Chapter 221: I'm Different from Her
[Correct typo...... I didn't change this line]
At night, Naoto Yoshiwara, disguised himself, entered the apartment building, but was stopped by two security guards as soon as he got out of the elevator. Nana Hoshino really spent a lot of money in order to protect her little dog kennel, not only was the perimeter densely surveilled, but also bought four or five houses in the building for security personnel to be on duty 24 hours a day, which didn't even find out what happened to the enemy, and first pulled out Naoto Yoshihara.
Nana Hoshino ordered No. 23, who was pretending to be Naoto Yoshihara in Hawaii, to give the real Naoto Yoshiwara a certificate of trust, and finally took him into the apartment.
Nana Hoshino entered the door and first went to the window to look downstairs a few times, then turned around and said dissatisfied: "Didn't you find a way to sneak back? There are police officers down there, what if you walk in like this and are discovered." ”
Naoto Yoshiwara went to the small square table and sat down, and said angrily: "It's easy for you to say, what if I climb the wall and get beaten down by the security guards." "These Hoshino Nana and the security guards who have paid a lot of money are not vegetarians, and if there is a conflict between the two sides, it is even worse if the situation is worse, it is better to disguise themselves as residents.
"I don't know if any of these security guards are from the police. Nana Hoshino was worried that Naoto Yoshihara had been caught, so she muttered in a low voice and went to the kitchen to get him a bottle of milk and a bottle of juice for herself.
Naoto Yoshiwara thanked him and took the milk, looked around the room and asked, "What about Yayoi?"
Nana Hoshino pointed to the half-layer: "I fed her a sleeping pill and is already asleep, you go and wash off the things on your face, it's okay." "Yayoi Satsuki is young and easy to leak her mouth, so it's better not to let her know about some things, such as the fact that Naoto Yoshihara is still in Toei.
As for the disguise, Nana Hoshino misses Naoto Yoshihara's big face, so I can finally meet, so I have to take a look.
"She's suffocated for a while, isn't she?" Naoto Yoshihara went to the bathroom to "remove makeup", his face was indeed extremely uncomfortable, and it was estimated that he would stay for a long time, and then he would be better when he turned around.
"No, she can play with the doll for a long time. "Hoshino Nana is a little frustrated, Satsuki Yayoi doesn't seem to be the material for reading, even if she catches up with the learning progress, she can only maintain it at the middle level, and she doesn't seem to have much ambition, she is quite satisfied if she can mix it up, even if she is forced to study, she doesn't know where to run after studying for more than ten minutes and half an hour. Nana Hoshino wanted to develop some other talents for her, but found ...... She doesn't seem to have much talent.
After all, there are too few people who are born with talents, and Satsuki Yayoi probably doesn't have the ability to surpass ordinary people in some way, and she can't do mental arithmetic with three digits or four mixed operations, and she doesn't have absolute sense of sound, eyes to mirrors, smell and taste are abnormal, and other specialties, standard ordinary people.
Hoshino Nana still cares about her only little friend, and thinks about the way out in the future for her with a sad face, hoping that she can have a wonderful life, although she is not bad for money, but she can't be a rice worm in the future, right?
She was thinking about it, when she saw Naoto Yoshiwara come out of the bathroom after removing her makeup, her face was blue and purple, and she was suddenly startled, and asked in surprise, "What's wrong with you?"
Naoto Yoshihara sighed: "I quarreled with Nishikujo." "There's no point in lying to a humanoid polygraph, even if it's humiliating, you have to tell the truth.
Nana Hoshino's eyes narrowed, and she was a little angry in her heart: "You are injured and she still beats you?!What is it for?" I said that it was not appropriate for you to be together, but you don't believe it, and now you beat people like raccoons, so it's time to remember more, right?
Yoshiwara Naoto was silent for a while, and said helplessly: "Probably because she can't accept my past." ”
"Your past?"
Naoto Yoshihara said in a low voice: "Don't ask, I don't want to say...... It was a very special time in my life, and I am not the same as I used to be. He really didn't want to talk about this topic, so he said, "Okay, let's get down to business, you said that Kimura Yu is also dead, and that little girl has been near the apartment, what is the specific situation? ”
Nana Hoshino refused, and insisted: "Nishikujo knows, then I want to know too!"
Naoto Yoshihara drank milk and said depressedly: "What do you compare to her, I really don't want to say!" He felt a little uncomfortable and a little strange. Although Nana Hoshino's temper is a little worse, she is actually more reasonable, and she clearly said that she didn't want to talk about this topic, so why did she still ask.
Nana Hoshino's outstretched hand grabbed his sleeve, and her little face was full of seriousness: "I want to know, with the relationship between us, there is no reason for her to know that I don't know in your heart, is she more important than me?"
