What are people most afraid of?

- Despair!

It's like Ichiro Eguchi now.

It can only be said that Eguchi Ichiro is too smart, coupled with the militaristic education and strict hierarchy, his way of thinking is a little stiff, which is what we call love to drill the horns. He has always been confident: although Sasaki's military rank is higher than him, he was his right-hand man at the beginning, so no matter where he goes, he should listen to him.

And Sasaki did the same, but he was pressed too tightly by Ichiro Eguchi, so he resisted under the desire to survive.

And Sasaki's resistance made Eguchi Ichiro feel desperate, and at the same time, he finally understood: the assault group is obviously trying to open a gap from Sasaki, and it will definitely not give itself a chance to get close to Sasaki, even if he wants to kill Sasaki and then commit suicide, he can't do it, so he just needs to end his life: first, he can be loyal to the emperor, and second, he hopes to use his death to remind Sasaki of the jade spirit that he should have as a soldier of the Japanese Empire.

Moreover, Eguchi Ichiro understands better: just now, because he was too impatient, when he was arguing with Sasaki, he was furious, and he didn't have time to think about it, and he didn't have the scruples of being present with Mu Youchun as in the past, so he said a lot. Now that I think about it carefully, I was in a hurry with Sasaki at that time, and almost the entire plan was put together, Mu Youchun definitely heard it clearly, and afterwards, he would inevitably report it to the assault group as soon as possible. In other words, even if you want to commit suicide, you have to hurry, otherwise, the assault group will definitely take measures to prevent yourself from committing suicide. When the time comes, he will really be disloyal to the emperor.

Fortunately, after separating himself from Sasaki, the commando sent someone to send him back to the room in the confinement courtyard...... This is Eguchi Ichiro's last chance, because he hid a homemade weapon here, not intended to escape, but to prepare for suicide, and has been hiding in this room - Eguchi Ichiro, like most little devils, believes that seppuku suicide is the highest honor of death, and now that he has this opportunity to get such an honor, he naturally does not want to hit his head against the wall and jump into these ways of death that he thinks are the next work.

In other words, not only did he kill himself immediately, but he had to commit suicide by seppuku, so that he felt that his way of committing suicide was perfect.

In desperation, Ichiro Eguchi first went to the window to look outside, and saw that as before, there was only one soldier standing outside the window. Perhaps seeing him walk to the window, the soldier retreated to the door so that Eguchi Ichiro felt that he was not being watched.

Immediately, Ichiro Eguchi took out a two-finger-wide iron piece of about thirteen centimeters from under the table in the corner, which was about the same as a dagger, and the handle was wrapped in a strip of cloth, and the blade was sharpened.

Ichiro Eguchi sat down at the table while singing "Sakura no Blossom" and took off his clothes.

Sensing the light refracted from the window, he looked up and glanced at the soldier outside, he didn't stop singing, but smiled at the soldier, very cheerfully, even a little strange. It's just that the soldier saw that his peeking was discovered by Eguchi Ichiro on the spot, and he shrank back a little embarrassed, so he didn't notice the strangeness in Eguchi Ichiro's eyes, let alone a resolute determination in Eguchi Ichiro's expression.

When the soldier left the window, Eguchi's singing did not stop, and even his entire movements seemed methodical and calm.

Use a dagger to cut two pieces of cloth from the white underwear, one wide and one narrow.

A small cut was made in the index finger of his right hand with a dagger, and blood dripped onto the much narrower strip of cloth, which soon formed an irregular red oval.

He tied a narrow strip of cloth to his head, and the red oval was tied right in front of his forehead.

Then, Ichiro Eguchi tied a wider strip of cloth to his stomach.

His singing voice became louder and louder, and although his eyes became more and more determined, his face became more and more sad.

Eventually, he grabbed the dagger in both hands and slammed it into his stomach. A look of pain immediately appeared on his face, but he still endured the pain and slashed the dagger inserted into his abdomen to the right......

"Ahh

The singing stopped, replaced by screams of great pain.

In the eyes of the little devil, seppuku suicide is a sacred ritual, which cannot be performed by one person, and requires several assistants: witnesses, beheaders, jointers...... There were even some solemn occasions when they committed suicide by seppuku, and some people sang next to them.

To be fair, it is really good that Ichiro Eguchi can do this under the existing conditions, but unfortunately, he is just an ideal little person, and he never thought that seppuku suicide would be so painful...... To be fair, seppuku does require courage, but the problem is that there is a tricky approach to suicide: when committing seppuku, there is usually a beheader on the side, in order to wait for the suicide to cut open the stomach and cut off the intestines or internal organs, before the huge pain has completely made the suicide show all kinds of humiliating things caused by the great pain, before insulting this ritual, the suicide's head will be cut off very quickly, so that people can seem to feel how fearless the suicide is, and he can die so peacefully。

However, Ichiro Eguchi was missing the beheader by his side and cut off his head before he could bear the great pain, so he was tragic and disgraced.

Everything he had done before, in accordance with the ritual, or the process of facing death with a light and indifferent righteousness, all vanished after he let out that great scream.

