"Fortunately, when I traveled to this other world, some of the experimental equipment in the laboratory also traveled with me to this other world. Using these tools, I also conducted a series of analyses on the Yuanshi. ”

Can you even travel through items?" Al was completely shocked, "Then why is he a soul crossing?", he thought in confusion, "What is the difference between me and Zhang Xi when crossing to cause such a difference?" ”

He continued to look down, "In the process of integrating into this other world, I found that the level of human society in this world is still quite backward, even equivalent to the slave society of human beings on earth. The rulers and mages hold the power of life and death over ordinary people, maintaining a tyrannical and cruel rule. I have seen many shocking human tragedies along the way, and I have even discovered that mages use living people to conduct human experiments, what is the difference between this and the beasts and Japanese troops during the war of aggression against China? ”

"However, how can I, who am unarmed and not understand military affairs, achieve this goal? I immediately thought of magic and Yuan Shi, but it is difficult to compete with those mages by magic alone, after all, they have been immersed in this path for a long time, and I cannot surpass them in a short time, and I naturally cannot compete with so many mages alone. Naturally, I thought of the firearms on Earth, and if there were such powerful weapons that ordinary people could use, it would be possible to overthrow the rule of mages. ”

"However, it is a pity that the industrial level of this world is extremely low, and I am afraid that after a few attempts, it is completely impossible to make guns on a large scale. Then I remembered Yuanshi, this amazing mineral. After years of research, I finally made a powerful weapon made of Yuanshi as a raw material. And this weapon can be used even by ordinary people, and it is with this weapon that I succeeded in overthrowing the royal power of Shikoku and the rule of mages, and established the kingdom of St. Teresa. ”

"St. Teresa, in the ancient language of this world, means happiness and beauty. I hope that the establishment of this unified country will bring happiness and a better life to the people of this world. ”

"What I didn't expect, however, was that the weapon I developed became the beginning of all nightmares. ”

"In the process of developing this weapon, I had to work with several mages because of the magic knowledge I had to use. They were all like-minded friends of mine, and they had formed a strong friendship over a long period of fighting, and I never imagined that one day one of them would betray me. ”

"As soon as I developed this weapon, I realized that it was so powerful that it was similar to a nuclear weapon on Earth. If this weapon is allowed to spread, it will bring irreparable disaster to the world. I immediately ordered that the further development of this weapon be banned, and that the remaining weapons should be completely destroyed to ensure that they do not circulate among the people. ”

"However, there are two mages who disagree with my concept, they are completely attracted by the charm of the Yuanshi, and they are wholeheartedly willing to solve the mysteries of the elements by studying the Yuanshi. So they stole my research and started their own research in the Silvermoon Forest. ”

"This is how the tragedy was born, most of the Silver Moon Forest was destroyed, the elves suffered heavy casualties, and some of the elves were irreparably changed after being infected by an unknown one. ”

"It turns out that this is the truth of the explosion in the Silver Moon Forest!", Al even held his breath, he didn't expect the truth of history to be like this, not the ghosts of the black mages recorded in the history books, but the tragedy caused by the betrayal of the comrades of the Hero King.

"The nascent kingdom of St. Teresa has fallen into a catastrophe, and in the face of the menacing elves who are bent on revenge, the kingdom that is in ruins is simply powerless to resist, but fortunately, after a series of efforts, I finally reached a contract with the elves and dispelled their idea of exterminating the human race. ”

"I have asked myself in my heart more than once: Is it my fault? Is it because I have distorted the development of this world's history by using technology that should not exist in the world, so that I can cause such a tragedy?"

"Remorse gnaws at my soul all the time, tormenting me to the point of madness. No, I thought I had gone crazy during that time, and I went crazy and ordered the hunt down of the remnants of the Dark Mage, burning everything I could get my hands on magical research. ”

"However, I still failed, and many black magicians, with the help of some powerful people in the kingdom, escaped from my pursuit and hid in the mountains of 100,000, just as the anti-Semitic United States, Europe, and the Holy See on Earth helped the Nazis flee to America. And although I knew that this was happening, I watched them slip away, and there was nothing I could do. ”

"When I first started this kingdom, I wanted to build a democratic, ordinary people-owned country. Then I found out that this is a completely impossible dream, and I think about it, how can human beings suddenly leap into a democratic society when they are still in a slave society?"

"Everybody is saying: We need a king, this country needs a king. ”

"So, I became the king of heroes. It was almost a crown, a royal robe, and a move to the throne. ”

"Even the title of the Hero King is not up to me. ”

"The country needs a hero and a king, so I, an ordinary scientific researcher, became the king of a country in this way, and was worshiped and enshrined on the throne. ”

"However, when I found out that I was sitting in that position, I realized that I was like a mascot, as if I was high up and yet very small. ”

"Isn't it ridiculous that a king like me can't even capture a dark mage?"

"As a king, I originally hoped that ordinary people in the kingdom could live happily ever after. However, after the establishment of the kingdom, they are still oppressed by the powerful, and the class contradictions are still antagonistic, and I am helpless, isn't it ridiculous?"

"Isn't it ridiculous that I'm trying so hard to change the world, but I can't change anything, nothing can be changed?"

"I'm just an ordinary person, not the kind of great man who was born according to the fate of the times. ”

"I tried, but I failed, and that's my ridiculous life. ”