Chapter 19: The Swamp of Memory

Qiu Lan stared at the bonfire with wide eyes in sorrow.

You can only keep going a little further to know if you have taken the wrong path!

The weather is starting to get a little cooler.

There were only a few stars in the sky, but the moonlight was quite bright.

The silver-white light sprinkled on the top of the tree, sprinkled on the tips of the autumn blue hair, and gave the white hair a silver and shiny.

Quite dazzling!

That's why the mother and daughter don't rush at night~

In the eleventh year of the last days, the end of autumn.

Ning Sheng sat in the room blankly.

This is her and Qingtong's home.

Encountered in the base;

became friends with Qingtong, who lost his loved ones;

Go on tasks together;

gradually trust each other and become friends of life and death who can be entrusted with their backs;

Live together, practice abilities together;

Together............ Many, many things.

They both see each other as the most important people for the rest of their lives, and they are left with each other......

But......

"Woo woo woo ......" muffled cries rang out in the room.

A simple hanging lamp creaked in the wind. The faint white light made the house even more lonely.

Ning Sheng bent his legs, buried his face between his chest and knees, and sobbed slightly.

She hadn't shed a tear in years.

From a person who begins to struggle in the last days, and from the beginning of meeting Qingtong......

The two relied on each other, like people crossing a river, supporting each other.

Half a month has passed since that corpse tide, and Ning Sheng has been in the room in a daze for several days.

In between, all the tasks were pushed off. No matter what his superiors said or scolded, Ning Sheng couldn't listen to it.

Enough of the scolding, and the people left. It's just that he still scolded and walked away.

After the corpse tide was over, Ning Sheng went to the zombie pile to rummage over.

Take a fluke.

Until the next few days, I searched there day and night...... No trace of the friend was found.

Maybe it's been eaten, or maybe it's just ...... Can't tell which one is a friend?

Reaching out to cover his eyes, the tears rolled even more.

She didn't want to cry, but she couldn't.

They once agreed that no matter who sacrificed, the other party should not be sad or cry.

But how can it be done?

When people really stand in that position, they can understand.

Great grief, boundless loneliness. The random night devoured Ning Sheng's heart together.

They are also ready to leave this world.

But at the same time, I agreed to live hard!

For the sake of those who have passed away, for their instructions, for their own ......?

But when Qingtong left, he was like ...... It's back to the beginning of the last days, the feeling of losing loved ones and everything.

No, it's even more devastating than it was then!

There's nothing to lose.

People must have a pillar to live. Or in other words, to live well.

Right now...... Ning Sheng lost his spiritual support.

To be precise: she collapsed.

She also wants to live well and work hard as promised.

Live with the share of your departed best friend!

But...... But she felt very lonely and lonely.

She wants to live with her best friend!

Now she feels that there is no point. Being alive and all of it becomes meaningless. She can't live a chic life alone like everyone else.

In fact, she is the same as Qingtong, she is afraid that she will be alone.

That's why she's Qingtong's follower.

Everyone in the base knows that wherever Qingtong is, there will be Ning Sheng's figure behind him.

When fighting, they will be separated, and they will not be too far apart.

But this time, they were separated by two worlds.

Ning Sheng, who was sitting on the sofa, sobbed until he trembled slightly.

That back is distressing, but unfortunately no one sees it.

Qing Nan seemed to feel something.

Wake up from your sleep all at once.

Covering his chest, trying to suppress the pounding heart.

Suspicious but wary, he glanced around.

After noticing nothing, he turned his gaze back.

He took a deep breath and exhaled hard. But he didn't exhale the turbidity of his heart, and his heart was still beating loudly and hard.

I don't know what's going on, Qing Nan feels uncomfortable, dull and depressed.

Holding back the discomfort in his heart, he stood up and went to the side to add a few dead tree trunks to the bonfire that was about to go out.

Then sit around the campfire in a daze.

It's just that the dullness in my heart has not decreased.

Qing Nan had no choice but to go back to her mother and lie down, looking up at the white moon in a daze.

I wonder what happened to Ah Yu?

She...... You'll be alive and well, right!?

Hmmm!

Even if you are lonely, you have to live well......

But...... Is that right? If it's me...... If it's me......

Qing Nan showed a wry smile.

She can endure anything, but she can't stand being alone.

The agreement with Ah Yu is also for the two of them to continue to work hard to live.

I...... Did you deceive Ah Yu?

Stretching out his hand to the sky, he used his thumb and forefinger to make a circle and encircled the bright moon.

Qing Nan suddenly whimsically said silently in her heart: It would be nice if Ah Yu also came over......

Then he pulled out a wry smile.

His rebirth is already the favor of God, where do you dare to think so much?

But......

Human~ It's a greedy animal......

Often they have already gotten it, but they are still greedy for more.

Shook his head.

I can't sleep anyway, so I just practice my abilities.

Qing Nan closed her eyes and began to slowly release her wood-based ability, nourishing the plants around her. Then he slowly absorbed the energy that existed in the surrounding heaven and earth.

Closing your eyes is for better concentration.

As time passed, Qing Nan gradually calmed her heart.

It happened to be midnight, and Qing Nan, who was in the shape of an orc by the campfire, turned into a little milk cat in the bright moonlight.

The wind, whirring and blowing.

The leaves, blown by the wind, flapped at each other.

Suddenly there was some desolation.

I don't want to be sad about autumn and spring, but I can't help but fall into it.

She didn't want to remember the bad, sad things less. And with such a cheerful Ah Yu, I won't even remember it.

Because that kind of memory will make you fall into the pit of depression, but people like her can't extricate themselves and can't save themselves.

Qing Nan turned to Ning Sheng in the last days.

Ah Yu is a very cheerful girl.

She...... You're going to try to survive, right?

Qing Nan blinked, held back the full tears, and suppressed the astringency in her heart.

I couldn't help but blame in my heart.

The scenery is really good, but it's also easy to get emotional.

Maybe it's just easy to get people who have something on their minds into emotions.

Qing Nan missed Ning Sheng very much.

I want to take her to see the scenery here.

Although it was eleven years after the end of the world, the forest had almost become a primeval forest. It's just that there are all "monsters" in it, and only a handful of them are good-looking.

That's right, she is also Yan Kong.

She hopes to share this beautiful scenery with Ning Sheng.

But Qing Nan prefers to fight side by side with Ning Sheng!

In fact, no one wants to struggle in the last days.

But the end of the world has come, and it is something that mankind has no choice but to do. They are struggling to survive.

Dear friends~ I hope you ...... Okay.