I don't know what's going on lately, I always feel very depressed at a certain moment, and my mood will always be cloudy, just like at this moment, listening to the sound of rain outside the window, it's hard to sleep. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Fortunately, this time I exclaimed that there was no beer, no cigarettes, just a sober head.

I don't want to turn on the computer, I always feel that the boot time is so slow, even if it only takes more than 20 seconds, but I don't want to waste these more than 20 seconds, but I will listen to the sound of the rain, and be in a quiet daze for a few hours.

Over the years, it can be said that joy is greater than sadness. I am an optimistic person, I will know that I am always happy, I am a person with low self-esteem, I do not have the courage to climb to the heights.

Picking up the phone, I was thinking about putting on the headphones, and the single looped Matthew Lane's "Bressanone", but I was afraid of disturbing the sound of the rain outside the window, so I dropped the headphones that I had already held in my hand.

People always yearn for beauty, of course, I am no exception, I also yearn for the novels I write, to be recognized by readers, to make music, to be approved by listeners, and to be appreciated by those who care about my life path.

As I spoke, I finally couldn't take it anymore, I tried to get out of bed, ran outside the house, and looked up at the sky, where the night sky was pitch black, and the rain was falling on my face, so that my vision was blurred.

In the season of May, I felt a burst of coolness.

I took out a cigarette from my pocket and tried to put it to my mouth and lit it, a trace of eye circles rose into the air, and then the lit cigarette was wet with rain and extinguished, I looked at the cigarette still in my finger, and couldn't help but smile bitterly.

Actually, I don't know what to say, I'm always off topic without a theme, maybe only in the quiet of the night, relying on the rain that I always like, will calm down in the dark.

I won't write it, the rain is getting louder, and I'm going to listen carefully.

Zero point 10.

Tobacco.