Chapter 168: You're such a scumbag
Naoto Yoshiwara's whole body was wooden, and he couldn't cope with Nishikujo Ruri's "active refinement" state for a while, so he could only sit there like a dumb goose, letting Nishikujo Ruri hold his arm, but he felt ......
That's right, who knows if you'll be able to go back alive? What's the use of worrying about so much if half of the road hangs up? It's better to satisfy your wish while you're still alive.
But just thinking about it for a moment, his heart was firm again—the more difficult it is, the more he should believe that he can live, and it is too luxurious to be weak and compromise and indulge for a quarter of an hour!
But......
He looked sideways at Nishikujo's pretty face, and she untied her neat ponytail, and now her hair was ten times more feminine than before.
She was born very angular, and her facial features are deep among Orientals, and she has a little mixed-race temperament. The bridge of the nose is straight, the lips are thin and flat, a pair of slightly cold eyes are matched with a pair of sword eyebrows ready to fly obliquely at any time - this woman only looks at looks and gentleness, but in fact, her heart is very soft, and she yearns for freedom and light, which may be inherited from her mother, and it is more suitable to be an artist.
But she was sold by her mother again, and she decided that she had to be a policeman when she was born, and she has been dealing with things that she is extremely disgusted with, doing things she doesn't like, dealing with people she dislikes, and even faintly feeling a little disgusted.
She works hard, but probably the harder she tries, the more painful it becomes!
Naoto Yoshihara thought about it again and again, and finally relented, and said softly: "Let's talk first, I have a girlfriend! But if you don't mind, I have no opinion!"
The future is unpredictable, and it is limited to the raft, so let's fulfill her wish! If she goes back, the official will still be an official, and a thief will still be a thief, and it will not be bad to leave a good memory.
Nishikujo Ruri put her head on his shoulder, and finally heard what she wanted to hear, her ears were slightly red, and she said lightly: "It doesn't matter, it's just on the raft, and when I return to Tokyo, I will continue to be the heir of the Nishikujo family!" She looked away, just feeling the feeling of holding her boyfriend like an ordinary girl.
Her psychological problems are not as serious as Naoto Yoshihara thought, but after experiencing life and death, her heart is indeed a little restless. It's impossible for two people to be together, so it's not bad to fall in love - you must accept an arranged marriage, since you have met a man you like, why can't you leave a beautiful first love?
There are many people who have indulged, and they are not worse than themselves.
When Nana Hoshino was dragged up from the sea, he saw the cold Nishikujo Ruri pursing his lips and holding Naoto Yoshihara with a slightly embarrassed expression under the scorching sun.
Her little face quickly became gloomy, and she didn't even breathe before she asked suspiciously and angrily, "Why are you holding together?"
Have you been in the sea for a year? How did you come up and the world changed?
Nishikujo Ruri glanced at her and said softly, "Hoshino-chan, me and Yoshihara...... No, Naoto-kun and I are going to date for a while. ”
Nana Hoshino was stunned for a moment, and instinctively refused: "I don't agree!"
Ruri Nishikujo smiled faintly, thinking that she was not used to it, just like a child from a single-parent family who didn't like his father or mother to remarry - she had already felt that the "father and daughter" were too close, and reacted normally, and didn't say much, just prepared to dive again.
In her opinion, she and Naoto Yoshiwara are both adults and do not need to fight for Nana Hoshino's consent.
Naoto Yoshihara was a little inexplicably weak-hearted, and he didn't dare to look at Nana Hoshino, so he put his temporary girlfriend in the basket with low eyebrows and pleasing eyes, and Nana Hoshino didn't give up, decisively exposed Naoto Yoshihara's old bottom, chased after him and shouted: "He has a dating partner!"
Nishikujo Ruri was carried by Naoto Yoshihara and put into the sea with the basket, leaving only a faint "I know" and disappeared into the sea.
