Chapter 150: The Most Well-behaved Daughter
Nana Hoshino experienced an extremely complex emotional impact in just half an hour.
Ecstasy - My favorite mother has come to pick her up and wants to restore the mother-daughter relationship with her!
Shocked - he turned out to be an alien, a child who was adopted by his mother!
Grief - a kind of sadness that rises from the bottom of the heart, a kind of grief that survivors have learned of the demise of their entire race.
These complex emotions came to my heart together, and even an adult with a mature mind may not be able to withstand it, not to mention that Nana Hoshino is just a child.
Her tiny body was shaky, her face was so pale that even her lips lost their blood. Naoto Yoshihara insisted on finishing speaking, quickly picked her up and put her on the saddle, and then fed her a few sips of water, looking at Nana Hoshino, who rarely showed a weak color, and felt very self-reproachful.
If he could, he would have kept it a secret forever, or waited until she was an adult. But that's impossible, Uesugi needs Hoshino Nana to help her, even if he doesn't say Uesugi Ka.
Looking at Nana Hoshino like this, he couldn't help but feel a little resentful towards Uesugi Xiang in his heart - there is nothing wrong with people having pursuits, but why should they involve their own children? Why should they use their own children as stepping stones to their dreams!
But the palms and backs of his hands are full of meat, and it is impossible for him to beat Sugi Xiang to make her reflect on it. He was caught in a complicated tangle, and he could only squeeze Nana Hoshino's hand to convey some strength to her.
After a long time, Nana Hoshino came to her senses, but her thoughts were obviously a little confused, and she looked at Naoto Yoshiwara and muttered, "I'm ...... I was adopted by my mother?"
Naoto Yoshihara clenched her hand and said softly, "It doesn't matter if you're related by blood or not!"
"Doesn't it matter?"
"It doesn't matter!"
Nana Hoshino sighed softly and asked hesitantly, "Did Mom mention my biological parents?"
Naoto Yoshiwara shook his head silently.
"It should ...... Shouldn't it be there?" muttered Nana Hoshino. Her gaze crossed Naoto Yoshiwara's head and cast it into the distant sky, as if she wanted to see through the fog of 65 million years of time and see what her biological parents looked like.
Naoto Yoshiwara sighed and wanted to say something to comfort her, but couldn't find anything to say.
Nana Hoshino raised her body slightly, adjusted the angle of the rearview mirror in the car, and then lifted her black hair, looked at herself in the mirror, and muttered with two pointed ears: "No wonder I look different from everyone, it turns out that I am an anomaly!"
Naoto Yoshihara gently stretched out his hand and put her hair down again, looked into her eyes and said: "Caucasian people also look different from us, black people also look different from us, looks don't mean anything, you are not an outlier!"
Nana Hoshino didn't resist Naoto Yoshihara's actions, but just looked at him very gently and asked softly, "Mom said she needs my help?"
"Yes, your mom is already paranoid and insists on carrying out that crazy plan and needs you to help her take over that quantum computing core completely. Naoto Yoshihara replied softly, "Her illness has not been cured, she has been pursuing those boring things, and she doesn't care if she is dangerous or not, she has the fanaticism of a martyr, she would rather die in this kind of thing!"
Nana Hoshino asked softly, "You don't want me to help her?"
Yoshihara Naoto nodded and said: "Of course, that is her ideal and her pursuit, you should have your own life, you should have your own ideals, you should have your own life." Her crazy plan involves the whole world, and if she goes wrong, she will attract countless attacks - she can be nuke-bombed, and people would rather endure a hundred years of large-scale nuclear contamination than allow her to really succeed!"
After a pause, Naoto Yoshihara said seriously: "I don't want you to be involved in this kind of thing, I told her, and it's up to you to decide." There is no need to have any psychological burden, as long as you don't agree, as long as I'm alive, no one can do anything to you. ”
Nana Hoshino looked at him silently, and said after a long time, "Let me think about it!"
Naoto Yoshihara opened his mouth to persuade again, but looking at Nana Hoshino's extremely confused eyes, he didn't say anything after all, just nodded lightly, helped her close the car door, and let her be quiet by herself.
He leaned on the front of the car and rolled a cigarette for himself, smoking without saying a word, occasionally turning his head to look at Nana Hoshino in the car, only to see her sitting on the seat with her knees crossed, staring into the distance in a daze and motionless.
Naoto Yoshiwara always thought that his heart was as hard as iron, but when he "had" a child, he realized that he would also be sentimental-
How would it feel if you suddenly found out that you were the last earthling?
How would it feel if you suddenly knew that your biological parents had died 65 million years ago?
How would it feel if you knew that the mother you had always loved was your adoptive mother?
Will you feel a chill from the bottom of your heart, and will you feel a strong sense of loneliness?
Will you grieve to the extreme, hating yourself for being powerless?
Do you have strange emotions and doubts about this feeling?
Naoto Yoshihara really didn't expect a legendary story to happen to the people around him - 65 million years, what a long time! The last orphan of a civilized race that existed before this time, this seems cool to put in the movie, but when it really happens in life, it will only make people feel extremely tight, and they can't break time with one punch.
After a long time, Naoto Yoshiwara smoked a cigarette butt, raised his wrist and looked at his watch, it was almost the appointed time. He opened the door and sat in the driver's seat, asking softly, "Have you thought about it?"
Nana Hoshino looked at him, nodded slowly, and said, "Take me to see my mother!"
Naoto Yoshiwara started the car, turned around and slowly drove towards the agreed café, and asked as he went, "Do you want to go with her?"
Nana Hoshino asked blankly, "Do you think mom is doing something wrong?"
