He said he wanted to protect her.

For so many years, Jiang Zhi still stubbornly remembered this sentence.

The promises made when I was young are enough to be remembered for a lifetime.

Jiang Zhi helped him block the whip at that time, he didn't dare to cry in pain, tears flowed quietly all over her face, she was still a little squeamish at that age, she gritted her teeth and didn't cry, she only dared to sniff secretly.

He was blindfolded and his hearing was sharper.

Leaning half-dead against the darkness in the corner, his face was very pale, he asked her, "Are you crying?"

She wiped away her tears and hurriedly denied, "No." ”

The young man laughed: "I heard it." ”

She's a little embarrassed, oh oh, she doesn't squeak.

After a while, the voice of the boy sounded again in the silent night.

"I'll protect you when I'm out. ”

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His breath floated in the dim light, and his low voice seemed to disturb a pool of spring.

She replied to him a little childishly: "I'm afraid that you will lie to me, we will pull the hook, and it is the puppy who deceives people." ”

He smiled, his voice hoarse: "Okay." ”

*

Jiang Zhi sometimes felt that she shouldn't live in the past, everyone was moving forward, only she kept looking back.

But she couldn't control herself.

She only had him for a short time, the hurried love of his youth.

Jiang Zhi was still buried in his neck, wet and cool tears fell silently, she cried so much that she was raining, but there was no sound at all.

The long hair behind the girl's back splashed like ink, and her face was even more delicate, she spoke with a little crying, and her moist eyes looked extremely aggrieved: "Why don't you talk nonsense? Why lie to me?"

A hint of anger flashed in Shen Luyan's eyes, he didn't like to be treated like someone else by her.

He didn't expect that he, the secretary, had a lot of people hiding in his heart.

One after another, constantly people.

Shen Luyan raised her face, slightly weak, and her pitiful eyes were like abandoned kittens, which made people angry, he held her chin and stared at her slightly moist black eyes, "You can see who I am." ”

Jiang Zhi's eyes were a little sloppy, groggy, and soft and deceitful, tears fell one by one, and the beautiful and beautiful face made this innocent and flattering posture quite pitiful, she held his hand like grasping a life-saving straw, the memory in her mind was already confused, and the face in front of her was blurred.

For a while, it was the unbridled teenager.

After a while, it was Mr. Shen, who was talking to her about conditions and unkind to her.

"I've been waiting for you for a long time, why didn't you come to me? You said you wouldn't lie to me. Jiang Zhi began to speak incoherently, she didn't know what she was talking about, a few bottles of red wine were enough to make people delirious, and her tears couldn't stop.

Shen Luyan patiently wiped her over and over again, his fingertips stopped on her red and damp cheeks, and looked at her face quietly.

Jiang Zhi gradually stopped crying, she hadn't been seen so well by him for a long time.

She almost thought she had gone back to a long time ago, and he gently stroked her face with his hand, because he couldn't see anything, and deliberately joked with her, saying that she must not be good-looking.

She thinks she is beautiful, and since she was a child, many people have praised her for being good-looking.

She looked him in the eye and asked, "Are you happy?"

The man did not answer her.

She said to herself, "I'm not having a good time at all. ”

She sniffed, "They all bullied me, they didn't like me." ”

Shen Luyan knew that she was looking at others from herself, and it was not pleasant to be used as a stand-in, so he raised his hand and calmly helped her comb the scattered hair on her sideburns, "You are disobedient again." ”

He didn't like that.

Watching her fall in love with other men.

Cut out the softest part of yourself for others to see.

Shen Luyan hugged her waist, afraid that someone would fall from her lap, her arm firmly encircled her waist, and she bit her lip with revenge, tasting the sweet smell of blood as she wished, and pretending to sigh: "Why don't you always have a long memory." ”

Always do things that upset him.

Jiang Zhi was wearing his blazer, although there was also air conditioning in the car, she still felt a little cold, she clutched his sleeve tightly, "Can you take me away?"

Shen Luyan was not shocked on the surface, he broke her thumbs one by one, his eyes were slightly cold, and he stared at her eyes, "Jiang Zhi, I'm Shen Luyan." ”

Not the person she was going to talk to.

He had never seen her get drunk so hard before, and he didn't expect her to be like this when she drank too much.

Jiang Zhi nodded, "Well, I know." ”

She lowered her face and chanted: "I know you are Shen Luyan." ”

His surname is Shen.

Seventeen years old.

The chaotic memories were pulled back to that chaotic summer.

Jiang Zhi's sloppy eyes gradually became a little brighter, and the wind blowing in from the glass car window probably eased her consciousness a little, and she said, "I seem to be living my life worse and worse." ”

She thought of everything she had lost.

Family, friends, love, and dignity.

Others always get better and better.

There is no hope in sight.

At the end of the day is a dark winter.

The car has been parked in the underground garage of the hotel.

Shen Luyan asked the driver to leave, and he looked at the woman curled up in the car who was not yet awake, mottled with tears, miserable and pitiful.

Jiang Zhi is still treating him as an object to talk to, and he is willing to listen to her well.

"My dad doesn't want us anymore. ”

"My grandparents are gone. ”

"Mom is still in the hospital. ”

She hugged herself tighter and tighter, and her voice became lower and lower, "I only have my mother left." ”

Shen Luyan didn't say anything, he thought that everyone had things that made him feel miserable. He shouldn't have had any mood swings about her, but the pain in his heart made him unable to ignore it with peace of mind.

Maybe he just doesn't like to hear these meaningless negative emotions.

I don't like to be treated like someone else.

Jiang Zhi grabbed his fingers hard, and she seemed to suddenly remember something very important, "I still have a child." ”

Shen Luyan's face sank.

Jiang Zhi put his hand on his stomach, "I want to give birth, but he doesn't want to." ”

She endured the astringency in her throat, looked at him with watery eyes without blinking, and cried without self-esteem, while choking and saying, "He is not like you, he doesn't like me, and the doctor said that I may never have children again." ”

Her emotions had been suppressed for too long, too long.

The emotional threshold of a person has reached its limit.

She has never said these words to others.

If it weren't for the excessive amount of alcohol, Shen Luyan wouldn't have heard this tonight.

Shen Luyan felt that he had been robbed of a large amount of breath, and his chest became more and more suffocated, and the sharp and long stabbing pain pierced into the softest part of his heart one after another.

He thought, a little indifferently, why he felt guilty.

He was paid enough.

He doesn't need heartache.