When the soldier at the door heard the screams, he was startled, and hurriedly rushed to the window to see the situation in the room: I saw Ichiro Eguchi holding his stomach with his left hand and holding the dagger with his right hand, rolling on the ground in pain, screaming and bleeding, and accompanied by Ichiro Eguchi's rolling on the ground, and the flow was everywhere.

The soldiers at the door turned pale with fright, and hurriedly opened the lock while calling other comrades to come and help.

When the three soldiers rushed in to take a look, it happened to be the time when Eguchi Ichiro was in the most pain, and all the tears and snot of the pain flowed out, but he still couldn't help but let out a miserable scream.

A soldier was about to pull out the dagger in a hurry, but was grabbed by an experienced veteran beside him: "You can't pull it out! ”

Then he took off his shirt and put it on Ichiro Eguchi's stomach, trying to stop the bleeding, but said to another soldier: "You hurry up to the regimental headquarters and report this to the commissar......"

Then he turned to the soldier who was about to draw the dagger and said, "What are you still doing, go and inform the medics to come and rescue him." ”

After Zhang Qingshan washed up, when he was waiting for Xiang Xueqin to bring him breakfast, he was really a little worried about Ichiro Eguchi, afraid that he would do something stupid, so he opened the door and wanted to talk to Ichiro Eguchi...... Although I can't understand Japanese, I just look at Ichiro Eguchi and don't let him do stupid things, and then when Ki Youchun arrives, I can be regarded as doing my best, right?

As soon as his hand touched the deadbolt, he heard Ichiro Eguchi's first scream.

Zhang Qingshan secretly said, "Not good!", hurriedly opened the door and rushed over, almost colliding with the two soldiers who rushed out.

At this time, Hu Yingze heard Zhou Baoyu's report, and happened to take Mu Youchun and a few people to the gate. And Xiang Xueqin also happened to carry a small basket to deliver food to Zhang Qingshan. They all heard Ichiro Eguchi's screams, and they all hurriedly ran over to check the situation.

Xiang Xueqin saw Zhang Qingshan and a soldier, one was using clothes to plug Ichiro Eguchi's blood, and the other was hurriedly stuffing Ichiro Eguchi's intestines back...... It's a mess anyway.

But Eguchi Ichiro really wanted to die, this knife cut not only deeply, but also the opening was also very large, like a baby fish, even the cut intestines flowed out, and the blood couldn't be blocked at all. The garment had long been stained with blood.

Xiang Xueqin is an old nurse, and when she saw this situation, her brows furrowed.

As soon as he put the small basket in his hand into the hands of the guards beside Hu Yingze, he walked over quickly.

At this time, Eguchi Ichiro probably lost too much blood and felt less pain, but instead of screaming loudly, he only occasionally snorted a few times to indicate that his vitality was still tenaciously alive, but his face was already gray and was turning gray and blue. It's just that there is still light in his eyes, which means that he is still alive, but everyone can tell from the dimmer and dull luster in his eyes that this guy can't survive, and now he can only do his best.

Xiang Xueqin glanced at his face, then rolled his eyelids with his hand, and after looking at it, he slightly removed the bloody clothes that were blocked on his stomach......

Just when she rolled Ichiro Eguchi's eyelids, Ichiro Eguchi seemed to be back to the light, and actually whispered a long sentence softly.

Mu Youchun immediately translated: "He begged you, either save him or kill him, it really hurts him." ”

Everyone's eyes immediately focused on Eguchi Ichiro's face, and they didn't expect that this guy who dared to commit suicide by cutting his stomach actually regretted it because of his pain at this time, so that everyone didn't know what to say: It does take courage to have the courage to commit suicide in this way, but you are so persevering to the end!

In the next second, everyone's eyes collectively turned to Xiang Xueqin: Although everyone knows that there is little hope of saving Ichiro Eguchi, as long as there is hope, he will not give up, after all, this guy is one of the little devils captured by the assault group for the first time, and his value is great, so it is not good to die.

After Xiang Xueqin examined Ichiro Eguchi, she stood up, shook her head at everyone, and said, "I lost too much blood and my intestines are broken, and even if I have surgery right now, I will definitely not be able to save it." ”

I don't know if he understood Xiang Xueqin's words, or if he couldn't hold on anymore, as soon as Xiang Xueqin's words fell, Eguchi Ichiro's head tilted, and the luster in his eyes quickly dissipated - dead.

Looking at Ichiro Eguchi's corpse, Zhang Qingshan stood up, pointed to the dagger on Ichiro Eguchi's stomach and asked, "Where did this thing come from?"

A few soldiers, you look at me, I look at you, they all bow their heads, and in the end, it was the old soldier who replied: "Commander, we don't know ...... either"

Under Zhang Qingshan's angry gaze, he didn't dare to continue.

"Lao Zhang, calm down, I believe in our fighters...... As for this thing, I'm afraid Sasaki will know something. Hu Yingze understands that the top priority now is definitely not to trace the origin of this homemade dagger, but to ......