Chapter 36: Say goodbye without saying goodbye

opened the curtains, and the white light on the horizon suddenly stimulated Luo Miao's eyes, which were accustomed to darkness, and subconsciously closed them, and rubbed their eyes with the back of his hand before opening them again.

Yawned again and walked to the door.

I slept a little late last night because I was fascinated by reading, for him, a little lazy worm, it is impossible to make him energetic without enough sleep, although he really wants to sleep again, but Luo Miao, who has opened his eyes, can't sleep, he belongs to the kind of person who dispels a little sleepiness after opening his eyes, but he is still a person who has an active mind and is difficult to fall asleep.

Since most of them couldn't sleep, Luo Miao didn't lie in bed too much.

Pushing open the door and walking into the living room, the chandelier on the top had turned on the light on its own, and Luo Miao glanced at the rocking chair that belonged to Old Man Luo......

It's very strange that Old Man Luo didn't lie on the rocking chair at this time, you must know that at this point in time, Old Man Luo is probably already awake, and most of what he has to do after that is to lie on this rocking chair and shake it, until Luo Miao wakes up, he doesn't go into the kitchen to make breakfast.

Hasn't Grandpa woken up yet? Luo Miao turned her head and glanced at the door of Old Man Luo's room.

didn't wake up Old Man Luo (in fact, Old Man Luo didn't need him to wake up, and vice versa, both of them belonged to the kind of people whose biological clocks were very accurate and autonomous), and walked into the kitchen, Luo Miao began to jingle the kitchenware and make breakfast.

After a busy meal, when all the steaming meals were on the table, Luo Miao hadn't even seen Old Man Luo's figure, it stands to reason that the sound of his cooking had woken up Old Man Luo.

Could it be that something is going out? Luo Miao couldn't help but think.

knocked on the closed door, but didn't hear a response, Luo Miao carefully turned the handle to push the door open, and poked a head in.

Judging from the fact that the room was empty, it seemed that Old Man Luo had really gone out.

Luo Miao, who realized this, didn't wait long and began to eliminate the food on the table by herself.

Although it is rare, Old Man Luo occasionally goes out early without saying hello, and at this time, Old Man Luo will probably not be seen for about half a day, so of course Luo Miao, who is hungry, begins to eat.

Cleaning the table and tidying up the hygiene...... When the fiery red sun completely rose from the east, and the golden sunlight completely reflected the sky, Luo Miao sat on a chair and read a book that he had not read.

When he finished reading the last page of the book, Luo Miao squinted his eyes and stretched his waist, turning his head to look at the still empty living room.

Huh, Grandpa hasn't come back yet, Luo Miao felt a little surprised.

Old Man Luo rarely goes out for more than half a day, and most of the time, Luo Miao, who is not unexpected, should be able to see Old Man Luo come back before noon.

But look at the time, it's already one o'clock in the afternoon, and Old Man Luo hasn't come back yet.

Luo Miao frowned slightly, her eyes turned to the door of Old Man Luo's room again, and the afterglow of her eyes suddenly looked at the corner of a table, and after a moment's doubt, Luo Miao walked to the table with a moving step.

A bottle of water and green plants pressed against a piece of white letterhead.

Luo Miao, who had been cleaning just now, also noticed this, but he didn't care, but when he looked at this place again, he suddenly remembered some questions.

What is the letterhead for? It must have been written in it, and as if it was afraid of being blown away by the wind, the letterhead was deliberately pressed under a bottle, which shows that something was written on the white letterhead, not a blank piece of paper.

So what did Grandpa write? Why did he press here? He left this morning, right? Why did he stay here? Since he wrote something, it must have been sent to someone else to read, so there was no reason to stay here......

Removed the bottle containing the plant, and a neat line of black letters on the envelope caught his eyes - Luo Miao opened it himself.

What is this letter for me? What is Grandpa doing...... Scratching her cheeks, Luo Miao was puzzled.

Unwrapping the envelope, taking out the stationery, and unfolding the folded letter with dense text, Luo Miao looked at it from the beginning......

"Grandson, when you read this letter, I was already out of here. I'm sorry to inform you in this way, in fact, I would love to tell you in person, but I was afraid that the way I saw your eyes would make me unbearable, and I thought about it, and finally left this letter in this way. ”

Luo Miao's eyes widened instantly, and the hands holding the letter instantly clenched, and the white letter paper was suddenly crumpled by him.

