Yan Hui sighed, he has devoted his mind to a person for half of his life, his words and deeds are too familiar to him, what Nian Jinshu thinks, his heart is like a mirror.

"Nian Jinshu, don't you ......" Before he finished his cruel words, Nian Jinshu suddenly turned around, hugged his waist, and buried his side face in his waist and abdomen.

Wild goose back, "......"

She wrapped her hands around his waist and pressed it against his waist in a gesture of affection, and above that was the sound of his uncontrollable heartbeat, she had not been to the city for ten years.

There are also ten years, and I have never taken the initiative to hug him.

It's too late to avoid snakes and scorpions, how can they get close!

Yan Hui's fingers trembled slightly, wanting to stroke her bun, but he was timid, his inner struggle was already a sea of water, overwhelming, the person he cherished the most was in front of him, but he didn't dare to stretch out his hand.

Lies are difficult to fulfill, how to tell the truth?

Nian Jinshu's heart was calm, holding him and feeling the familiar peace and love of his childhood, he said sorry over and over again in his heart, but he never said it.

They have been killing each other for so many years, and it is difficult to say sorry and cover it up.

"Jin Shu, in the ice wall back then, what Young Master Feng said was the truth, and there was no deception, I had the heart to save you at that time, but I was too young. Yan Hui didn't want her to dwell on the past, feeling guilty and burdened with sins, "I was too young at the time to be no match for the Soul Eater, so I was powerless. ”

He chuckled and stroked her hair gently, "Don't be moved by yourself, or I'll laugh at you." ”

Nian Jinshu gently pushed him away, his eyes calm, "Then why do you hate me so much when you get out of the ice wall?"

"Why?" Yan Hui walked to the table and poured a cup of tea, the tea was cold, but he didn't mind at all, a mouthful of it fell into his throat, the cold tea was bitter, like his mood.

"My father died, my cultivation was gone, I was in a bad mood during that time, and you ...... It's annoying. Yan replied, "You are always smiling in front of my eyes, and I think it is very much of an eyesore." There was also an imbalance in my heart, why not you, why me? I was jealous, remorseful, and I couldn't see a single laugh. At that time, I was in despair, but you and Xue Lan were flying kites in my yard, laughing so dazzlingly, and asking Xue Lan to inscribe the kite for you, I was very unhappy. ”

"I just want to make you happy. Nian Jinshu had red eyes again, her voice was small, and she was aggrieved, she was only five years old that year, and she knew that Yan Hui was disheartened.

He shut himself up in the courtyard for ten days, paying no attention to anyone, not eating, Mrs. Yan was seriously ill, and she was in chaos all night, she sang and coaxed him outside his door, and he told her to get out.

She bought him what he liked, and he threw it away.

She tried everything she could to make him happy, but he became more and more silent and decadent.

She remembered the kite.

Once Yan Hui accompanied her to fly a kite, he smiled very happily and liked the kite very much, so she bought a kite and asked Xue Lan to fly it with her, and the kite also wrote Brother Yan Hui, I will always accompany you.

Who knew that the geese were furious, and the kite was torn to pieces. The eldest brother always thinks her words are ugly, and in order to write this sentence, she also practiced her words for several days and practiced a beautiful thin gold body.

Nian Jinshu was extremely aggrieved, and his voice was almost choked in his throat, "I wrote it." ”

Yan Hui's eyes darkened, and he forcibly endured his distress, "It's not important." ”

It's been ten years, and it doesn't matter anymore.

Nian Jinshu wiped away his tears, "Just because of this, you hate me?"

Yan Hui hummed vaguely, and Nian Jinshu smiled, "I'm sorry, I didn't care about your mood back then, Xue Lan and I didn't mean to laugh in front of you." ”

She laughed at herself, "If I had known that you would hate me for this, I would have cried with you outside the door from dawn to dark." ”

Wild goose back, "......"

The more you talk about the past, the easier it is to reveal it, and Yan Hui said, "I don't like to go back in time." ”

"I don't like it either. Nian Jinshu's voice is still a little choked, if it weren't for growing up too bitter, who likes to reminisce about the past.

Yan replied, "That's good, don't think too much, we've been tired of each other for many years, so be it." ”