Chapter 916: Life is the same
Chen An knew that this was just a dream, and the dreams were appropriately exaggerated, after all, it was fundamentally based on Deng Yuhong's main cognition, expressing her feelings. There is naturally a big difference from the real situation.
But it is precisely because of this that I can see the loneliness in this woman's heart without hindrance. is not only a side confirmation of the fact that she has no friends to drink with her.
However, Chen An still didn't have any emotion, just followed behind, playing a good role as an indifferent bystander who didn't care about himself.
There are so many poor people in the world that even if he is a virgin, he can't do everything.
Soon, Deng Yuhong's home in the dream arrived.
The little girl holding the rag doll stopped and did not enter, as if she was aware of Chen An's existence and had no intention of opening the door for him.
Chen An stepped forward, stretched out his hand and pushed the door, but he didn't move. glanced back at Deng Yuhong strangely.
Home is the most private part of a person, and this woman's house can be clearly seen from a distance, indicating that her personality is still quite outgoing. But the door is closed, which means that her heart is locked, and she will not easily reveal her true heart to others.
Just habitually analyzed, Chen Anke had no desire to peek into the secrets of this woman's heart.
found that the door in the dream could not be opened, so he simply took Deng Yuhong and jumped out of her dream.
The rich colors around him became calmer at this time, and some of the blurred places began to be more detailed and realistic.
In reality, the little girl holding the rag doll was gone, and Deng Yuhong was not able to walk independently, just like at the beginning, drunk and half-leaning on him.
The corridors of one staircase and one household are very clean, so that no one can spy on the magic of their sudden appearance.
Chen An stood there and carefully felt the realization of breaking away from the dream.
Fang Cai went from real to virtual, and now from virtual to real, the corner of Chen An's mouth hooked up a smile, and he was very satisfied with the experience of walking in this dream.
Especially when he took out his mobile phone, he found that he had only walked for less than five minutes, and he had crossed most of the city, from the vicinity of the university town to the Philippe apartment in the Nanqiao district.
Dream jumping will become a very practical ability that he has developed this time.
Of course, this ability still needs to be improved, after all, this time it is guided by Deng Yuhong, so as not to get lost in the dream world, if you are alone in your heart, you will accidentally enter some dangerous areas.
And there seem to be some limitations to this ability. That is when it has to be at night, when people are asleep and dreaming.
There may be no shortage of people who day and night are reversed and daydream, but after all, they are a minority, and the distance between dreams and dreams is definitely much longer than that of night.
If he jumps in it, Chen An can indeed rely on the spiritual power of the ethereal spirit space to make up for the distance, but the consumption of such a practice must be quite a lot.
The ethereal spirit space seals a world's spiritual power, which seems to be a lot, but it can't withstand his wanton squandering, so even if this ability is thoroughly studied in the future, it must be used carefully.
sighed slightly, I wanted to look for the key in Deng Yuhong's bag, but I inadvertently saw that the door of her house turned out to be a combination lock, and I couldn't help but feel a little painful.
Fortunately, there is a lid on top of the password that can be opened, and under the lid is a box that glows green.
Chen An has never eaten pork and watched pig runs, judging from the movies he has watched, this should be a new fingerprint lock.
There was no need to enter the other party's dream realm again for some dream guidance, so Chen An took a long breath of relief, broke Deng Yuhong's white palm, took her onion-like jade fingers, and began to experiment one by one.
It didn't take long to try it with ten fingers, but it only happened three times in a row, and then I heard a "click" sound of the door being opened.
This woman is also weird, and even set the fingerprint lock to the ring finger of her right hand.
didn't care about other people's personal hobbies, Chen An pushed the door in, resisted the woman with his hand, and threw it into the bed in the bedroom.
In the end, there is no shortage of money, Deng Yuhong's home decoration is quite luxurious, and the overall style is conservative, but the bedroom has the atmosphere of a little girl, and Chen An is full of girl fans everywhere.
Not interested in evaluating the eldest sister's girlish heart, Chen An wanted to turn around and leave, but when he looked back at the sleeping guy, he still couldn't help but walk to her, help her take off her shoes, and stuff her whole person into the quilt, so that she could sleep comfortably.
In the process, an evil thought flashed in Chen An's mind, that is, to strip this woman naked, scare her, and make her self-righteous feel that she dare not touch her. But Chen Xu's shyness made his behavior only stay in imagination, and he didn't really do it.
After doing this, he thought about it and went to the kitchen to boil a pot of hot water, wordlessly took out a cute cup from the cupboard, poured a full cup of boiled water, brought it to the woman's bedside, and then exited the house, and carefully locked the door.
In the process of doing these things, he felt a trance, and some familiar images could not help but appear in his mind.
It was a scene before he was seven years old, respecting his elders and being filial to his parents.
