The gradual regaining consciousness from the unconscious is a quick process.

In the haze, Zhang Qingshan heard a familiar voice whispering something beside him.

The voice is very soft and familiar, Zhang Qingshan can conclude that the owner of this voice is definitely very familiar to him, but he is so close to the 'door' that he can't remember who it is.

Zhang Qingshan was very anxious, and it was this anxiety that accelerated his sobriety.

Finally open your eyes!

Finally saw a 'female' and 'sex' sitting beside him, but it was a little unclear, Zhang Qingshan couldn't wait to blink his eyes, looked at it again, and immediately 'excited' tears welled up, and his tone was a little vibrato: "Xueqin! Xueqin! is it really you? you...... You ......"

Xiang Xueqin's voice trembled, and she turned around, originally wanting to pounce on Zhang Qingshan, but when she met Zhang Qingshan's eyes at the first glance, she paused abruptly, but kept her body slightly tilted forward. Immediately after, tears began to gather in her eyes, and Cherry's little mouth opened slightly, wanting to say something but stopped stubbornly, but it was still open. In the end, she covered her mouth with her left hand, but put her right hand on Zhang Qingshan's mouth to stop him from talking. The tears couldn't stop flowing down, but the eyes flashed with a 'excited' and happy light, just like a wangfu stone, looking at Zhang Qingshan in a daze. There is a wonderful point that 'silence is better than sound at this time'.

Ragged and unkempt, these eight words are to describe the appearance of Xiang Xueqin in front of her, Zhang Qingshan saw it in his eyes, but his heart was for a while: Xiang Xueqin has always loved cleanliness and can come to meet the troops regardless of the fatigue of the journey, which in itself shows that she is waiting for herself with the last hope. Therefore, in a hurry, she didn't care about dressing up at all, everything was focused on finding herself, or rather, because she was worried about herself, she didn't even have the heart to dress up. But either way, it shows her affection for herself...... Unkempt and ragged, what does it matter? As long as two people's hearts care about each other and send affection to each other, everything is enough.

I don't know if it's a long-term love caused by not seeing each other for a long time, or if it's beautiful in itself, don't look at Xueqin's current appearance, you almost can't tell that she is a 'woman' at all, but in Zhang Qingshan's eyes, she is so beautiful and so haunting.

Of course, all of this is just Zhang Qingshan's 'promising' comic feelings.

The real situation is: Since Zhang Qingshan fell behind and Xiang Xueqin received the news, he has been extremely worried, and he has been hiding in the corner alone countless times and crying silently. Therefore, after meeting with the large army that came to meet her, after the end of the Long March, when she heard that she was going to organize people to expand to both sides so that she could meet those comrades who might go wrong because of falling behind, she resolutely signed up for it, regardless of her own exhaustion.

Medical staff, especially experienced medical staff such as Xiang Xueqin, are in short supply whenever and wherever they are. Therefore, her superiors welcomed her registration, but she was a 'girl' and it was a little inconvenient. In the euphemistic words of the superiors, it is "to go a hundred miles, not only to penetrate the enemy's obstructions, but also to march quickly, and any accidents may occur on the way." Look at one of your girls' family, in case something happens......"

Xiang Xueqin is a veteran soldier, in order to see her lover as soon as possible, with the last glimmer of hope, she didn't even think about it, in front of the other party, she directly tore her clothes with her hands and washed her face with ashes, so that she got the consent of her superiors, which is what Zhang Qingshan sees now...... After all, the enemy was strong and fierce at that time, and there was no such thing as 'preferential treatment of prisoners', and if they were captured, the fate of the girl's family would definitely be much worse than that of the man.

The initial 'agitation' and ecstasy, in the slow grinding of the grinding stone like time, gradually faded, reason began to rise, Xiang Xueqin finally slowly removed the right hand placed on Zhang Qingshan's mouth, but was grabbed by Zhang Qingshan and placed beside him. Xiang Xueqin's face was red, and in shyness, her right hand symbolized 'sex' and struggled slightly, seeing that Zhang Qingshan was holding it very tightly, and she didn't have the slightest intention of letting go, so she let it be natural.

"Why are you dressed like that? I didn't even recognize it at first sight. ”

Zhang Qingshan, who had nothing to say, resisted the urge to pull Xiang Xueqin into his arms, gently 'kneaded' the little hands in his palms, and asked with a smile.

Xiang Xueqin is worthy of the name of 'Little Pepper', after the initial shyness, her 'complexion' quickly returned to normal, as if she didn't mind being pulled by Zhang Qingshan in public at all, 'kneading' and pinching, and replied softly: "Dressing like this is more like a man, which is convenient for marching and fighting...... By the way, I will look for you. ”

Zhang Qingshan nodded very understandingly about her explanation, but when he heard her last sentence that was better than all love words, Zhang Qingshan was slightly stunned, and then laughed.

