Chapter 318: Helpless numbness

readx;? Zhang Qingshan looked at the two bodies in front of him in a daze, there was no sadness or disappointment in his eyes, and even, there was no meaning, but it was not that kind of empty...... It should be said that it is numb!

Indeed, along the way, I have heard too many wounded and sick soldiers sacrifice their ego to complete their big self in order not to drag down their comrades, and I have seen too many corpses and bones. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE怂 info how many times I rushed up happily, and how many words returned disappointed, from anticipation to pain to grief and indignation, step by step, hit again and again, and the rest was only numbness.

Seeing Zhang Qingshan standing there stunned, Qin Fang understood in his heart that he was definitely not a living person. But she still had the last bit of luck, and asked loudly as she rushed over, "Brother-in-law, how is it?"

didn't get any answer, and even Zhang Qingshan didn't turn around, as if he hadn't heard.

And Zhou Baoyu, who followed closely, immediately slowed down, the disappointment in his eyes flashed, and then he was cold: Yes, after so many times of expectation and blows, no matter how small he is, it is enough, and he can definitely face this kind of coldness now.

Qin Fang, who had not experienced this kind of experience a few times, suddenly understood that the last trace of expectation dissipated, and her pace gradually slowed down.

When she came to Zhang Qingshan's side, she covered her mouth, and tears fell down her cheeks.

These should be two corpses that have been sacrificed for two to three days, because their complexion is faintly blue-black, most likely because of food poisoning and long-term lack of nutrition, which has caused this complexion today. And their bodies are not rotten yet, but a little closer you can faintly smell a faint smell of decay, obviously not far from rotting......

Zhang Qingshan glanced at Qin Fang, took a step forward, squatted down, and touched the two of them, there was nothing. In the end, he had to silently take off the five-pointed red star on the two-person military hat and silently put it in his pocket.

Standing up, I looked around, and saw that there was no suitable place for burial, so I had to sigh.

He turned to them and said, "Okay, let's stand in a row and say goodbye to our comrades." ā€

Zhou Baoyu had long been familiar with this situation, and when he heard this, he stepped forward and stood on Zhang Qingshan's left. But Qin Fang was obviously not adaptable, looked at Zhang Qingshan in shock, and couldn't help asking, "Don't you want to bury them?"

Zhang Qingshan just stared at the two bodies and did not answer. Instead, Zhou Baoyu replied: "Sister Xiaofang, look at our surroundings, there are all water and grass, how can we bury them? ā€

Qin Fang looked around unrelentingly, and finally, lowering his head, tears began to fall again. However, she consciously stood beside Zhou Baoyu.

"Stand upright!"

"Farewell to comrades-in-arms, comrades-in-arms go all the way! Salute!"

The three of them saluted the two bodies at the same time.

"Finish! After speaking, Zhang Qingshan turned around and left without looking back. Zhou Baoyu followed, but Qin Fang was a little uncomfortable with this kind of indifference, but she knew in her heart that this was the helplessness of reality, so she had to look back at the two of them, as if she wanted to remember the faces of the two, and in the end, she could only leave.

After walking out for more than 100 meters, Zhang Qingshan turned around, lit a cigarette, watched while sucking, and waited. Zhou Baoyu and Qin Fang didn't know why, but it could be seen that Zhang Qingshan stopped, and they had to stop and look back.

"Brother-in-law, what are you looking at?"

"Don't look at anything, just wait for Lao Zhou and them. ā€

Soon, I saw Zhou Ping and the three of them come to the corpses of the two comrades.

Zhou Ping looked at the two corpses, then raised his head and glanced at Zhang Qingshan and them, and then helped Peng Bing and Wu Shaohong off the horse, and after the three of them gave a military salute to the two corpses, the two got on the horse, and Zhou Ping led the other two horses and walked towards Zhang Qingshan. Otherwise, there is no lingering - not apathy, but numbness from too much!

After everyone met, they looked at each other, nodded slightly, didn't say anything, and continued to set off. It's just that everyone is more or less uncomfortable in their hearts, so no one has the heart to speak, and they are in a hurry, even Qin Fang. It can be seen that although everyone is a little numb to this kind of thing, they are still a little uncomfortable in their hearts, or sadness and anger are more appropriate.

"Why don't you speak?" After walking for a distance, seeing that everyone did not speak, the atmosphere was very depressing, Zhang Qingshan felt that he was leading the team, and he could not let everyone be depressed too much by this dullness, so that people felt that their steps were a lot heavier, so he turned around and said with a smile: "How can there be immortal people in the revolution? Everyone is used to life and death." Okay, don't get too caught up in what you just did...... Xiaofang, I haven't heard you sing for a long time, come, you get up and lead everyone to sing one, so that the atmosphere is lively. ā€

Among the six people, Qin Fang was the most disappointed, how could he have the heart to sing. But she is not stupid, she knows that Zhang Qingshan's words mean the good of everyone, and as a nurse, the long-term habit of letting her know when to restrain all kinds of emotions in her head, just to make the patient feel comfortable and recuperate-although this is also what a nurse should do, but because of the long-term lack of medicine, everyone has to use this way to make the patient feel comfortable, from a psychological point of view to make up for the lack of medicine, which is also a way to make up for the lack of medicine.

