Chapter 53: It's Okay
Gu Ming picked up the cup, and when the figure passed by him, he put it to his lips and sipped it to cover his face.
She passed him.
Gu Ming put down the cup and shook his head with a wry smile, stood up and prepared to leave.
Turning around, the figure looked at him blankly behind Gu Ming, and the two looked at each other, silent. Tears can be seen in the other person's eyes.
"Long time no see. ”
Gu Ming smiled slightly.
"Can we talk?" she asked.
Gu Ming sat back in his original position and pointed to the opposite position: "Sit down." ”
After she sat down, she didn't speak, as if she was struggling, and the two looked at each other quietly, and the atmosphere was a little awkward.
"I'm sorry. ”
Finally, it was she who broke the awkward atmosphere.
"Why do you apologize?" Gu Ming asked, leaning back in his chair with his hands folded.
"I hurt you back then. ”
Gu Ming looked at her and showed a free and easy smile: "I'm not so fragile, not to mention that it doesn't hurt, isn't love like this." ”
Listening to Gu Ming's words, she showed a wry smile: "Recently, how are you doing?"
Gu Ming looked at her quietly and didn't answer, this question doesn't make any sense, whether it's good or not, it's also your own business, what's good, what's not good?
Gu Ming took out a cigarette, lit it quietly, and took a big puff.
Smoking is not prohibited here.
"You haven't quit yet. ”
"I never thought about quitting smoking, and I never thought about changing myself for anyone. ”
She smiled wryly and asked, "Can I ask you a question?"
"I've loved, I've been disappointed. Gu Ming replied with a smile.
He added: "However, if you learn to swallow all the disappointments, you will go further." I can't hold the wind that I'm leaving, and I can't hold the whole sky. ”
"I really feel sorry for you all these years. ”
"It doesn't matter. ”
"It's okay with me, it's me who hurt you. She looked a little excited.
Gu Ming took out his cigarette, shook his head and said with a smile: "What I said is okay is not forgiveness, nor is it politeness, no matter how sad I am from then on, it has nothing to do with you." ”
She choked, didn't speak again, and looked at Gu Ming quietly, tears streaming down her cheeks.
"I'm really glad I met you in my life, but it would be better if I didn't. Gu Ming just looked at her and said.
Perhaps, this looks unforgiving.
But I'm sorry, although it's a pity, but, I already have another girl, she loves me, I love her.
Gu Ming said silently in his heart.
"Xiao Yi, why did you come here, I've been looking for you for a long time. ”
Just as the two fell silent, another voice broke the silence, and Gu Ming raised his head to look at a man who came to her.
He also looked at Gu Ming, but there was a hint of mockery in his eyes, although he didn't show it too obviously, he was still discovered by Gu Ming.
"Hello, my name is Mu Qingyun, and I am Xiao Yi's boyfriend-to-be. The man held out his right hand.
Gu Ming glanced at him, and then looked at the woman opposite, there was a trace of disgust in her eyes, not to Gu Ming, but to the man.
Gu Ming didn't shake hands with him, although it was very rude, it was really unnecessary.
Mu Qingyun withdrew his hand in embarrassment, pointed to a chair next to him and asked, "Can I sit like this?"
"Yes. Gu Ming smiled.
"I don't know what brother is called?" Mu Qingyun looked at Gu Ming and smiled.
"Gu Ming. ”
"Brother Gu Ming, are you an old classmate with my Xiaoyi?"
"Sort of. Gu Ming frowned, a little disgusted with this Mu Qingyun, as soon as he came up, he asked East and West, and what did the posture of a superior person mean?
Mu Qingyun asked a lot more, as if he was testing Gu Ming's something, but there was always a pride in his eyes, as if he was demonstrating to Gu Ming, telling Gu Ming: She is mine, you don't have a chance.
Gu Ming felt a little bored, stood up and said, "I still have to leave beforehand, so I won't disturb the two of you." ”
After speaking, Gu Ming turned around and was about to leave, but his shoulder was grabbed by Mu Qingyun, Gu Ming stopped and looked at Mu Qingyun with a disdainful face.
This person really owes a beating.
Gu Ming was a little annoyed.
"What can be so urgent, why don't you stay and have a meal together, I'm in for a treat." Mu Qingyun smiled, looking very generous.
Gu Ming shook his head, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, and his right hand clenched his fist and hit Mu Qingyun's face hard, Mu Qingyun didn't react at all, he staggered back to the chair, covered his face and looked at Gu Ming angrily.
And Xiao Yi, who was sitting on the side, stood up, grabbed Gu Ming's hand and said, "Don't fight." ”
Gu Ming pushed her hand away, then pointed at Mu Qingyun and said, "I don't care who you are, and I don't care what your relationship with her is, in short, it has nothing to do with me." ”
"Also, my girlfriend is waiting for me to eat, so I don't have time to eat with the two of you, I'm sorry. ”
Gu Ming smiled slightly, this was for Mu Qingyun and Xiao Yi.
After finishing speaking, Gu Ming turned around and left the café, but he just happened to meet Zhang Fan who was walking towards him.
Zhang Fan was stunned for a moment when he saw Gu Ming, and then smiled: "Where are you going?"
"I don't know, I feel a little stuffy inside, and I'm going to change places. Gu Ming said with a smile.
"Let's go, let's go together. ”
Zhang Fan put his hand on Gu Ming's shoulder as he spoke, and the two stopped a taxi and left together.
found another quiet café, Gu Ming and Zhang Fan chatted.
"How's it going, haven't you found a job yet?"
"No, it's so easy to find, I don't want to rely on my dad, but because of this, I realized that I used to rely too much on my parents, and now I understand that the road of life is really difficult to walk. ”
Zhang Fan smiled bitterly and shook his head.
"Life is like a dumpling, whether you are thrown into the water and dragged into the water or jump into the water by yourself, if you don't wade into troubled waters once in your life, you are not mature.
The years are the skin, the energy is the filling, the sweet and sour is the taste, and it has to be pinched fiercely, boiled in boiling water, scalded and bitten. Gu Ming said.
"yes. Zhang Fan smiled bitterly and nodded.
The atmosphere fell silent, and the two drank coffee.
After a long time, Gu Ming spoke:
"Fan, there's something I want you to help me with..."
Zhang Fan raised his head, looked at Gu Ming with hesitation on his face, and said without thinking about it: "If you say something, I will definitely help." ”
"My family sold their house to pay for my college, and I thought... I borrowed 100,000 yuan from you to redeem the house first, and I couldn't bear to watch my parents live in a tiled house. ”
"Why do you want to sell your house? Isn't it a student loan?" Zhang Fan was a little puzzled.
Gu Ming shook his head: "It's so easy, the borrowed money always has to be repaid, not to mention that the money can only be paid for tuition or something, but what about living expenses and daily expenses, you can't borrow it all the time, right?"
"You also know the situation of my family, my father is alone in the family to earn money to earn a living, a salary of 1,000 yuan a month, three years of high school has already spent a lot of savings, there is no extra money for me to go to college, so I have no choice but to sell the house.
They are also reluctant to let me borrow, in my father's words, although the borrowed money solves the urgent need, but I still have to pay it back in the future, I have to support my family in the future, I want to start a family, if I use the income to pay off the debt, what will I use to support a large family?"