Grandpa walk...... Let's go?

The impact of this line of text on Luo Miao was huge, and he was stunned for a long time before he reacted, shaking his lips and carefully opening the letter paper that was crumpled by him, from the beginning, Luo Miao stared at every word with a focused gaze, and slowly read it at an extremely slow speed.

But this passage did not change because of his seriousness, which shattered some of Luo Miao's illusions about it, and the pain in his leg came, and this cruel reality told him that this was not a dream!

Luo Miao's spirit instantly dissipated, the look in his eyes was so confused that he didn't know when he sat on the ground involuntarily, he kept this state for a long time, and the light in Luo Miao's eyes slowly recovered......

Extremely confused, incomprehensible, and even more confused unable to move.

Why is Grandpa leaving?What should I do?Grandpa, why don't you take me with you when you leave?Is it April Fool's Day?Is this a joke?Will Grandpa come back?Hurry up and tell me it's a prank on your part......

Luo Miao sat on the floor in a daze without half a movement, staring straight at the door with a dull gaze, he prayed that the door would suddenly open and walk into an old man who was not very burly but not very thin, stiffened his somewhat old dark face, and knocked a pipe that usually hurt on the top of his head and hit his forehead again.

From noon to dusk, the light slowly weakened; from dusk to evening, Luo Miao waited quietly; from evening to the whole night, the disappearance of the last ray of light also took away the last glimmer of light in Luo Miao's eyes, making his bright black pupils dim.

After staying quietly for a long time, Luo Miao bent his knees little by little, and finally buried his face in it......

At this moment, a feeling of loneliness arose, and there was a twitching pain in the beating heart.

Straightened up, leaning on the bookshelf behind him, Luo Miao, who had his eyes closed, raised his head, took a deep breath, bit his lip, and forced himself to open his eyes and face this reality again.

Holding the letter paper on his bent legs, Luo Miao's forehead suddenly went up, his eyes looked at the wooden floor with some avoidance, and after taking a deep breath again, Luo Miao pinched the white letter paper with both hands and looked at it again.

"Grandson, grandpa has to deal with some things, some things that are very important to grandpa, and grandpa can only deal with it alone. I'm really sorry, it's not that these things are more important than you, but these things have to be handled by Grandpa himself.

I still remember the day two years ago, when I rescued you from the beach with amnesia, and looked at your bright and innocent eyes at that time...... Hehe, it may be because you have completely lost your memory and my god adopted you and recognized you as my relative.

Two years was a short time for me before, but now I still feel very short, and I have enough time with you, so I am not satisfied.

Personally teaching you to know the world, this kind of little bit makes my heart feel full like never before, from scratch to cognition, whether it is the telling of knowledge, or other aspects, or all aspects of the place, when you sometimes look at me with admiration, when I ask you to do something you don't want to do, when I knock on the top of the head to the expression of baring teeth, and even sometimes unconvinced to talk to me.

All of this made me feel the joy of being a grandfather, and made me, a person who lost a loved one since childhood, feel the warmth of family affection again.

Relatives are the most important people in their own world, and when they were young, their mothers ...... That's what your great-grandmother used to tell me.

But after I experienced some things, when I grew up, I even forgot the warmth of family affection for a while, which made me not appreciate the temperature of that sentence.

Thank you, my grandson, for making me feel this heart-warming feeling once again that I can't help but smile.

Grandpa really wants to be by your side, accompany you into the big city you have never seen, and let you see the beauty of the city's neon lights.

But I'm sorry, grandpa's thoughts can only be turned into this cold line of words in the end.

When I wrote this letter, I was really conflicted, I couldn't bear to let you see this letter, I couldn't bear to just turn around and leave, but I didn't dare to tell you about it myself...... Forgive Grandpa's cowardice......

Grandson, I know that Grandpa's departure has had a great impact on you, because Grandpa has never told you, and you certainly didn't expect this kind of thing, right?

I know you must be very confused right now, not knowing what to do, what to do, what to do, what to do, what to do?

Grandson, grandpa is very cowardly and doesn't dare to let you realize this matter, so I arranged it in secret.

Your goal, your direction, please forgive grandpa for helping you decide.

Promise grandpa that when you read this letter, you should go to sleep first, you don't have to think about anything, you don't have to do anything, and you will talk about it tomorrow.

———— love your grandpa.

The second letter is in my room. ”