In the writer's words at the end of the previous chapter, because the number of words is not allowed to exceed 500 words, there are still some words that have not been finished, so I will simply open a separate chapter to talk about it.

I've been writing for 9 years from 09 to now, and although I'm only writing on and off, this book is 500 for my best score, which has to be said to be a really shocking thing.

I've written nine books in nine years, but only three of them have made it to the shelves.

One is "The Infinite Reversal of Rebirth" written in 13 years, 1.2 million words, all of which are 400.

One is "Life Review Bureau" with 600,000 words, with an average of 230.

And then there is the current book "The Road to Programmer Cultivation", which is currently ordered to 526.

This result is undoubtedly very bad.

Authors who have only written a book for a year or two are called gifted authors.

And me?

For many nights, I kept questioning myself, do you really have a talent for writing?

There have been many times when I have seen how well others have written, and I feel discouraged because I feel that the gap between what I have written and what others have written is too big.

I used to be confused and discouraged, so when my first book "The Infinite Reversal of Rebirth" was written to 1.2 million words, I couldn't write it in the end, and I collapsed my mentality, and I could only be a eunuch in the end.

After that, I didn't dare to write for a whole year.

Finally, after a whole year of precipitation, I re-wrote "Life Retrospective Bureau".

Only then did I have the current "Programmer's Road to Cultivation".

Indeed, in the past nine years, the books I have written have been mediocre, and it can be said that they are very popular.

I really don't have much talent for writing books, and now there are a lot of flaws in this book, which most readers have mentioned before.

I have been humbly reflecting and summing up, trying to make myself better.

Although I really don't have any talent, but fortunately, I am a good summarist, so I can go from being completely ignorant of writing nine years ago to still a little bit of a level.

At least, I think that in the past nine years, my creative level has been improving, has been improving, so who knows that if I continue to persist and improve, I will not be able to catch up with those talented authors?

You have to do a good job, although persistence may not lead to success, but without persistence it will never succeed.

So, I have to persevere, and I can only persevere.

Because, I really love to create, and I want to make it my life's work to the end.

I'm 30 years old now, and to be honest, I have a good job, with a salary of 12,000 a month, although it's not much, but at least I can support myself and my family.

And my current monthly income is only 700 yuan...... By all accounts, my resignation is premature, or rather not a good choice, as everyone can see.

However...... I'm really running out of time.

I'm 30 years old, and as the saying goes, I stand at 30, but I still haven't achieved anything.

I don't want to go on like this and do something that is completely foreseeable in the future. My job is to make games, but what if I keep doing it? If I keep doing it, I can already imagine what I'll be like in five years.

I don't like to live the same life, and I want to give myself a chance at the end.

Nine years ago, I had this idea in mind, quit my newly found job in the first year after graduation and went home to write. After writing for a year, I couldn't even put it on the shelves, and I had no income at all, so I was swept out of my home and forced to go out to find a job.

At that time, I had no ability, no income, and I had to compromise in the face of my family's demands and reality.

Now, nine years later, my self-writing level is at least much stronger than nine years ago, and the ideas and ideas in my head have accumulated a lot, I have also precipitated a lot, gained a lot, and improved my experience a lot.

I think, nine years later, to fight again. Just like that year, at the age of 30, the last threshold that is no longer young, give yourself one last chance and fight.

Just half a year, give yourself half a year. If after half a year, mine is still not improving, and I will still have time to look for a job, after all, it is common to do my job and change jobs to find a job, and I am not afraid of not finding a job.

So, I want to at least give myself another chance to fight, and I don't want to regret it in the future.

The new book, which I have conceived and submitted to the editor for approval, is a new story based on the book's "procedural revision" and constructed on the stage of different eras.

You can understand it as the second part of the programmer Xiuzhen trilogy.

When the time comes, I will update the new book with the old book, and the book will be updated every day, and the new book will be updated at least twice a day.

I expect that the new book should be released at the end of May, and I will learn from the many problems of the current book and try to improve it!

Rabbit has come over for so many years, it is indeed not easy, I know that I still have a lot of shortcomings, so I hope that in the coming days, I will give more support and encouragement to the rabbit, and I also hope that you can give the rabbit more suggestions at the same time, spur me to continue to improve, thank you!