Chapter 0087 - Psychological Comfort
Long Shi'er didn't pay attention to these at all, until he was tired of roaring, he stopped, he held his head in his hands, squatted on the ground, and tears flowed from his blood-red eyes. [Ran^Text^Library] []
It's like being infected by his emotions, and the tears that should have been crystal have become blood-red.
He never thought that Xu Rongrong would be happy at that time, otherwise he would have to find her if he broke through his iron shoes.
However, the child who had not yet come to this world to take a look at the child, who had survived in the womb for only a few months, was killed by the live potion.
Before he could touch him through his belly, before he could look at him with his divine sense, he was no longer there......
Long Shi'er fantasized about his child smiling at him, fantasizing about him touching his cheeks with his hands, fantasizing about his cute eyes, cute nose, and lovely body.
A smile appeared at the corner of Long Shi'er's mouth, and tears slid down his cheeks to his nose, and then dripped into Long Shi'er's mouth. More and faster chapters are here.
The salty taste stimulated Long Shi'er's nerves, and when he returned to reality, he became even more painful.
He began to be a little afraid of the Black Wing Heavenly King, because every time he appeared, he would always bring him the biggest blow, the tragedy in Shanghu Village, and his own life, and now his own child......
Long Shi'er's tears couldn't stop flowing, and he felt that his heart hurt so much, as if he was about to suffocate.
Chi Yixue looked at Long Shi'er and didn't make a sound to disturb, because at this time, it was his right thing to do if Long Shi'er needed to be strong and face the reality.
Long Shi'er cried and cried, and then he was tired and sat down on the ground.
The mind was full of the child who had never appeared in his life, Long Shi'er didn't expect that the first child in his life would be the most hurried passerby in each other's lives, and he was so hurried that he didn't have a chance to take a look......
After a long time, there was a rapid footwork in the passage of the cave. More and faster chapters are here.
The moment Xu Rongrong saw Long Shi'er sitting on the ground, tears appeared in her already red and swollen eyes again, and she ran to Long Shi'er's body and hugged Long Shi'er tightly.
"Husband......"
Long Shi'er looked ahead with a dull look, no movement, no sound, as if he had lost his breath.
At this time, Gongsun Xun'er Alei and a group of people walked into the cave, looking at the two hugging on the ground, Huang Mi'er was the first to can't stand such an atmosphere, covering her mouth and secretly crying for them.
Gongsun Xun'er's face was not very good-looking, his eyes were closed, regardless of the tears running down his cheeks, enjoying the taste of tears.
Ah Lei and the pigeon's faces were not very good-looking, and they were deeply angry in their hearts, angry at the cruelty of the man, angry at the man who did not spare even a child of a few months.
Ah Li took Ming'er to sit on the edge of the cave with some decadence, his eyes looked at Long Shi'er, and his firm eyes told everyone that as long as Long Shi'er said "kill!" at this moment, "Kill!"
He will not hesitate to find the murderer at the end of the world, even if he will not hesitate to rush forward until he fights the murderer with an egg hitting a stone!
Ming'er also became very quiet at this time, and did not make a sound to spoil the atmosphere.
After all, Huang Mi'er had lost her husband, he knew very well the feelings of Long Shi'er and Xu Rongrong, and he was also the first to see it, she said. More and faster chapters are here.
"No matter what, only by living can you do what you want to do, go back, ah? It's not a way to stay here. ”
Yes, no matter how sad and sad you are, will time go back? No......
No matter how much I regret it, if I want to go back in time, will the reality change? No......
Long Shi'er is a man and the master of a sect, if he is all fallen, what about the others?
Long Shi'er stood up, he knew very well how heavy the burden was on his shoulders, and he couldn't fall down without confronting the enemy head-on.
He stood up and walked out of the cave alone, the crowd following him.
He took a bowl and a jug of wine from the storage ring, poured it into the bowl, and said to the sky where there was no sunlight at all.
"Child, it was my father who didn't protect you well, and my father swore that he would definitely avenge you!
As he spoke, Long Shi'er's tears fell into the wine bowl, he looked at the sky for a moment, then poured the wine into his mouth and drank it all.
He poured wine into the bowl again, then poured half of it on the ground, still looking at the sky.
"I respect you!"
Long Shi'er's voice became trembling, and he finished drinking with his eyes closed.
Pouring the wine in the bowl again, Xu Rongrong ran over at this time and snatched the wine, her face was still stained with tears, and her red and swollen eyes looked at the sky without any color.
"Alright!"
Two simple words, but trembling in Long Shi'er's heart, Xu Rongrong never drank, she drank the wine in the bowl in one gulp.
At this time, Gongsun Xun'er came to the two of them, took the bowl from Xu Rongrong's hand, and poured the wine in Long Shi'er's hand into the bowl.
She held her bowl aloft.
"I hope you are in the spirit of heaven, and let your father have smooth sailing on the road to avenge you! Bless your home and live a safe life......
Gongsun Xun'er also drank the wine in one gulp, Long Shi'er looked at them, and suddenly tears poured out like spring water.