"It doesn't matter who matters!"
"No, it matters!"
Naoto Yoshihara looked at Nana Hoshino's stubborn little face, and really couldn't understand how her brain was long, and said softly: "Hoshino, you are very important to me, there is no doubt about that. I used to be very lonely, I didn't have any goals in life, I was very confused, I just waited for death, it was you who made me understand how important companionship is, and how beautiful it is to really take care of someone...... I don't want you to hate me, so, don't ask. ”
Nana Hoshino looked back at him without avoidance, and asked seriously, "If I do something very bad and disgusting, will you hate me?"
"It should ...... You can't do disgusting things with this character!" Naoto Yoshihara felt that even if Nana Hoshino did something disgusting, it could only be said that he had not fulfilled his responsibility to educate her well, and if he hated it, he should hate himself.
Nana Hoshino nodded her head with satisfaction, and said softly: "Me too! No matter what you have done in the past and what you plan to do in the future, I swear that we will always be together, whether you are a bad guy or a good person, we will be together! Besides, I believe in you, I believe that you will not do anything inhumane! You have proved with your life that you are worthy of my trust, then I will always believe it!"
She shook Naoto Yoshihara's hand, "If you believe in me too, then you should tell me!"
Naoto Yoshihara was a little dizzy, but looking at her with a little serious little face, after hesitating for a moment, she began to tell softly about everything that happened in the past, she had this thought, sooner or later, it would be better to tell it honestly, let her choose.
Nana Hoshino listened attentively, and from time to time she asked a few words, "What does the delta wing training camp do?
That training camp was destroyed in 1998, probably because there were more rumors on the Internet that attracted the attention of relevant parties, and Nana Hoshino occasionally saw some rumors on the Internet.
"No, the delta wing training camp is one of the legacies left by the former Soviet Union, it was used to train paratrooper squads and was later used to train assassins...... The elimination rate is very high, but it is easy to get a high salary after training, which is probably equivalent to a senior education in the gang! I just wanted to make money, so I went, and I almost didn't survive. ”
"That's where you trained?"
"I can only say that the basics are learned there, the main thing is that practice makes perfect, just play games with you, and you can make operations that look powerful when you play more...... Like the one you played with me last time, I still can't figure out how you dodge the bullets that fill the screen. Of course, there is also a reason for the talent, I don't seem to be very easy to be scared by nature, and I am generally called stupid and bold like me. ”
"How long have you been training?"
"Fifty weeks. ”
"It's been almost a year, what have you been training for?"
"A lot, long-distance swimming, the use of all kinds of firearms, fighting, camouflage, lurking, escape...... Do you really want to know this for a day?" Naoto Yoshihara was a little unhappy, and the learning experience was not pleasant.
Nana Hoshino hurriedly put away her curiosity, "You continue." ”
Naoto Yoshihara talked about the time when he was waiting for Angel Spear again, and talked about the time when he was a killer, too many film and television anime made the killer full of middle and second style, and it was shameful to say it, but the killer can be one of the ancient industries.
Nana Hoshino lowered her eyebrows and couldn't help asking, "You collect money and then kill people?"
"This is a job for me......" Naoto Yoshihara has nothing to justify, this is the man is afraid of entering the wrong line, or a misstep into a thousand years of hatred, and then looking back on it is a hundred years old.
Nana Hoshino hesitated and asked, "Is there a good person in the target?"
Yoshiwara Naoto said gloomily: "I don't know, at that time I was similar to the nature of the weapon, the organization gave orders, and then I went to carry it out, the only thing I could do was to choose the way and try not to hurt the innocent." He said as he let go of Nana Hoshino's hand, "My hands are dirty......"
Nana Hoshino grabbed Naoto Yoshiwara's hand with her backhand and said softly, "Go on, I'm listening!"
Naoto Yoshihara felt the burning sensation coming from Nana Hoshino's little hand, and continued to talk about what happened on the North Siberian Ice Field, and he ate his companion in order to survive.
After he finished speaking, he looked at Nana Hoshino's little hand, waiting for her to slowly let go, if that was the case, he could only hide in the dark and watch Nana Hoshino until the coming-of-age ceremony.
The stain on life is so terrible, if a person can eat his former companions, will he be "forced to eat his current companions" when he encounters danger?
Who wants to be eaten?
Nana Hoshino was also silent, but she didn't let go of Naoto Yoshihara's hand, and just said softly, "You suffered a lot at that time, didn't you?"