After hesitating for a moment, Naoto Yoshihara said truthfully: "I don't know, I don't understand those big truths, if the matter doesn't involve me, I can't judge right or wrong, but whether it's right or wrong, you shouldn't ......"
Naoto Yoshihara only felt that there were a lot of words in his throat, but he couldn't think of how to express them.
Nana Hoshino was stunned for a long time, then bowed her head and said, "I'm sorry!"
Yoshihara Nao's heart sank suddenly, he had never heard this stubborn donkey say "I'm sorry" before, this stubborn donkey was always looking for trouble, but he never apologized!
He loosened the throttle and asked, "You've decided?"
"My mother raised me and always loved and cared for me, and if she needed my strength, I couldn't say no to her. I love her, so if she does something dangerous, shouldn't I be by her side?"
Naoto Yoshihara was dumbfounded for a moment, speechless for a while.
A look of guilt and shame appeared on Nana Hoshino's face, and she gently tugged at his sleeve and said, "I broke the agreement between us, it's not right, but mom is mom, and I swore to always be the most well-behaved daughter, so ......"
Naoto Yoshiwara hesitated and said, "Giving the ruins to her, can you offset all this, can you choose again?"
He thinks that the ruins should be inherited by Hoshino Nana, and Uesugi Xiang is at most a temporary supervision, according to Uesugi Xiang's character, she should admit it, and there should be a lot of people who are greedy for that thing, it is definitely a source of trouble, it is better to throw those tattered things to Uesugi Xiang to offset the grace of nurturing.
"What's mine is my mother's, my mother's is mine, there's nothing to give away!" Nana Hoshino shook her head and said: "Before my mother entered the university to become a professor, the family conditions were very poor, and she had to give me food when she was hungry, and then today I have to use the ruins she repaired to offset all this? If she doesn't adopt me, won't the ruins be hers? I can't do that kind of thing, it's not fair to her." ”
Naoto Yoshiwara can't find a reason, and besides, there is a suspicion of instigating a child to be unsympathetic-Uesugi Xiang has given up her motherhood, but if she can give up, can Nana Hoshino be justified in denying her? Will you feed the dog after more than ten years of hard work? If you really don't admit it, it's not too much to say that it's wolf-hearted and dog-lunged!
Naoto Yoshihara didn't want Nana Hoshino to stir up this muddy water, but he didn't have a good name, he couldn't speak out loud, and from his heart, he didn't want to force Nana Hoshino to listen to him just by saying "for your own good".
There was silence in the car, and in a blink of an eye, we arrived at the door of the café.
Uesugi Ka was already waiting there, and when she saw Nana Hoshino through the car window, she had an extremely warm smile on her face. Nana Hoshino was also excited when she saw Kata Uesugi, blurted out the word "Mom", and tears appeared in her eyes, but she desperately tried not to let it flow out - she pushed open the door without waiting for the car to stop, and ran towards Kasugi Uesugi.
Uesugi Xiang half-squatted down and stretched out her arms, and called softly: "Nana, mom is here to pick you up!"
Nana Hoshino threw herself into her arms, choked up and nodded, but couldn't speak.
Uesugi gave her a tight hug, then let go of her shoulder and looked at her carefully, and asked softly, "He told you everything?"
Nana Hoshino held back her tears and nodded vigorously. A look of pity appeared on Uesugi Xiang's face, and she said softly, "Didn't I tell you earlier?"
Nana Hoshino shook her head, choked up and said, "I will never blame you, I know you are for my good!"
Uesugi Xiang gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and said gently: "Nana will always be the most well-behaved, and she will always be my mother's favorite daughter." She looked at Nana Hoshino with a somewhat complicated gaze, and there was some regret in her tone, "Originally, my mother wanted to keep this secret forever and let Nana live like an ordinary person, but now that my mother is in trouble, Nana will come and help her mother, and she will be with her mother in the future, okay?"
Nana Hoshino nodded vigorously: "I listen to you, Mom." ”
Uesugi Kazumi stood up with a soft smile, bowed her head gently to the iron-faced Naoto Yoshihara and said goodbye, reached out to take Nana Hoshino's hand and walked in the direction of the canal.
Everything is as she expected, and the relationship that has been cultivated for more than ten years is anything but ordinary.
Naoto Yoshihara looked at the distant backs of the mother and daughter and shook his fists, but there was nothing he could do - one was a friend who helped him unconditionally in his most difficult period, and lived and died with him, dragging him out of the rainforest, and the other was raised as a daughter, thinking that it was the arrangement of fate, and was ready to see her grow up.
There's no way he's going to kill Uesugi and there's no way he's going to force Nana Hoshino to change her mind. If Nana Hoshino insists on following Nana Uesugi, it would be useless for him to tie her up, and as long as Nana Uesugi doesn't die, she will always come to look for Nana Hoshino.
Life is like this, many times you know it's wrong, but there's no way to change it.
There is no more helplessness in life than this!
Nana Hoshino was led by Uesugi and walked forward, and couldn't help but look back, seeing Naoto Yoshihara standing on the street with a gloomy expression, and suddenly felt a sharp pain in her heart.
She clutched her chest slightly, but she was still in great distress. Looking back step by step, I saw that Naoto Yoshihara was getting smaller and smaller, but he was still standing motionless on the street.
Looking at that figure, scenes from the past kept flashing in front of Nana Hoshino's eyes-
"I will always protect you and take care of you......"
"I'll watch you grow up. ”
"Whatever you choose, I'll agree!"
She was more and more distressed, and finally couldn't help but break free of Uesugi Ka's hand, and ran towards Naoto Yoshiwara in Uesugi's surprised gaze.