Raising his hand, he poured all the wine in the jug into his mouth, the bitter taste filled his heart, and the wine that was about to make people feel his body explode was constantly drunk into his stomach by Long Shi'er. Be the first to update
He slammed the wine jug to the ground, the wine jug Ping Pong smashed to pieces, and Long Shi'er wiped the wine that had leaked from the corner of his mouth.
"Revenge!"
......
Three days have passed, and in the past three days, everyone has been immersed in the facts, and the days are like years.
There are still two days before the opening of the Hualong Inn, and on this quiet night, Long Shi'er sat on the roof, looked at the full moon in the sky, and said with a smile.
"Child, father can't go on like this, father wants to set a good example for you, let you know that your father is good, and you also want your father to be good, right?"
Long Shi'er has a father, but he feels that he is so sad, maybe because this title should not come out of his mouth. Be the first to update
In the past three days, Long Shi'er has soaked himself in the wine jug, hoping that the wine will make him forget such days, he is very tired of this feeling of drunkenness and dreaming of death.
However, he had to accept such facts, so he forcibly accepted the facts, which would only bring endless pain to himself.
This night was no exception, Long Shi'er held a wine jug, and every time he finished talking about a topic, he would take a big sip of wine.
Gongsun Xun'er climbed onto the roof again, quietly went to Long Shi'er's side, and did not go to grab Long Shi'er's wine, because of the bitterness at this time, she was powerless to help him drink it!
She just sat next to Long Shi'er, quietly accompanying him, not speaking, not moving.
Long Shi'er smiled, in the eyes of Gongsun Xun'er, his smile was so bitter.
"You say, how nice it would be if wine really could numb people's nerves!" he said, taking another sip of wine.
Gongsun Xun'er said.
"Wine is not intoxicating, but people want to get drunk, in the same way, wine can't paralyze people's nerves, it's just that people want to paralyze their nerves. ”
"Then you say, why can't I feel drunk after drinking so much? I really want to get drunk once!"
"Because you never wanted to numb your nerves!"
Seeing that Long Shi'er was in a trance when he spoke, Gongsun Xun'er didn't admit that he was drunk, and patiently talked to him, hoping to use the current time to eliminate the sore spot in his heart little by little.
Long Shi'er was stunned when she heard her answer, and then he smiled, and then he said.
"Why did I never want to numb my nerves?"
"Because your heart has never been easy, because your eyes have never been open, because your hands have never been able to let go, because the burden on your shoulders has never been easy!"
Long Shi'er nodded, not knowing if he had acquiesced or didn't want to continue to dwell on this issue.
He said after a few sips of wine.
"I thought, I understand, I really understand!"
Long Shi'er put down the wine jug and jumped off the roof, his figure was very sharp, his mind was very clear, his pace was very steady, there was no sign of drinking, he walked to Xu Rongrong's room.
Gongsun Xun'er on the roof didn't look at Long Shi'er, staring at the wine jug that Long Shi'er put down, and then he raised the wine jug and tasted the "wine" immediately.
A faint and somewhat sweet water entered his throat, and Gongsun Xun'er looked expressionlessly at the direction in which Long Shi'er left.
"You're really bitter......"
Coming to Xu Rongrong's room, Long Shi'er gently pushed open the door and found that Xu Rongrong had already lay down, looking at the ground in a daze, and tears would flow from his eyes from time to time.
In the past few days, her tears have dried up, although Long Shi'er is a man, but he is not much better than Xu Rongrong when he is alone.
Long Shi'er gently closed the door of the room, then came to Xu Rongrong, took off his clothes, and then lay down beside Xu Rongrong.
Covered with a quilt with Xu Rongrong, Long Shi'er turned around and put Xu Rongrong's head on his chest expressionlessly, and hugged her with his other hand.
"Cry if you want to, don't cry in the future, because children want strong parents!"
Xu Rongrong stretched out his hand to wrap his arms around Long Shi'er's waist and sobbed in Long Shi'er's chest.
Long Shi'er gently stroked her back, and looked ahead with a somewhat dull look, forcing herself to think about the Doulong Gate and the Hualong Inn in her mind.
But no matter how much I diverted my attention, I eventually remembered my poor child again, consciously or unconsciously.
Xu Rongrong fell asleep after crying tired in Long Shi'er's arms, Long Shi'er pulled the quilt for her, and saw that even if she fell asleep, tears would still flow on her face.
Long Shi'er's heart was even more painful, he wiped the tears on Xu Rongrong's cheeks, Long Shi'er closed his eyes, and the appearance of a fantasy child appeared in his mind again, he is always so cute!
Under such circumstances, Long Shi'er had to give himself psychological comfort, so he fell asleep in the psychological comfort he could create, and the appearance of the child continued to appear in his dreams.
The family of three was fighting and chasing in a garden, and they were happy.
Perhaps, this is the greatest comfort that Long Shi'er can give to his heart now, except for fantasizing about those lives that will not actually exist, he really doesn't know how to comfort himself......
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