After a hundred days, "Journey to Fanchuan" has gone through these seemingly prosperous, but actually lonely days. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

I once said that being able to bring a character in a novel to life is the greatest consolation for me, but ......

Maybe, it's just that on the way to code words, I'm still walking blindly, for fear that if I'm not careful, I will fall, and it will hurt a lot.

If you don't talk about that, the more you talk about it, the more you become numb.

Today I accidentally clicked on the music player, and the player randomly selected "Green Sleeves", a song by Richard Clayderman, I don't know why, the days of drinking beer, smoking cigarettes, and fooling around all night have come to mind.

And the funny thing is that I even laughed at my old rotten life, but while I laughed, I was constantly smoking rings in my hands.

Maybe it was many years ago, but the memory is like yesterday, as if time just passed by me, flying with the wind to a distant place.

Hehe.

Maybe only this wry smile can perfectly describe my mood at this time, it doesn't hurt or itch.

"Green Sleeves" is still playing, and the original three-minute song can be played quickly, but why do I feel like it's been a long time, so I clicked on the music player beating icon again, and after seeing it clearly, it dawned on me that the original song has been looping in a single track.

Well, I turned out to be a person who was unrequited in love, and before I knew it, I had learned the skills of nostalgia and reminiscence.

"Forget it, if you feel too much, you will be stranded in people's pace, think about it, depression will make people sick. ”

I've said this to myself many times, but why did tears overflow my eyes disobediently after I figured it out.....

Tobacco.