Looking at Shen Mei's corpse, Shen Tingxu found that his mood was actually very calm, as if he was looking for death before he met her.

Looking at her beautiful face full of kindness, his heart couldn't help but turn back to the past.

At that time, he was still a young man who had just lost his father and mother and became an orphan, his family was poor, and he had no relatives.

But whose family had a better time at that time? The neighbors were willing to take care of their parents' funeral, which was already a great kindness to themselves, so how could they continue to drag them down?

So he ran away from home.

Yujing is a very big place, but no one wants to use a child under the age of twelve, and he can't find a job to do, so survival has become the biggest problem.

At that time, choosing to be a beggar was the best way out.

But my father once said that the most important thing for people to live in the world is backbone and self-esteem, how can I give up my dignity and beg passers-by because I want to live?

The world is vast, but there is no place to accommodate yourself, so the only choice is death!

Leave this world behind and go to be reunited with your parents in another unknown world!

I didn't have any fear at that time, I just felt guilty that my neighbors had not been able to repay their kindness.

And if they chose to die earlier, they might be able to subtract the meals they ate for themselves before, but in that case, they would still have to take care of the aftermath for themselves, and that would be another amount of money.

I shouldn't put any burden on anyone, even if it's death...... Not at all!

So I decided to jump into the river, because if I died on land, I would definitely be found, and then it would be another trouble, and I shouldn't have caused any trouble to anyone.

Jump into the river, let the clean water wash away all the dirt in the world, and go to see your father and mother cleanly.

Your body will sink to the bottom of the river forever and will not cause any trouble to anyone.

Fish and shrimp can even live for a longer period of time with their own pitiful flesh and blood, how good it is.

I have finally contributed to this world, my mother said that the Buddha cut meat and fed it to the eagle to achieve great compassion. Am I like the Buddha now?

Sinking into the icy river, a terrible darkness engulfed me, it was such a dead silence, such a horror.

I don't know how long later, when she opened her eyes again, a beautiful face appeared in front of her, and she smiled to herself.

"Child, are you in some trouble that you can't think of jumping into the river? ”

"You are a man, no matter what kind of difficulties you encounter, you should not choose to escape from reality and end your life, this is disrespectful to yourself!"

She didn't mention her father, and she thought that something must have happened to them, and she reprimanded herself in a tone like an elder teaching a lesson, telling herself how wrong that suicidal behavior was.

For other children, it may be very unhappy to be reprimanded by their elders, but they feel a strong love in it.

This big sister is really a good person, just like those neighbors of her own!

Later, I learned that her name was Shen Mei, and she was a girl from Xichuntai, and at that time I didn't know what Xichuntai was, but I only knew that my sister was very good.

That's enough!

She forcibly took herself in, and quarreled with the old bustard of Xichuntai for this, and in the end she won, she recognized herself as her younger brother, and she also changed her surname to the same as her.

She taught herself to read and practice calligraphy, play the piano and paint, and also sent herself to study in Tai Academy, hoping that she could get ahead and live a happy life.

Outsiders say that she is cold and ruthless, but they understand her fiery heart under her cold appearance, she is a real good person, the biggest benefactor in her life, and the dearest sister.

I once swore that I would definitely repay this kindness in the future, although it would be impossible to repay it even if I exhausted it all my life.

But she said that she just wants to live strongly, live well, and don't look for short-sightedness like she once did, that's enough!

Strong, this is the greatest asset she has taught herself.

I have always been strong and alive, and I have never thought of killing myself.

Not for anything else, just to make her happy.

But she will never be able to witness her strength.

Looking at her who seemed to be asleep in front of her, there were no tears in Shen Tingxu's eyes, but there was infinite grief.

"Sister, you look at it in another world, I will definitely finish my life strongly, and bloom the most brilliant brilliance, definitely!"

Unwilling to disappoint her with tears that represented weakness, Shen Tingxu's face was still calm even though his heart was like a knife.

Holding her body, he walked outside step by step, and his figure was extremely resolute.

Gongsun Xu stood aside, his eyes a little complicated.

He finally understood why his brother had the bearing that could impress him in the past.

His kindness and generosity came from his parents.

His perseverance came from this woman.

As for the brave and upward martial arts heart, it came from his master.

These three constitute Shen Tingxu, Yan Shura, and his best friend and brother.

In a corner outside the Tai Academy, two figures were hidden in the dark, watching the movement inside, they were a man and a woman.

The man looked to be in his thirties and forties, dressed in a cloth garment, and his face was beardless, but there was a striking majesty.

And the woman is in her twenties, although her appearance is not overwhelming, but she is also very beautiful, but she does not dress herself up as beautiful as ordinary women, but wears an ordinary green skirt, without any powder, trying her best to make herself ordinary.

Looking at Shen Tingxu's figure walking out, the man's eyes froze, and he said solemnly: "This is this person, according to the speculation of the teacher, he is very likely to be Yan Shura, a major suspect in the death of King Qi." ”

"But he doesn't look like it?" The woman next to her was stunned for a moment, from the bottom of her heart, her first impression of this handsome man who looked like a woman was very good, especially when she saw his sad figure when he hugged his dead sister, she couldn't help but feel pity.

The man couldn't help but look at her with a stern gaze: "Yun'er, you are my Lu Youlong's apprentice, and you will take over my mantle in the future and become the number one god catcher in the Great Zhou." How can a person be judged on the basis of his or her personal likes and dislikes? There are too many people in this world who appear to be upright on the outside, but in fact contain great sins. ”

Nian Yun couldn't help but lower her head and whispered, "Master, I was wrong. ”

Lu Youlong sighed: "Your talent is very good, but you are too kind-hearted, which is of course a good thing, but in our line of work, the most important thing is to be ruthless, only in this way can we fight those murderers who are extremely evil." ”

As he spoke, he saw that Shen Tingxu had gradually moved away from here, and hurriedly said, "Let's go up and touch the bottom of this kid!"