didn't expect that this girl who seems to listen to gentleness is also a Lala.

It's really unseemly.

Although I know that this woman is the same as myself, I don't regard her as a love object, because she is too young for me to do it, not to mention that such a girl should be the same as everyone else, too easy to shake, easily affected by the surrounding environment and human words, it is estimated that in the end, I will give up myself for these reasons, distort myself, and finally find a man to marry.

I've seen a lot of this kind of thing.

Not every woman can generously ignore the rumors around her and insist on herself.

To put it mildly, a woman like me is still very rare.

I'm not complimenting myself, I'm telling the truth.

But what I didn't expect was that this young girl was even stronger than I imagined, and after confessing to me and being rejected by me, she would have a showdown with her parents.

When her parents came to my shop, I was stunned.

I have to admit that I underestimated the little girl I am now.

What made me even more confused was that Zhang Meng's parents actually recognized that their child liked girls, and were even willing to express their blessings to me and Zhang Meng.

Are parents so enlightened nowadays, how come I don't know?

Didn't I say, Zhang Meng's father, is it really okay for you to push your daughter into the fire pit like this, or is your brain circuit different from that of normal people.

Well, I admit that I was really moved, by Zhang Meng's behavior, and by the open-mindedness of her parents.

But if I want to attack a girl who is younger than me, I really can't do it.

She's twelve years younger than me.

But people are emotional animals, under Zhang Meng's unremitting attack, I admit that I fell, I didn't expect that I had lived so big, and I was captured by a little girl, which is really a shame.

But God is not fair.

When our relationship gradually warmed up and we were about to live together, an accident happened.

I was kidnapped by a criminal gang, and just when I was praying that someone could save me out, Zhang Meng was also kidnapped and imprisoned with me, and I was stunned for a while.

Although the purpose of the kidnapping is not very clear, the result may not be too good, even if Zhang Meng and I are not pessimistic people, but at this moment we still can't avoid some despair.

Just when Zhang Meng and I both accepted our fate and agreed to be together for the rest of our lives, a turning point came.

Here comes our savior.

It's a man named Zhang Xuan, but looking at his appearance, I know that this is another otaku who has never touched a girl's hand, and he can't have a poor virgin in his life.

At first, I thought he was just as unlucky as us, and he was kidnapped.

But what happened next turned my imagination upside down, and this guy actually used a dagger to cut through the rope and save us all.

It was a near-death escape, and I was thrilled.

For Zhang Xuan, an otaku who may not have a girlfriend in his life, it is really more and more pleasing to the eye, well, I decided, this guy will be my brother from today onwards.

As my savior and younger brother, I will introduce him to a few beautiful girls, at least solve the problem of being single in his life, which is something I can do for him.

Later, with the help of my brother, we were saved, and my brother was much more capable than I thought.

This guy is very reliable at critical moments, and if it weren't for the fact that I was already experienced and determined, I might have been attracted to this guy.

It's obviously a virgin who exudes otaku atmosphere all over his body.,Why does it make people feel so relieved.。

It's not scientific.

Shouldn't all abandoned houses like this be unreliable?

[Zhang Xuan read Jia Linlin's memory at this time, and couldn't help but roll his eyes, I'm really sorry that I'm unreliable]

Anyway, Zhang Meng and I finally escaped.

After taking notes at the police station, Zhang Meng and I went back to our respective homes and continued to work the next day as if nothing had happened. The events of the kidnapping days were treated as a nightmare.

Now that I wake up from the dream, life naturally goes on.

However, what I didn't expect was that my brother came to see me not long after, but this guy actually relied on himself to save our lives and forcibly kissed me and Zhang Meng.

It's just disgusting.

I still had the idea that kissing the other person didn't feel lazy, no, no, no, this thought made me angry, I almost thought I was going to be straightened.

This guy is obviously a virgin and an otaku, why does he have this ability?

Could it be that my heart is moved, and liking women is just my wishful thinking, but in fact I like men?

How can it be!!!

So I had to kiss my girlfriend, and I felt more comfortable, which made me firm in the fact that I was a lala, and I was just a little shaken by the fact that I was only kissed by a man for the first time.

So I lost my temper with this guy, even if he bullied me, he even dared to bully my girlfriend, even if it was my life-saving benefactor and younger brother.

My brother wanted to put a hat on me, and I couldn't bear it.

After driving my brother away, I felt that I had gone too far, so I decided to calm myself down for two days, apologize to the other party, talk about the problem, and find a partner for my brother in an instant.

After a few days of writing it down, I searched it in my circle, and it took me more than ten days to finally find a more suitable one.

Although the girl's family is not as good-looking as my girlfriend, she is very gentle, and she is the type that starts from the beginning.

If it weren't for the normal sexual orientation of others, if it weren't for the fact that I already had a girlfriend, I would be tempted.

After finding someone, I apologized to my brother from the beginning, and by the way, I gave the girl's contact information to my brother.

However, to my surprise, my brother was not at home.

Isn't this guy an otaku? Why isn't he at home, could it be that something has happened?

Well, let's come next time.

However, the next few times, I didn't find my brother.

No matter when I knock on the door, no one opens the door for me, and there is no one at home?

What is going on? I couldn't help but panic a little, and suddenly I had a bad feeling in my heart.

It stands to reason that it is impossible for an otaku to be away from home all day, is it possible that he has been retaliated against?

Well, it's quite possible.

Those guys are a group of murderous gangsters, what if they find their brother and take revenge on their brother?

As a last resort, I had to call the police.

However, the people at the police station told me that my brother was not retaliated against, but left the mountain city alone, which made me feel very guilty?

Why did my brother leave alone, could it be because I spoke more heavily?

After all, my brother is an otaku who has never been in contact with people, and he is psychologically fragile, so if he leaves because of me, I ...... I...... Ahhh

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After Zhang Xuan finished reading Jia Linlin's memory, he couldn't help but feel a little emotional, this woman's imagination is really rich.

Of course, Zhang Xuan does not deny that this woman's feelings are also quite rich.

When he heard Jia Linlin recognize him as his younger brother, he thought it was just a casual remark, but he didn't expect that after he left Shancheng, she was really worried about herself.

Not only did he regret what he said to himself that day, but he even left Shancheng several times and went to other places to find his whereabouts.

As for why he didn't call him, it was because Zhang Xuan's original phone number was taken away by the gangsters.

She didn't even know her phone number.

After Jia Linlin failed to find herself in other places, she returned to Shancheng and would knock on her door every ten days and half a month, as if she was expecting to open the door.

However, what awaited her was disappointment again and again.

Until today.