Nana Hoshino only felt that her heart was stuffed to death, and she roared angrily at Naoto Yoshihara: "You want to betray me, right...... Are you going to betray Miki-san!?"
Naoto Yoshihara said helplessly: "Everyone doesn't know if they can live, I think it's good to be able to fulfill her dream - her psychological condition is not very good now." ”
Nana Hoshino looked him up and down suspiciously, and said sharply: "You're quibbling! You've always liked her, haven't you? I have long felt that you look at her wrongly, you can't fool me! Have you always liked her!"
She yelled and yelled to make Naoto Yoshiwara a little unhappy, he has always eaten soft rather than hard, raised his eyebrows and said, "I just like her, what can you do?"
"You!" Nana Hoshino looked around for a harpoon, and today she had to end up with this shameless bastard!
Naoto Yoshihara sat the harpoon under her ass and looked at her angry, her body softened again—after all, he was at fault—and said sincerely, "I think so...... She was probably afraid of death, afraid that her grandparents would be disappointed when she died, and that she would not be able to fulfill her responsibilities. She has more expectations than us, and she is more afraid than the two of us, so she doesn't want to be Ruri Nishikujo anymore, and wants to live on a raft with another identity, so that she will feel a little more relaxed. ”
Nana Hoshino's polygraph skill, which she hadn't used for a long time, appeared again, squinting her eyes and carefully distinguishing Naoto Yoshihara's expression, and after a moment she found that he wasn't lying, but she was still not at ease, and asked again, "Then why do you want to have a relationship with you?"
Yoshihara spread his hands and said with a wry smile: "I don't know...... Maybe she doesn't want to be Nishikujo Ruri anymore, and in order to be different from before, she plans to do something different from before! She doesn't seem to be in love, so she plans to fall in love before she dies. It's a bit bloody, but theoretically it can happen, and I'm a man here, and she doesn't choose who I choose? You know a little bit about psychology, you should be able to understand, right?"
Nana Hoshino didn't notice that Naoto Yoshiwara was lying, so she couldn't help but groan and said softly, "Escape from the mentality? We obviously have a good chance of living." ”
"She's not as strong as she seems, I think she's really scared, she's not optimistic about our future, and who knows what's going to happen next, we're floating on seven logs in the Pacific Ocean after all......"
Hoshino Nana groaned for a while, feeling that it was understandable to be afraid, and it was understandable to escape, and this kind of interaction was more like a "play house", but she was still extremely uncomfortable in her heart, and she felt like she was being spit on by someone else in her rice bowl.
"You said you liked her, but what did you like about her? You haven't dealt with much at all!" Nana Hoshino began to get to the bottom of it, this was something she couldn't understand, she didn't know what it was like to like someone.
In her opinion, Naoki Yoshiwara and Miki Momonomiya have been getting along for almost half a year, and Miki Momonomiya is gentle and considerate, making beds and quilts for Naoto Yoshiwara, spending her time pondering Naoto Yoshiwara's tastes, serving her three meals a day carefully, and she can't wait to take out her heart to show Naoto Yoshiwara, which took almost half a year to accept his heart.
And Nishikujo Ruri only took a few minutes to get it done, how did this happen? She was full of doubts and continued to ask, "What about Sister Miki, don't you like Sister Miki?"
Naoto Yoshiwara thought for a while with some distress, and sighed: "I like this kind of thing that can't be explained...... I don't know what I like about her, but I just like the feeling of being with her, I feel very compatible with everything I talk and do, I just like it very much! Miki is also a good girl, but I don't really feel much about her, I just think it's good to live with her. ”
Listening to this kind of answer, it was obvious that Nana Hoshino asked first, but the word "like" is still particularly harsh. The nameless fire in her heart suddenly burst out, and the anger came up again, and she shouted angrily: "You are really a scumbag!"
