In the carriage, An Zheng and Zhuang Feifei sat opposite each other. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info Between the two of them, it was Zhuang Feifei's husband's coffin.

"What's going on? Haven't you already found a way?"

"He committed suicide. ”

"Huh?"

An Zheng was stunned, and after one glance at Zhuang Feifei's eyes, he didn't dare to look at them a second time, which were a pair of eyes full of sadness and despair. Red, I don't know how long I haven't slept. Her face was unusually pale, and people wondered if her blood was flowing away with her tears.

"Yes, the one who committed suicide is so irresponsible. ”

Zhuang Feifei lowered her head, her hair hanging down to cover half of her face.

"Over the years, I have tried my best to save her, and even did something against my conscience. Tired, really tired...... But when I finally found a way to recover him, even if he could walk and eat like a normal person, he chose to leave. Is it ridiculous? All my efforts over the years have come to naught, so many things, so many tears, it is not as guilty as his. ”

"Guilty?"

An Zheng asked.

Zhuang Feifei said: "A few days ago, he was already able to walk around on his own, and he could even go to the yard for a walk. Although resuming his cultivation was still an impossible task for him, I could tell that he was really happy. I have said it many times that even walking is so free and so happy. As for the power of cultivation, he had even forgotten or didn't care, or rather, he didn't want to practice anymore at all. ”

He said he was tired and didn't want to practice anymore. He thinks it's okay, and I do everything according to his wishes. ”

"Then why did he kill himself?"

"Because...... He knew the truth. ”

Zhuang Feifei raised her head and glanced at An Zheng, her eyes were full of remorse and self-blame: "Blame me...... It has not been easy for me to support myself over the years, and there are few people around me to talk to. And a lot of words, even to Xiaoluan, can't be said. So I don't know when, I developed a habit of recording my life. Writing down your experiences and thoughts is like talking to someone who knows you. ”

An Zheng suddenly understood: "He saw it?"

Zhuang Feifei nodded: "Blame me...... He could walk around, his appetite improved, and he said he wanted to eat the lion's head gathered outside. I'm afraid to send someone to buy it, I don't know his taste and preferences, he has never eaten ginger. I went on my own and didn't expect him to come to my room. He knew me well and knew where I liked to put important things. ”

When Zhuang Feifei said these words, her voice was soft and distressing.

He thought it was a fight to defend his family and country. ”

Her voice began to tremble: "The person who found him at the beginning swore to him that Daxi felt that the king was no longer suitable to be the king of Yan and needed to cultivate a new puppet, so he sent someone to assassinate the king. Half of the cultivators who participated in the siege of you that day were deceived in this way. Although it is impossible for them to hurt you at all, and the people who besiege you are mainly those strong people from Daxi, they are all murderers, there is no doubt about it. ”

"He saw my notes and understood what was going on. ”

Zhuang Feifei's head lowered lower: "Blame me......"

With a snap, An Zheng's hand slapped on the coffin, and the sound startled Zhuang Feifei.

"Blame you?"

An Zheng pointed to the coffin and said, "A man who is irresponsible to this point, you are still blaming yourself? He should die, and now he is dead." You don't deserve to die, do you want to die too?"

"I know it's disrespectful to a dead man to talk like this, but what he did doesn't deserve my respect. I can forgive him, not just because of you, but because he's also a victim. But I won't forgive him for killing myself because he feels guilty, that's a coward. That's right, it's all your fault, if it weren't for the hard work you have been looking for a way to save him, and let him lie half-dead all the time, at least he would still be alive, right?"

Zhuang Feifei was stunned, looking at An Zheng in a daze, and didn't know what to say.

An Zheng looked at Zhuang Feifei's red eyes and said, "You, him, the matter between you has nothing to do with me. How deep the relationship between you and him is, and how willing you are willing to die for him, has nothing to do with me. But I have to be responsible for the person I care about, for you. ”

"You..... Do you care?"

An Zheng nodded: "When Brother Jin died, when you stood in the mourning hall and said that you would send him off as my sister, that one would start, and you would be the one I cared about." ”

Zhuang Feifei hummed softly, and there was finally no more despair in her eyes.

An Zheng exhaled a long breath: "It's not easy for anyone to live, and it's easy for anyone who wants to die." You have always insisted on it, and he himself chose not to insist, what is your fault? You can be sad, you can be sad, but you can't blame yourself. ”

At this moment, the team outside suddenly stopped, and it didn't take long for a noisy sound to appear in front.

An Zheng glanced at Zhuang Feifei: "Don't come down, I'll go and see what's going on." ”

An Zheng lifted the curtain and got out of the carriage, strode forward, and before he could see anyone, he heard someone talking loudly in front of him.

"Let Zhuang Feifei get down for Lao Tzu!"

The one who spoke was a man, full of energy, and should not be weak.

When An Zheng walked to the front, he saw a group of warriors riding war horses, but they were not uniformly dressed. This group of people looked extremely strong, and the bald man standing at the front was particularly prominent, with a fierce aura all over his body. The cavalry on the opposite side was quite numerous, and the road ahead had been completely blocked.