It turns out that he used to be a kind and gentle good person, but he has become bloodthirsty, cruel, and distorted because of hatred. Especially in the years when he first came out of the Gu room, he was directly sent to the border gate, where there was no moral and legal constraints, and his wanton indulgence even made him take pleasure in torture and killing.
For a long time, he felt that it was an unbearable past, until now.
After such a long period of reflection, he finally determined that he was not a naturally bad person, and everything he was doing now was not just out of Chen Xu's nature.
He has all the memories of Chen An's experiences, and the reincarnation of the true spirit is just like a sleep and a big dream.
The habit of killing for a hundred years is definitely not something that Chen Xu can control in his short life span of twenty years.
But even so, he still has a kind heart for people and things, and hopes to retain Chen Xu's innocence, which is not a kind of goodness.
In other words, his essence is actually a good person.
After deducing and coming to such a conclusion, Chen An felt very ridiculous, a bloody and cruel guy turned out to be a good person, and he instinctively wanted to deny this point of view.
But after thinking about it carefully, I feel a little ridiculous, a person who doesn't dare to admit that he is a good person is not more pathetic than a naturally bad person.
I'm still afraid, I'm afraid of being good, I'm afraid I'm a good person.
Shaking his head vigorously, Chen An threw out the whole speculation that would hardly lead to results.
He didn't follow the path of enlightenment, so he didn't have to dwell on this issue at all.
The matter must still be closed, and his own merits and demerits, good and evil, good and bad, will be evaluated by his descendants, and he will be entangled in this.
Do not go against your heart, whether it is good or evil, good or bad, just do it.
A shackle that had been lying in his heart for a long time seemed to be untied, and for a while, he felt quite a little thoughtful, and although his cultivation had not increased, there was a lot less hesitation in the feasible ends.
Looking up at the sky, it was already late.
Dream jumping hasn't been studied thoroughly enough to be used casually, and if you take a taxi back, the dormitory should be closed.
After thinking about it, his eyes couldn't help but fall to the nearby Yujing Community, it seems that if he doesn't want to sleep on the streets, he can only go home for a night today.
It wasn't that far, and he walked for ten minutes to his doorstep.
Because he didn't bring a key to the warehouse when he came back, he knocked on his door directly.
"Who?"
A vigilant voice rang out in the room.
"Mom, it's me. ”
"Why did you come back all of a sudden?"
The voices in the room became a little surprised, and then there was a sound of footsteps from far and near.
Chen An was thinking of words in his heart, and it would not be for no reason to come back suddenly, but before he could think about it, the door was opened, revealing Lin Yun's figure.
She just asked casually, and she didn't dwell on the reason why Chen An came back, and said with a concerned face: "Come in, come in, have you eaten?" ”
Listening to the familiar concerns and familiar complaints, at this moment Chen An suddenly felt that the reason for going home was not important at all, and he would come back when he was homesick, it was as simple as that.
So he laughed and said, "I want to surprise you!"
"Stinky kid!"
Lin Wan scolded with a smile, and then chattered: "I'll help you make a cake, cook some porridge, there is still an old hen frozen in the refrigerator, it's too late today, I'll cook you your favorite chicken soup tomorrow...... This chicken is good, I specially asked someone to sell it, at least three years old......"
Chen An entered the house to change his shoes, although he enjoyed the atmosphere very much, he still had to interrupt the other party: "Mom, don't be busy, I came back from dinner, what about Dad?"
Lin Yun stopped talking, rolled his eyes and said, "He's on a business trip again, and he's about to retire, and he's still so active in everything." ”
"Dad is very ambitious. ”
Chen An said a perfunctory sentence and went to his room.
"Oops!" Lin Wan seemed to suddenly think of something, and said in surprise: "The quilt in your room hasn't been laid for you yet, hurry up, go take a bath, it'll be fine in a while." ”
As she spoke, she had already taken action, looking for a change of clothes and bed sheets for Chen An. Busy though. But the corners of his mouth are always sketched with a smile of joy.
At this moment, Chen An also felt extraordinarily warm, and secretly introspected, originally decided to enjoy the family affection of this life, but in the end he fell into the prison of constantly improving himself, it is really putting the cart before the horse, he should take more time to take care of his family and accompany his parents in the future, regardless of whether he is extraordinary or not, or relatives first.
I have to say that people are forgetful, at this time, Chen An is happy under this determination, and after two days, he can't stand Lin Wan's nagging, plus there is no father to share the firepower, it is really unbearable, so he can only use the excuse of having a class, and he returned to school in a gray manner.
On the way back to the dormitory, the mobile phone rang suddenly, Chen An picked it up and connected it, and Mo Lao's voice came from the other end of the phone.
"Your application has been approved, just these two days, set a time, and go to Kyoto with me again. ”