Chapter 107: Torture the Heart!(3rd Update)
Extinguishing the burning power of life and death, Chen Zijun closed his eyes and felt the changes in his body.
At this time, the spiritual will and killing intent that had just been fused together by internal and external forces were separated again, but the collision and entanglement between them became deeper.
Chen Zijun felt that his control over the killing intent in his body had become stronger, and as long as the killing intent broke out, he was sure that the fusion between the killing intent and the spiritual will would go further.
When he had just broken through to the bronze level, the killing intent and spiritual will were only one-tenth fused, and only one-tenth of the power of life and death was imprinted.
Now, after completing the small awakening, the degree of fusion of killing intent and spiritual will has reached three tenths, so his next step is to turn the imprint on the power of life and death into three tenths.
In this way, the spiritual will, killing intent, and life and death power in his body will complete the fusion of three-tenths, which is the Great Awakening of the Bronze level.
After going through these thoughts in his mind, Chen Zijun dug out the blood crystal of the blood tiger and let the system devour it, and then ordered the system to heal and restore the power of life and death.
After doing all this, he returned to his lodgings.
In the next half a month, Chen Zijun did not go out again, except for eating and sleeping, he consciously let the spiritual will and killing intent baptize the power of life and death in the house every day.
As his strength increased, he felt more and more that cultivation was not easy.
Ordinary martial artists, every time they burn the power of blood and qi, it takes a lot of time to recover from the injuries on their muscles and veins, and if there is no system, it is impossible for them to gain such strength in less than a year.
Moreover, now he has also found that it is no problem for the small awakening to be completed by fighting, but it must not be completed by fighting!
Every Great Awakening is a process for a martial artist to shape his own foundation, especially the Bronze-level Great Awakening is the most important, if this process is completed in an instant in a fight, then the foundation is by no means solid.
Despite the system, Chen Zijun decided that the bronze-level Great Awakening should be done step by step, and it must not be completed by fighting like before.
On this day, Chen Zijun was in the house according to the method recorded in the "Bronze Secret" to speed up the operation of the power of life and death, so as to make the power of life and death more powerful.
Suddenly, someone outside said, "Is Xue Yue in the house?" Lord Huangquan sent me to find you!"
Chen Zijun stood up and walked out of the wooden house. I saw a man in white standing at the door, "Okay, please lead the way!"
Half an hour later, Chen Zijun was led to the same wooden house. At this time, Huang Quan's voice came from inside, "Is it Xue Yue? Come in!"
The man in white made a gesture of invitation, then turned to leave.
Stepping into the wooden house, Chen Zijun saw Huang Quan, dressed in red, sitting on a chair with his eyes staring at him.
"Sit down, take off your skin mask, and I'll see what you really look like!"
Chen Zijun sat down opposite Huangquan as he said, and then took off the human skin mask and put it on the table.
"You're quite handsome, have you married a daughter-in-law?"
When Chen Zijun heard this, he was caught off guard, and his face involuntarily showed a look of surprise, and then he coughed dryly, "No!"
"What's the matter? I think I'm a dignified silver-level martial artist, and I shouldn't care about these ordinary miscellaneous things? If you really think so in your heart, I can only say that your realm is not enough!"
"Today, let's have a good chat, as for why I said that your realm is not enough, I will talk about it later, you first tell me about your experience and everything you know about the Huangquan Training Camp!"
Chen Zijun had already had a plan, except for the things that the system couldn't say, he could tell Huang Quan everything.
So, in the next half an hour, Chen Zijun told all his experiences, including the contradictions between him and the Chen family, including the fact that he lured the silver-level blood beasts to besiege Chenjiabao.
Chen Zijun said that the most important thing in such detail was that he wanted to get Huang Quan's guidance.
Compared with Huang Quan, who has lived for nearly two hundred years, his life experience and perception are still much worse, especially in cultivation, he believes that Huang Quan, who has left Haizhou, must have more insights over the years.
Huang Quan listened to Chen Zijun's narration quietly, and did not speak, even if Chen Zijun said that the training camp suffered heavy losses, and then was slaughtered, and only he escaped. His expression didn't change at all, as if he was listening to a story.
When Chen Zijun finished speaking, Huang Quan spoke, "You should be glad that you haven't been a killer for a long time, no matter how strong a killer is, he can't become a real powerhouse!"
Although Chen Zijun heard this, a certain thought appeared in his mind, but he still shook his head.
Huang Quan did not speak, but stretched out his right hand and pointed to his heart.
Chen Zijun said suspiciously, "You mean, heart?"
"Well, you're pretty smart, in general, the killer is too cautious and has too many things to think about, he has to think about where to assassinate, how to leave after a successful assassination, how to save his life after a failed assassination, etc."
"When those things are good, they are called thoughtful, and if they are not good, they are called looking ahead and looking backwards!"
"Things that are considered from the perspective of a killer and things that are considered from the perspective of a strong man are sometimes diametrically opposed! There is a saying that you have to keep in mind that sometimes you need to be cautious with a killer, but sometimes you also need to know that you can't do it!"
Chen Zijun listened to Huang Quan's explanation, and then kept reflecting on himself and torturing himself, did he want to be a killer hidden in the dark like a poisonous snake, or did he want to be a real strong man?
I only heard Huang Quan continue, "In the troubled times, everyone is for himself, there is nothing wrong with what you have done, because I am a staunch egoist like you, and the life and death of others have nothing to do with me!"
"Moreover, I faintly heard a kind of freedom from your words, but your freedom is very hidden, maybe because of your weakness, maybe because you are unconscious. ”
"I can only tell you that if you want to be truly strong, you must understand what you really want, and you must really fit your heart's true thoughts!"
Chen Zijun was also shocked when he heard Huang Quan's words, because he did have a contradictory mentality in his heart, he thought it was nothing before, but listening to Huang Quan's preface and afterwords, he also understood the importance of it!
In Chen Zijun's heart, the transcendent and free and easy meaning and the cautious calculation coexist.
He vaguely felt that this was related to the coexistence of the power of life and death in his body, and it was also related to the fusion of his original soul and that Chen Zijun's soul.
The difference in mentality also leads to different directions for his future development, the transcendent and free and easy meaning corresponds to becoming a real strong man, and the cautious calculating heart corresponds to becoming a killer in the dark!
hasn't asked about anything else, just these few sentences of explanation that go straight to the heart make Chen Zijun very grateful to Huang Quan.