"Okay!" Qin Fang replied with a smile, and then sang loudly: "When you are a soldier, you must be a Red Army, and cooperate with the workers and peasants to fight the enemy!"

Qin Fang has been working in the ward for a long time, and there are many patients, even if he has time, he is desperately trying to learn medical and nursing knowledge, how much time to learn anything else, so he can sing, and it has to be a song that everyone can sing, and there are really few songs. The song she sings now is still because she heard others sing it after joining the Red Army, and she thought it was very decent and could reflect her ideals, but she could only hum a few words, and it was later taught to her by Xiang Xueqin during her break.

"To be a soldier, you must be a Red Army, cooperate with the workers and peasants to fight the enemy, and fight the old Chiang reactionaries ......"

Along the way, everyone got used to it, so they let it go. Several people also sang along, and for a while, the song broke the dead silence and spread far away. Although the voices are not very good, they can be gathered together, but there is a sense of vicissitudes of life, which makes people feel it......

Perhaps because of the sadness and grief of the remains of the two comrades-in-arms before, when the song was sung at this time, everyone's mood gradually merged into the song, so this singing had a tendency to stop.

It wasn't until the lunch break that a few people stopped. Although each voice was a little hoarse, everyone had a smile on their faces, and the previous sense of grief and indignation buried in their hearts had long since dissipated.

After resting for half an hour, everyone continued on their way.

Around 4:20 p.m.!

"Brother-in-law, I look at the weather as if it's going to rain, and the sun is about to set, when are we going to camp today?"

Zhang Qingshan looked at his pocket watch, then at the orange sun, turned back to Qin Fang and smiled, "I knew you wanted to find some fishing, right?"

At noon, he was criticized by Zhang Qingshan for being unorganized and undisciplined because of this matter, and now he suddenly heard Zhang Qingshan say this again, Qin Fang bowed his head a little weakly, and quickly swept Zhang Qingshan, seeing Zhang Qingshan smiling, he was a little bold, but the volume was still a little small: "Hmm! I want to drink some more fish soup." ā€

Actually, Qin Fang, who was covered in mud marks, wanted to say: I really want to take a bath, this mud is smelly and uncomfortable.

"Look at what makes you greedy. Okay, let's keep walking, and if we come across a dry place like a dirt slope on the way, we can rest there. ā€

Qin Fang laughed when she heard this.

Zhou Baoyu, who was on the side, didn't know whether he was alive or dead, and asked: "If you don't meet it, won't you keep going?"

"Borrow your auspicious words!" Zhang Qingshan glared at him and replied angrily: "Then you can stand on the post all night." ā€

Zhou Baoyu looked at Zhang Qingshan depressedly and shut up directly.

Qin Fang also glared at him with great dissatisfaction with Zhou Baoyu's words, and threatened in a low voice: "If you really haven't touched it, hmph! Baoyu, you can catch fish all night tonight." And, if you don't catch it, you'll go fishing early tomorrow morning, and you'll be glad if I don't eat any fish. ā€

Zhou Baoyu touched the back of his head, looking depressed.

But Qin Fang was more depressed than him, and subconsciously patted the mud on his body - in fact, most of the mud had already been patted off, leaving only a body of mud marks, which made her look gray and gray, making her always want to pick and wash, but Zhang Qingshan said that the water was very cold at this time, and it was easy to catch a cold if she washed it, so she still boiled a pot of hot water for her after camping. Therefore, Qin Fang, the most anticipated by everyone, was to have a dirt slope to camp, so she was also the most angry at Zhou Baoyu's unethical words.

After walking for about ten minutes, Wu Shaohong suddenly pointed to the left front and shouted: "There is a big dirt slope over there......"

When everyone heard this, they all laughed, especially Qin Fang, who stood on tiptoe, stretched out the palm of his right hand, put it to his eyebrows, and made a look.

But after Wu Shaohong paused slightly, he exclaimed in surprise: "There seems to be someone on the dirt slope." ā€

Everyone smiled again, their eyes still showed surprise and expectation, and Qin Fang still ran to Wu Shaohong's side most actively, stretched out his hands and shouted directly: "Brother Wu, pull me quickly." ā€

"Then you promise that this time you won't run impulsively and accidentally fall into the swamp. ā€

"I promise not to run...... Brother Wu, pull me up quickly!" Fortunately, there are mud marks on her face, so people can't see the blush.

After arriving on horseback, Wu Shaohong took the initiative to hand her the binoculars, and pointed to the left front and said to her, "Look, is there a person sitting there?"

Although it was far away, this time I did see it clearly, and there was indeed a person sitting.

For fear that he would be mistaken, Qin Fang deliberately watched it twice, and finally, laughed wildly: "Ha! Ha! Great, I finally met a comrade-in-arms." ā€

Zhang Qingshan and the others also smiled: First, they had never met two waves of comrades-in-arms in one day, and proportionally speaking, the chances of survival of this comrade-in-arms were much greater--luck could not be so bad, right? Second, if the other party was two people sitting back to back, there was still the possibility of supporting them back to back until now, but if the other party could sit alone, it would definitely be alive.

This time, Qin Fang was suppressed by Zhang Qingshan's impulse with her eyes, but she still ran to the front to lead the team, and everyone else thought that she was about to meet her new comrades-in-arms, and under the agitation of the mood, the pace was much faster unconsciously......