This smile immediately made Xiang Xueqin feel very shy, and she tried her best to 'pull' out her right hand, but as a result, Zhang Qingshan grabbed it tighter. Helpless, Xiang Xueqin had no choice but to scold: "Dead ghost, let go, so many comrades are watching." ”

There was no distraction just now, only Xiang Xueqin, and now listening to her reminder, Zhang Qingshan hurriedly looked around, and sure enough, there were many people around, some were moving around, some were sleeping, and some were roasting the fire, obviously, this is a camp.

After spending more than a month in the water meadow, Zhang Qingshan developed the habit of looking at the farthest place when looking at things. As a result, when he looked at it, he found that there was a black rumbling in the distance, as if it was different from the scene of blue and black 'alternating' on the horizon in the far away places of the water meadow.

Suddenly asked suspiciously, "Xueqin, where are we?"

"We're resting now at a makeshift stopover on our way back. ”

Zhang Qingshan was shocked, sat up and looked at it, feeling that this was not a water meadow, but seemed to be on a mountain, so he couldn't help but open his mouth and ask, "This seems to be on the mountain...... So we're out of the water meadows?"

"It's been out a long time ago. Where we are now is dozens of miles away from where we first met. ”

"How long did I sleep?"

Xiang Xueqin looked at the sky and said, "It's been almost a day and a night." ”

"Comrades who came with me?"

"Don't worry, they're all on the periphery, and you're all protected from injuries. After speaking, seeing that Zhang Qingshan was anxious to get up, Xiang Xueqin hurriedly held him down and chuckled: "You don't have to worry, I know what you have to say, let me tell you, I have seen it myself, and there is no one less." ”

As soon as he heard this, Zhang Qingshan looked at Xiang Xueqin with a smile on his face, and then slowly sat down.

But Xiang Xueqin didn't know what to think, lifted the kettle at hand, opened the lid, handed it to Zhang Qingshan with a slight smug light, and said with a smile: "After learning about your situation, Commander Zhang even said that you and your comrades have created a great miracle, and he will personally ask for credit for you." ”

Zhang Qingshan, who was about to drink water, heard this, pondered for a while, and really couldn't think of what miracle he had created, so he couldn't help but put down the kettle handed to his mouth and asked, "Xueqin, why don't I know that my comrades and I have created a miracle?"

"Whether it is the Central Red Army at the beginning or the main force now, including the lone personnel who have fallen behind, only you, one hundred and sixty-eight people, are the only team that has not lost its strength, which is absolutely a miracle. ”

In just one sentence, it contains so many tears and pain, which makes people's hearts twist.

Zhang Qingshan immediately looked up at Xiang Xueqin, and then, his eyes gradually became sad, his head turned mechanically to the direction of the water meadow, and tears began to appear in his eyes.

Xiang Xueqin also cried, but patted Zhang Qingshan's back while crying, and persuaded him intermittently...... From a medical point of view, if a person has been aggrieved for too long, it is very bad for the body, and there must be venting.

Whether it was the comrades who passed by or the comrades who heard the crying and came over, they did not care about this without the slightest surprise or contempt, but on the contrary, they all 'revealed' sad looks, because they also came over like this, and they also felt the same way for the meaning of Zhang Qingshan's performance.

All the way to hardship, all the way to starvation, all the way to eat and sleep, all the way to the bloody fight, all the way to self-dedication, all the way to sacrifice the small self to achieve the big self...... All of this can never be expressed in words, and only those who have experienced it can appreciate the bitterness and bitterness of it.

If God asked Zhang Qingshan to choose again, he would rather not have such a miracle than let those comrades who sacrificed come back to life.

But reality is reality, and now Zhang Qingshan feels that he is very powerless, especially when he thinks of those seriously injured comrades, in order not to drag others down and 'commit suicide', he has to choose to secretly run away and commit suicide in the dead of night when no one is paying attention...... How many comrades tried their best to starve in order to make their comrades-in-arms eat more, and finally they were exhausted alive and fell on the water and grass forever...... How many outstanding sons and daughters, in order to break through the enemy's encirclement, pursuit, and interception, braved the enemy's artillery fire to advance, and died without regret...... The former division leader, the old squad leader, and how many brothers and comrades-in-arms, all their appearances, little by little jokes, appeared in their minds like movies, and gradually dimmed...... In this regard, Zhang Qingshan felt that he was still alive, so he was a little sorry for them, so he was very sad, blamed himself, and even felt guilty.

And if he wants to alleviate this pressure, Zhang Qingshan can only swear in his heart: In the future, we must work harder for the revolution, and only by carrying out the revolution to the end and achieving the final victory, perhaps, at that time, those comrades who sacrificed will smile at Jiuquan, and when they see them after their deaths, they will be qualified to call them "comrade!", and say "Your sacrifice and dedication have not been in vain, and Lao Tzu has not disappointed you." ”

didn't cry for long, the meal started, Zhang Qingshan had to hold back his tears, and asked Xiang Xueqin to help him cook.

Waiting for the opportunity to go to Xueqin to eat, Zhang Qingshan looked at the stars in the sky, and muttered while wiping his tears: "Comrades and brothers, you all watch carefully and see how Lao Tzu carries out the revolution to the end." ”

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