"What's going on?"

An Zheng asked.

Xiao Luan, who was standing in front of the crowd, turned white with anger: "This group is the people of Lianyun Village in Yanshan, our owner was originally the big boss of Lianyun Village, and later he was recruited by the imperial court, and he took half of the people down the mountain to return to Dayan." That person's name is Shi Xiao, the second master of Lianyunzhai, heard that the big boss has passed away, and he came from Yanshan with the rest of the people to kill Mr. Big. ”

An Zheng walked to the front of the crowd and stood there looking at Shi Xiao. Shi Xiao saw a man coming out of the funeral procession looking at him, and his anger was even stronger: "Who the fuck are you?

An Zheng asked calmly, "What are you here for?"

"Avenge the big boss!"

"Revenge?"

An Zheng looked at Shi Xiao and said coldly: "After your big boss was seriously injured, who has been trying every possible way to find a way to treat him? Is it you? Now that your big boss is gone, you came to make trouble, why didn't you come to help when he was there?"

"Who the fuck are you?"

Shi Xiao pointed at An Zheng with the spear in his hand: "Zhuang Feifei is a woman in charge, she does what he should do, even if she is tired to death, that is what she should do." If it weren't for her, how could the big boss go down to Yanshan and return to the bullshit court. How good would it be to take our brother to live happily on Yan Mountain? Now that we have been killed by this fox spirit, of course we will come to take revenge!"

An Zheng frowned slightly, and those who were familiar with him knew that when he frowned, he was either pondering or really angry.

"What are you going to do?"

"Let Zhuang Feifei, that vixen, be buried by the big boss!"

A group of people behind Shi Xiao shouted: "Let her be buried with her!"

"Let her commit suicide to accompany the funeral of the big boss!"

Shi Xiao pointed at An Zheng and said, "If you are an irrelevant person, get out of my way as soon as possible." I'm angry right now and don't care about killing one more person. None of the people in this bullshit Shoin are good, they all deserve to die. Today, I will not let go of any of the people in Jushangyuan, and all of them will die to be buried by the big boss. Zhuang Feifei is a woman who is a big boss, and if the big boss is gone, she is not qualified to continue to live. ”

An Zheng asked, "Women are not people?"

Shi Xiao said loudly: "Women are people, but men are heavens! The husband is dead, and the wife still has a face to live? I heard that the big boss has improved a few days ago, but now he died suddenly, and I think seven or eight out of ten were killed by Zhuang Feifei's bitch." You see that you protect that bitch everywhere, is it because you have an adulterous affair with you, so the big boss will kill him as soon as he gets better?"

An Zheng: "You are a man, and you should be responsible for every word you say." ”

Shi Xiao said: "Of course I'm fucking responsible! Let me tell you, Zhuang Feifei's vixen is not a good thing at first glance." At the beginning, the big boss was bewitched by her, and left Yanshan in a daze, what good life have you had over the years? You look like an adulterer, and you dare to stand in front of me and speak, I will be the first to kill you. I saw you getting off the hearse, but I'm afraid that you and Zhuang Feifei didn't do anything good next to my eldest brother's coffin!"

The more angry An Zheng became, the calmer his face became: "Don't you feel insulted even by your eldest brother when you talk like this?"

"You insulted my big brother!"

Shi Xiao shouted angrily: "You two sluts, you actually did something unsightly next to my eldest brother's coffin, and even said that we insulted the big boss." If I let you leave alive today, my brother in Yanshan will not even have the face to gain a foothold in the rivers and lakes. ”

An Zheng nodded: "You and I have the same idea, if you let you leave alive, I won't even be sorry for myself." ”

Shi Xiao laughed wildly: "Sure enough, I fucking guessed it!"

He pointed his spear at An Zheng and shouted, "Brothers, show me clearly! This person is Zhuang Feifei's son of a bitch's adulterer, and the two of them conspired to kill our eldest brother." The eldest brother was the most righteous in his lifetime, and you have all received the favor of the eldest brother. If you don't kill this person, are you worthy of the spirit of the eldest brother in the sky?!"

"Kill!"

"Kill!"

"Kill!"

Shi Xiao shouted loudly: "Today, the brothers of Lianyunzhai are going to wash Fanggu City in blood. Originally, I had planned to kill only the people of Jushoin for the burial of the great boss, but now I regret it. Today, don't let go of any of the people in Fanggu City. I'm going to turn this place into a dead city! I've killed everyone, and then everyone will follow me south to the border city and slaughter the king of Yan Kingdom!"

"Kill!"

"Kill!"

"Kill!"

Thousands of iron horsemen shouted frantically, the scene was so terrifying. These people have never taken murder seriously, they are the thieves who swept across the grassland and the northern frontier of Yan Mountain on Yan Mountain. Once they are murderous, they don't just talk about it. Countless sabers were revealed, and countless bows and crossbows were ready to be fired.