"One hundred and ninety points, only one hundred and ninety points! I can't even pass the junior college exam, being a son is a waste, being a son is also a waste!" shouted an obese middle-aged woman in the chaotic rental room.

The middle-aged man sitting on a wooden bench showed an impatient look, and said softly: "Okay, okay, the ugliness of the family should not be publicized, do you want to attract the neighbors to see the excitement?"

The middle-aged woman's voice became louder, and she shouted unforgivingly, "After so many years, what kind of ugly family has not been laughed at by others?

The middle-aged man didn't say a word after hearing this, and took out a piece of paper and a plastic bag from his arms, which contained some cheap tobacco.

The middle-aged woman watched angrily as the middle-aged man grabbed some tobacco and put it on the paper, and then rolled it into long strips.

The man took out his lighter, lit a homemade cheap grass cigarette, and smoked it slowly.

The middle-aged woman and the middle-aged man have been together for nearly twenty years, so she naturally understands the habits of the middle-aged man, and she knows that this means that her man doesn't want to say anything anymore. But his son only scored 190 points in the college entrance examination, although he didn't have any hope, but he also had a little "fantasy", and when the college entrance examination results came out, middle-aged women never dared to believe this fact.

"Do you want to let him repeat his studies for another year?" asked the middle-aged woman tentatively.

It seemed that he couldn't suppress his emotions anymore, and the middle-aged man, who had always been taciturn, suddenly broke out: "Re-read a fart re-reading! With his IQ inherited by you and his attitude of not seeking improvement, it is useless to re-read for three years!"

The middle-aged woman was stunned for a moment at first, because she had never seen a man get angry, and then the middle-aged woman's anger also came up, pointing at the middle-aged man's nose and scolding: "Then what do you say? Let him be a useless little security guard like you!"

When the middle-aged man heard this, he stood up angrily, and was about to throw out the grass smoke in his hand, but when he saw that there was still a little left, he took a big puff greedily, and then threw it out of the dilapidated wooden door, and shouted in a hoarse voice: "What should I do? What happened to being a security guard? Is it a shame to be a security guard? I am also self-reliant!"

The middle-aged woman covered her heart, gasped and said, "Waste, what a waste!"

The middle-aged man's eyes became fierce: "Yes, dragons give birth to dragons, phoenixes give birth to phoenixes, the son of a mouse can make holes, I am a waste, of course my son is also a waste!"

"I was really blind to marry you!" the middle-aged woman's eyes were already faintly filled with tears.

"I was blind to fall in love with you!" the middle-aged man countered not to be outdone.

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The two people in the chaotic rental house engaged in a fierce scolding battle, but they didn't know that their son, the waste in their mouth, was leaning against the brick wall outside the house in a daze, without saying a word.

Outside the rental house was a thin young man, eighteen or nineteen years old, holding only a few crumpled renminbi in his right hand.

The quarrels of his parents all stopped in his ears, but he was always silent, as cowardly as he had lived for more than ten years.

"I should have been happy today..." The young man whispered in a crying tone, "I can support myself." ”

The thin young man looked down at the crumpled few small denominations of RMB in his hand, and choked up: "Although it is obtained by picking up garbage and selling scrap, it can be regarded as the fruit of my labor." ”

"I can support myself..."

"I'm not a trash..."

"It's strange why my eyes are wet..."

The real noise inside the house intensified, and the young people outside the house cried and choked.

After a few minutes or so, the wizened young man wiped the wet area of his face with the back of his right hand, and then quickly ran away from the sad rental house.

Outside, there was only a little bit of abandoned cheap homemade grass smoke, and a wisp of smoke was emitted...

"Damn, damn, damn!" the emaciated young man ran madly through the bustling streets, "I'm not a waste, I'm not a waste!"

The young man recalled his experience for more than ten years, and he was not "willing" to be born by his parents, but it was his father who couldn't afford to have a baby, so his parents "reluctantly" let him come to this world. The mother is a housewife, the father is a little security guard, and the parents' marriage was not approved by both families, so the parents did not get everyone's blessing when they got married, so this "unfortunate" marriage seems to be doomed early on. The poor family environment naturally creates an inferiority complex, and I have never worn any new clothes since I was a child, let alone bright or brand-name clothes.

Because of poverty, it has become "natural" to be bullied since childhood; because of poverty, it has become "natural" to be ridiculed by white eyes since childhood; and because of poverty, it has become "natural" that since childhood, it has become "natural" that people dare not face the eyes of others and dare not express their true thoughts. I don't dare to say "unwilling" to others, I dare not say "you are wrong" to others, and I dare not resist others.

The young people thought about "changing," so they began to curry favor with those undesirable elements in the class, so they deliberately violated classroom discipline and even school rules, but in exchange for the intensified school violence, it was the teacher's indifference and indifference! The class teacher even said sharply without naming names in the class: "Some people are destined to be salted fish, and salted fish cannot turn over!" As a result, the young man was abandoned by his classmates, abandoned by the teacher, and abandoned by Fa Xiao, but even so, the young man still lived with a cheeky heart for more than ten years.

I thought that my heart was strong enough, and I thought that my face had been thickened by the city wall, but today, I was "abandoned" by my parents, who actually called me a "waste"! The last line of defense of the heart wall finally collapsed.

The emaciated youth continued to run hard and run wildly, pushing aside the waves of people walking together in twos and threes in front of him, and the young man's heart felt extremely cold, and the only feeling was endless loneliness.

There was such a madman running guy on the street, so the pedestrians cast contemptuous eyes, and the pedestrians who were knocked away by the madman even scolded and ridiculed.

"Even strangers look down on me. The young man bit his lip vigorously, and blood spilled out.

On the side of the road with the whistle roaring, the thin young man finally stopped as if he was chasing warmth, he figured it out, he gave up.

Since the world rejects me, then I give up this world!

On the left, a roaring bus came at a rapid pace, and the young man took that step.

"Lao Tzu, it's not a waste!"

After the last shout, the young man slowly closed his eyes, and the last thing that came to mind was a dazzling colorful light.

On the Guangming Avenue section where the accident occurred, several police cars with sirens stopped on the side of the road, the police set up a cordon, and the reporters picked up their cameras.

A huge crater appeared on Guangming Avenue, and a bus was parked impartially at the edge of the pit, with two pitch-black emergency brake lines connected to its rear wheels.

The police were looking for witnesses and recording confessions, and reporters were interviewing onlookers.

"I know, I know, I watched this young man grow up, and I couldn't think about it because I was dumped by my girlfriend when I fell in love. ”

"No, this young man can't think about it because his father at home is bankrupt in a pyramid scheme. ”

"How is it possible, this young man suddenly went crazy because he took some illegal drugs..."

The crowd of onlookers has their own opinions, and at this time, the ignorant and good people will infinitely expand their ugly hearts.

However, there is one thing that all the onlookers did not make up and said in agreement:

At the time of the incident, the young man suddenly rushed out of the road, and then a colorful light fell from the sky like a thunderbolt on a sunny day.

A thunderbolt sounded in the sky, and everyone present raised their heads...