Facing Jing Ge's question, Lan Susu did not pause or hesitate at all, she replied: "I only have less than a month left, if you want to know something, you can ask me, I am here to fulfill my promise, so whatever you want to do to me, anyway, I have already taken revenge, and there will be nothing to do next." ”

Live or die.

For the solitary blue pigment, there is no difference.

Her mother is gone, and there is no point in her continuing to live.

If she hadn't promised her mother, she couldn't think about it, and if she wanted to live, she would have solved it on her own.

But now, there is only one month left, and in a month she can go to her mother, and by the way, she will tell her mother about her revenge.

The mother should be very happy, maybe she will be proud of her, glad that she gave birth to a daughter as capable as her.

The more he thought about it, the more excited he became.

Jing Ge caught the excitement in Lan Susu's eyes, and said with some uneasiness: "Don't you want to live, but before in the ruins, didn't you say that you can only see hope if you live? Why don't you want to continue living now?"

Lan Susu nodded, and after a while, she suddenly shook her head, she said: "Life and death are just one option, there are many choices in life, and there is only one result in death, if my mother is still there, no matter how bitter it is, I will definitely choose to survive, but my mother is no longer there."

It's not interesting for me to live alone in the world, but it's better to die directly according to the destiny of heaven, which is also a relief for me. ”

"Lan Susu, you are a bad seed, your mother dares to risk her life to give birth to you, but you have to give up your life so easily, if your mother knows that you have made such a choice, you will be very disappointed, can you bear to let your mother down?"

Jing Ge didn't want to see Lan Susu die.

Her poor background will make her feel empathetic, so she can't help but want to help her.

Listening to Jing Ge's aggressive words, Lan Susu fell into silence for a while.

Does she want to die? as if she wants to, but also as if she doesn't want to.

Does she want to live? as if she wants to, but also as if she doesn't want to.

Life seems to have lost its meaning, and breathing cannot find any other meaning of existence except living.

That's why the cylindrin lost its survival*.

She wants to be at peace with what happens, and she wants to leave her life to God to decide whether she lives or dies.

Whatever the final result is, she will accept it very calmly.

"If you can keep me alive, I'll live, and if I can't, I'll wait until the oil runs out. Jing Ge's words hit his brain and made Lan Susu think a lot.

In an instant, I actually remembered the words that my mother often whispered in her ear when she was still alive: "You must live, no matter how bad life seems now, only by continuing to live can you see hope." ”

Lan Susu suddenly knelt down.

She kowtowed to Jing Ge a few times and said, "Please save me, don't let me die so early, I am willing to give you the rest of my life." ”

Mother, since you want me to live, then I will continue to live as long as I can, until the moment when I can't breathe.

After Lan Susu finished speaking, she stared straight into Jing Ge's eyes until Jing Ge nodded and agreed to her request.

Jing Ge said: "I can't guarantee that you will get better 100%, but I will do my best, and you have to do your best to ......"