Text: Fang Yaqifan
The day I came to report was the first time I met her, and I took a fancy to her at first sight.
She looked very different at the entrance of the school, other students were either accompanied by family or in groups with friends, only her, dragging a big lockbox by herself, no one to accompany or help.
She gives me the feeling of being lonely and arrogant, because she doesn't look at anyone along the way, and there seems to be only a road in her eyes.
From her situation, I can guess that she is the kind of person with average family background but excellent grades, otherwise she would not have been able to enter this school at all, and I am very interested in fresh and beautiful faces, so I naturally determined that she was my next target.
"Senior sister, my name is Fang Yaqi, make a friend?"
I stretched out my hand and thought I was in a handsome pose, but what I never expected was that I got her wordless contempt, and then walked away without looking back, so to speak, except for the look of contempt for me, she didn't look at me for a second.
I'm so handsome and golden, and I'm so despised?Of course, otherwise how could a few buddies next to me laugh out loud there.
I gave them a roll of the eyes.
One of the buddies said, "Interesting, since you can't do it, then I'll do this." ”
I sent him a right hook, "She's mine." ”
Although I suffered a little blow at the beginning, I, a master of the love field, are still very confident in myself.
Coincidentally, I met her again on the way to the cafeteria at noon, and I felt that it was time for me to behave, so I said: "Senior sister, today is your first day here, I invite you out to eat, and you are welcome to this school." ”
This time, she ignored my presence and walked away without looking back.
I searched for cracks in the ground, but I couldn't find them.
In the afternoon, I asked people to find out that her name was Chen Tianyi, a very special name, and she had a personality like hers.
Then I deliberately stopped her on the way back to the dormitory, and said to her with a sincere face: "Senior sister, let's go sing together at night!" In order to prevent her from leaving without saying a word, I added another sentence, "If you don't speak, you will acquiesce." ”
I don't know if she noticed it, but in order to get her attention, I changed my clothes several times today, uh, every time I was more handsome.
She stopped and looked back at me, I thought, it works, it seems that there is hope this time, and then I successfully heard the first thing she said to me, "Get up~~~"
Although I touched the ash of my nose and lost my face a little hard, it provoked my challenge.
In the days that followed, I tried all the things that other girls were best at, but she didn't even look at it, except for tsundere, it was a sharp mouth, and a simple sentence could choke me sadly.
I remember one time, I asked her again, but that time I didn't make an appointment in person, I really couldn't stand the blow; I used 99 roses, a big handful, and wrote some very sensational words in the card, and asked someone to put it at the door of her dormitory, although the love story was copied online.
And then...... Then I saw her in the opposite building without even looking at it, and threw the flower directly down to the fifth floor, I felt that such a shame happened to me, and I should have jumped from the fifth floor very consciously.
I didn't lose heart, but the more I lost, the more I fought, the more I bet with my buddies, the estimated time went from a week to a month, then half a year to a year, and finally two years, but the result was more and more defeat.
Two years, when it was time for me to graduate, this all-time defeat record made everyone who knew me laugh at me for two years.
The people who knew me at school called me a playboy, and I did, and my goal was only to win her, and although I chased her for the past two years, the girls around me never stopped, and I gladly accepted it after screening.
Just two days before I left, I decided to try again.
This time I didn't choose affectionate, romantic, banknotes and other vulgar things, because I have proven countless times in the past two years, she doesn't eat that set, so since it's the last blow, I plan to choose a big vulgar thing to try, a car key, a house key, a supplementary card, I think that in college a girl can be vulgar to this extent, it should be rare, so I think she should be able to be impressed, or will consider it.
I gave it to her with my own hands, next to the playground on campus, because there were so many people.
She opened it and looked at it, smiled at me, and then watched as she threw it all into the trash can next to me before my smile collapsed.
I'm finally discouraged, and it's time to leave anyway, so let's stop there!
After graduating, I didn't go outside to practice, but directly took care of the family business, and the women I met were very different at different levels, and they were more attractive and charming than the girls in school.
