In fact, "self-awareness" is the determination of the existence of "me" through "desire" and the continuous reinforcement of this "conviction".

"I" really want to win the lottery......

"I" want to eat hot pot tonight......

"I" want the actress of this island country to blow a ...... to "me"

"I" want to be famous......

"I" want to be a star......

"I" took the first place in the exam......

"I" did it......

"I" am really unlucky, why didn't I marry a second-generation Bai Fumei like the second brother......

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In this satisfaction of "self-consciousness", it can be said that it regards "desire" as a "gain of experience" with the help of its "externality", that is, life.

The "conviction" of "desire" and "self-consciousness" itself that is attained by the satisfaction of desire, which is conditioned by the existence of "life";

"Self-awareness" is achieved by strengthening "desire", and in order to strengthen "desire", "self-awareness" reduces the role of "life".

However, "self-consciousness" cannot strengthen "desire" through its "complete neglect" of "life";

Therefore, the "outside" of desire is the "outside" (i.e., life) that is different from the "self-consciousness";

The essence of desire is an "experiential" process by which "self-consciousness" is convinced of itself.

At the same time, "self-consciousness" is still "evolving" on its own, and it can only "evolve" through external "life", and its satisfaction must be built on the "process" of "life";

Since "life" is independent, "self-consciousness" can only be satisfied when "life" undergoes "movement" or "growth" (negation of negation);

"Life" must negate itself because it is potentially a negation of "desire" (simply understood, appetite is the first driving force for the growth of life), and "life" must exist as a negative "external" for "consciousness".

Because the "negation of negation" of "life" itself strengthens the opposition and unity of "self-consciousness" and "life" through the realization process of "desire";

The external appearance of "desire" is also "life", but this "life" is not the same as the "external" of "self-consciousness": "life", the two are opposites and unified;

As far as the "externality" of "desire" is concerned, "evolution" either comes from "life" or out of "desire", or it negates life itself in the form of the universal nature of life.

But this universal independent "immanence", in which the "negation of negation" (i.e., evolution) is absolute, and "self-consciousness" is satisfied only in another "self-consciousness" (desire).

At this time, there is a relationship between "self-consciousness", "life", and "desire"!

Therefore, there are misreaders who claim:

"I" is a combination of various "desires"!

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When Pipsqueak is clearly aware of "me" and "desire", there is a "contradiction":

First of all, the "fantasy" within the "self-consciousness" is infinite!

Pipsqueak can fantasize that he is the richest man in the world, the best in martial arts, or that Pipsqueak is God;

Secondly, only a small part of "desire" can be "realized" and "satisfied" in the process of being experienced as "life".

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In turn, this "contradiction" will deepen, causing new changes in the relationship between "self-consciousness", "life" and "desire".

It can be said that "desire" catalyzes the "struggle of self-consciousness"!

We said at the time of the "generation" of "self-consciousness" that "self-consciousness" is constantly "explaining" with "consciousness"; Consciousness is talking directly to itself and thus generating "self-awareness".

But as Pipsqueak grows up, Pippi's "self-consciousness" and "interpretation" of "consciousness" will encounter great "contradictions";

The focus of this "contradiction" is the conflict between "inner desires" and "outer life":

For example, on the afternoon of Pippi's first visit to the massage room, Pipsqueak wandered around that alley for two hours:

"Desire" tells Pipsqueak: to go, to go to that house, to satisfy "self";

But "self-awareness" tells Pippi: don't go, in the "law" of the "things" obtained by "consciousness": this kind of small house is very dangerous, and if you don't get it, you will be blocked by the police uncle, and if you have gonorrhea and syphilis or something, it will be even more terrifying......

In these two hours, Pippi's "self-awareness" is constantly engaged in "self-struggle"!

Because "self-consciousness" is constantly "evolving", "moving", and "negating the negation of negation", this kind of "struggle of self-consciousness" can easily arise.

However, if the situation continues to worsen, it is not a simple problem for Pipsqueak to not get into that massage room.

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In countless struggles, "self-consciousness" has another "self-consciousness" that opposes it;

This has a double meaning,

First, it loses itself because it finds itself something else;

Second, it thus renounces the "outside" because it also sees that the other "self-consciousness" does not have a real existence, but sees itself in the other.

This is the "struggle of ideas", or the "inner movement" of the moment of "choice", of all intelligent races:

Eggplant or cucumber at night?

Go to the bathing center at night to order Xiaomei or Xiaoli? Xiaomei is beautiful, but the work is average, Xiaoli looks average, but she can't stand other people's work, 666 of ice and fire play, old and energetic......

Tsinghua University or Peking University? This is too easy to choose, and you can't pass either of them anyway......

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Therefore, the "inner movement" of the "choice" moment of the individual of the intelligent race is completely a dual movement of two "self-consciousness".

Each sees the other doing the same thing it does.

Each party does what the other wants it to do, and therefore does what the other does, and that is only because the other is doing the same thing. Unilateral action will not be of much use, because things can only happen through two sides.

Therefore, the reason why action has a double meaning is not only because an action is both for oneself and for the other, but also because the action of one party is inseparable from the action of the other.

They recognize themselves, because they recognize themselves to each other.

In general, in the struggle of "self-consciousness", one dependent and the other dependent, there is a relationship between "master" and "slave";

The so-called "self-consciousness" of the "master" is often the one who "wins" more in the "choice";

This situation is prevalent in every person or every individual of the "intelligent race", and the result of "choice" is the "behavior pattern" of this person!

The "inside" of "behavior patterns" is the so-called "personal values".

However, there are individual cases in which the "self-consciousness" of the "from" becomes stronger, resulting in the complete separation of the "master" and "from" the two self-consciousnesses:

Split personality, this is a very rare case!