More than once I have said that I am a street dog, and I am a stray dog among street dogs who have nothing to eat...

If you really click in and see this big, you don't have to look down, I complained myself.

I have been preparing this book for a long time, to tell the truth, when I first released the book, I was full of confidence, thinking that I could become a god in one book and become the best among the authors... It's just that after sending out the book, I had to face the reality... I naively thought that the collection recommendation would rise after the book was issued, and it was full of motivation...

This book is 12,000 contracts, and it proves the judgment in my heart, I try to write the story in my heart, and sometimes I write thousands of words in front of the computer because I am tired, and I don't know what it means, because I fell asleep... I naively thought that the more code words, the better the grades...

The truth is always cruel, and then a series of things proved that I was just a scumbag, fantasizing about beauty...

12,000 signed, 110,000 words came to the first recommendation, the results were good, and the collection rose by more than 300... It's a pity that there is no follow-up recommendation, and I ran naked to 300,000 on the shelves... Before it was put on the shelves, I didn't even know that I was on the shelves, and when the code word was published, I suddenly found so many VIP features?

I looked up a lot of information on the Internet, and I realized that my word count had arrived, and it was about to be put on the shelves...

I posted the first chapter VIP chapter...

Of course, the results are not ideal, and the twelve are all set.... As I expected.

I thought, am I not trying hard enough?

So I worked hard to code words...

I remember the first time I had a monthly pass, it was the two monthly passes that Nirvana Huofeng voted for, and I was very excited... Really excited, didn't write a word for a few hours, just stared at two monthly passes in a daze... Later, in the rose garden, Lu Zehui voted for the monthly ticket one after another, and I knew that some people liked this book, and I was even more excited... I try to use the outline to imagine the content of the chapters, and sometimes I have to think about the plot when I go to class... Yes, I was doing manual work, because of this incident I was injured, very bad... I didn't give up... After staying at home for more than ten days, the monthly pass rose to fifteen... There are also tips, although there are only two dozen subscriptions, I feel that my life is about to set sail...

Later, some old friends left... Never came back...

The white heart comforted me a lot and gave me back my confidence.

It is said that writing a book at the starting point, not on the homepage, not on the recommendation of Sanjiang, no alliance leader, are the three major sorrows, I can tell you, the scum who has not subscribed is even more sad...

Now I'm 31, from 12 to 31, and I feel like I'm exhausted... There is no follow-up recommendation, no exposure, and the collection of three hundred outcrops when it is on the shelves...

I think of naked runners who don't wear clothes in the bitter cold, feeling cold and feeling very uncomfortable. Some scold, some ridicule, some look down on ...

It's just uncomfortable and a little dazed... Today is in a very bad state, I finally took a break from the day shift, I wanted to break out, I wanted to write 20,000 words, I sat in front of the computer and looked at my data, looked at the computer, and was in a daze for a few hours...

I know, I don't write well, I know my story isn't wonderful... But I've been working on it, and I feel like I'm improving... It's just that I'm really improving? The big ones in front of me and the big ones in the back are not subscribed, and the high order is fifty, and the later chapters are more than ten or twenty subscriptions...

Is it collapsed, or is it too much foreshadowing, which reduces the quality?

I belong to the kind of people who are more excited, the more they think, sad, not only can't write, but also have a blank mind...

Hey, forget it... Finish the story and start over...