But the woman who was becoming more and more seductive, I didn't even want to look at it more, my mind was full of her, I missed her indifferent eyes to me, and even missed her countless words that made me sad, the more I thought about it, the more I thought about it.
At first I thought I was hit because I couldn't win her, so it was completely self-esteem, but then in countless dreams I realized that I had fallen in love with her unconsciously, not because of face, not because of possessiveness, it was a very simple love that I had never had.
This kind of uncontrollable love has made it impossible for me to be silent any longer, so I decided to bang the bullet again and prepare to fight, this time, I only fight with my heart, only for my heart.
I began to learn everything about her, and I was shocked and annoyed as to why I didn't know she was an orphan for two years.
According to the information found, her parents were both struck by lightning when she was about to be born, but under the rescue of the hospital, she fell to the ground in good health, and her life experience was very unfortunate, which sounded a little mysterious.
Chen Tianyi, I finally understand the origin of her name, she should not like this name very much!
Growing up in an orphanage, she was called a broom star since she was a child, and it is not difficult to understand her withdrawn personality and the grievances behind her who don't know how much cynicism she has suffered, and her sharp speech should have been honed like that!
There was so much misfortune in her that I don't think I would ever be able to receive, and I told myself that I would give her the warmth she didn't have.
After that, everything was very good, I went to school to chase her while doing the family business, and for two years, it took me two years to change myself, including my flowery heart, so at the same time I also warmed her heart, because I decided that she was my bride in this life.
She graduated, and we also entered the marriage hall, although the married life was very dull, but I had a sense of contentment that I had never felt before, because I loved her by my side, and I thought she loved me the same.
Since I got married, I have never stayed awake at night, no matter how late I will go back, I am afraid that she will be worried, and I am afraid that she will be sad, the key is that she has a strange problem since she was a child, and she often has the same dream at night, and every time she will be scared awake and uncomfortable, so I never leave her at night.
Until a good buddy's birthday, he went crazy and drank too much.
The next day, I woke up in the hotel bed, and there was a woman who had an affair with me, and that was once just after I graduated, and I had her in my heart, and I never had any meat outside.
I immediately checked my phone, there were no calls, no messages, but there was a bed photo from my phone and the woman next to me.
I felt a wave of trepidation.
The woman next to me said innocently that she had drunk too much last night and didn't know what she had done;
On the way back, I thought about countless situations in my mind to admit my mistakes, and even knelt down and begged for forgiveness, because I really loved her, and I was afraid that she would leave me.
The result was unexpected, when I got home, she just said calmly: "The photo is good, but you don't need to show it to me next time." ”
I never thought that this was her first reaction after knowing that her husband had made a mistake, and at that moment, I felt that her reaction to me was more painful than when she stabbed me with a knife.
Even if she doesn't cry and complain about grievances, divorce and so on like others, at least she should lose her temper, because I always thought that she loved me as much as I loved her, and her indifference was not at all a sign of love.
Since then, I have often stayed up at night, and even deliberately let her know that I have a woman around me, and then I am disappointed to understand that she was only moved by me because I gave her the warmth that she had never had without a home, maybe she thought it was love, but in fact I knew that she had never loved me.
I gradually got used to the complete night of not returning, the women around me kept changing, and I couldn't tell what the names of those women were.
However, everything came to an abrupt end that morning.
The night before, I came home drunk and said to her a little angrily, "There is no point in such a marriage, let's go through the divorce procedures tomorrow!"
She was silent for a moment before nodding her head in agreement.
I still slept on the couch, curled up under the covers, and cried like a child for the first time.
The next morning, Sister-in-law Gui hurriedly came to call me.
She slept in bed like that and never woke up, without finding out any special reason, it was not suicide or homicide, it was like a natural death for no reason, and it didn't leave a trace of it.
I didn't cry, it seemed like I wouldn't cry anymore, I didn't know how to cry, I just felt a buzz in my head, and then it was empty, and everything around me started to blur.
Chen Tianyi, I love you, I love you very much, maybe in your eyes, I have changed back to the flowery me, but in fact, I have always wanted to tell you that I love you and have never changed, but you don't understand yourself.
I know, never again.
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