Naoto Yoshihara refused to wear this hat, and retorted: "It's not so exaggerated, it's just a period of time on the raft, and I won't take advantage of the danger to do anything bad, at most it can be a relief for her." If we can't go back, we don't need to mention everything, even if we go back, we have agreed very clearly, just socializing on the raft, and there will be no entanglements in the future - when we go back, she will still be a famous lady, and I will still return to Miki!"
Nana Hoshino's brows furrowed even tighter, her eyebrows pulled even harder, and she shouted again: "Don't quibble! You are a scumbag, a scumbag who wants to step on two boats, a scumbag who betrays his feelings!"
"I'm not!"
"You are! Why don't you like Sister Miki, why do you give her fruit candy and promise to date her? Why did you promise to date Nishikujo after you promised to date her? In this case, you are not a scumbag, who is a scumbag?"
Naoto Yoshiwara was dumbfounded, and said ashamedly: "I thought it would be good to live with Miki...... She is willing to be with me, and her food is delicious, and she has no problem with me smoking and drinking, and she is very comfortable with her, so I feel that I can make do with it. Now that I'm doing that, I'll admit I'm pretty tempted...... Alas......"
As he spoke, he began to feel that he was a bit of a scumbag - is it wrong to like someone? But is it wrong to be with someone else and like someone again?
Nana Hoshino only felt that her heart was stuffed even more, and Naoto Yoshihara's bean-sized brain couldn't understand this complicated emotional problem, so she sighed and gave herself a reason: "We can't tell her about your mother, she was really involved inexplicably, and she had to give away her life inexplicably...... We owe it to her before we are sure that we are saved, and we should be kind to her, right? Isn't your relationship with her eased, why do you oppose it so much?"
Nana Hoshino was stunned for a moment, and shouted in shame, "I'm taking care of you for Sister Miki!"
Naoto Yoshihara had nothing to say, he was now at the bottom of his morals, and he was ashamed: "I will ask Miki for forgiveness when I go back." As he spoke, he felt that the time was almost up, and began to drag the rope to pull his temporary girlfriend up.
Nana Hoshino sulked beside him, staring closely at his back, and warned loudly, "I'll watch you, don't think about doing anything bad!"
She was angry, but she couldn't figure out why she was angry. I feel betrayed, and I can't figure out where Naoto Yoshihara betrayed her, and Naoto Yoshihara is so important to her, they are people who are arranged by fate to be together for a lifetime, and they will not be separated even if they are angry.
At the same time, the way they get along with each other is also strange, respect each other, and try to avoid interfering with each other, so Nana Hoshino can only threaten loudly and carry out regulatory activities.
Naoto Yoshihara had no opinion, and said calmly: "I'm not that kind of person, just use the identity of the partner to comfort her, and you can supervise it." ”
He is a relatively old-fashioned person, and he can't really eat and wipe clean if he doesn't marry, so he can be regarded as an old-fashioned character.
In the next few days, Nana Hoshino turned into a police dog, and she pricked up her ears whenever the wind blew her way, otherwise she stared at Naoto Yoshihara with a fierce stare for fear that she would run into a dark corner to do sex without seeing these two adults.
But to her surprise, these two people didn't mean to get together at all, and she was sandwiched in the middle, but it was more like a family of three - Mom and Dad took a radish head to watch the sunset, and this scene appeared several times.
The Pacific Ocean during the trade season is still relatively calm, and the last storm can only be regarded as a big accident, and Nana Hoshino is gradually relieved - Naoto Yoshihara and Nishikujo Ruri are still relatively polite, at most, they take a walk together, hand each other food for dinner, or swim in the sea together, and even have very little fighting.
They are like an old husband and wife together, and when chatting, they often suddenly laugh together inexplicably, and the scope of the chat is also very wide, and they are willing to listen to each other talk about some interesting things in the past.
Although Nana Hoshino is still in trouble, she can't find a reason to object to this kind of family-style relationship, so she can only hope to return to civilized society as soon as possible and let Nishikujo Ruri get out of the way and go back to be the eldest lady.