Naoto Yoshiwara whispered, "It's cold there, everything freezes...... I saw with my own eyes that the enemy's helicopter chasing us had frozen down from the sky! At that time, I was also a little desperate, but I was unwilling, very unwilling! I deserved to die, but I didn't want to die, let alone die of betrayal and betrayal. ”
"How did you survive, it's so cold there!"
"There is a lack of other things, but there is no shortage of snow. Snow can keep warm, the air thermal conductivity is very poor, and the void in the snow is very large, it can hold a lot of air, can prevent the temperature dissipation, can not use fresh snow, to use the kind that can not be easily inserted with fingers, the principle is not good, probably the same as snow can protect wheat seedlings through the winter. ”
Nana Hoshino nodded silently: "It's similar to an Eskimo igloo?"
"I don't know, I haven't been to the North Pole, I haven't seen Eskimos, I just happened to fall into a nest in the snow and found it warmer inside than outside...... It's probably minus three or four degrees, I can only say that I was lucky. I only traveled when the weather was good, and when the weather was bad, I hid in the snow and slowly rubbed out of Northern Siberia, which took a long time. I can't help it, in that case, if I have to escape from the ice field in a hurry, I will definitely freeze to death on the way, ...... at that time"
Nana Hoshino looked a little distressed on her face, and asked softly, "What happened at that time?"
Naoto Yoshiwara sighed: "I ate at that time...... What, cold and hard, afraid of losing calories and not daring to eat more snow, can only drink their own ...... It was very uncomfortable to have to take advantage of the heat, and I didn't know if I would survive until tomorrow if I could endure it like this. I fantasized every day, fantasizing that if I could escape and take revenge, as long as I had a hot meal to eat, hot water to drink, and a warm bed, I would lie down for the rest of my life, and I would never dare to ask for more. ”
Nana Hoshino's hands tightened, and her heart shrank She used to think that Naoto Yoshihara hid in the living room all day long like a dead salted fish, blaming him for being lazy and lazy, and kicking his ass with his feet, but I didn't expect that kind of warm and warm lying may be his greatest wish in the darkest period.
She couldn't help but whisper, "I'm sorry, I didn't know before. ”
Naoto Yoshihara shook his head, saying that he didn't care that he had been eating and drinking here for a long time and complaining about the bad food, it was good that Nana Hoshino didn't beat him out, nothing strange.
Nana Hoshino looked at Naoto Yoshihara who was dejected, looked down and thought about it, stood up, stretched out her hand in his shock, hugged his big head in her arms, and comforted softly: "In the future, you can lie down if you are fine, the house will be warm, and three meals a day will be hot, I promise!"
Naoto Yoshihara's big head was held in Nana Hoshino's arms, and she only felt that her breath was full of milky fragrance, and Nana Hoshino was still using baby body wash in her teens, and she was a very nostalgic person.
He didn't have any thoughts, not because Nana Hoshino hadn't developed and was still a flat plate, but from the bottom of his heart, he felt that he had suddenly settled down, and that bad days had indeed passed.
He asked softly, "Don't you feel disgusting?" If Nana Hoshino felt disgusting, he didn't blame her, just as he didn't blame Ruri Nishikujo.
Nana Hoshino shook her head, but immediately noticed that Naoto Yoshihara couldn't see now, and said, "No, if you die then, you won't be able to accompany me now." ”
"Don't you worry about ......" Naoto Yoshihara stopped talking, aren't you worried about encountering a similar situation in the future and getting down?
Nana Hoshino let go of his big head, slowly sat back down, and said seriously: "If I can't live, then I will try my best to let you live to avenge me, in the same way, if you can't live, I will also eat you to live, and after revenge, I will die to accompany you, we will eventually be together, alive together, dead and buried together!"
Naoto Yoshihara shook his head, he had a different relationship with Nana Hoshino, he couldn't keep his mouth shut, but his face turned cold, "That kind of experience is enough once, I definitely don't want to fall into a similar danger again, and suffer such a crime again! Anyone who is hostile to you, even the slightest hostility, get rid of them, because you won't know what they will do to you...... I'd rather be a bastard and be a bad guy than let something like this happen a second time!"
Nana Hoshino also nodded and said softly, "I see." ”
Even if you defend yourself too much, even if you overreact, it's better than falling into that situation, don't be in a dilemma, don't go into an environment where you have to make choices.
Naoto Yoshihara put an end to his story, confessed all the bloody revenge after escaping from the ice field, and did not hide the things that hurt many innocent people, and finally said: "Russia is full of enemies, and I can't stay anymore, so I cheated my life and fled to the United States to hide in Ulbricht as a security consultant for more than a year, and then I went back to China to lie down...... Later, I received a letter from your mother, and I came to you because I was not at ease. ”
"And then, so many things happened between us!" Nana Hoshino seemed to return to the night last November, when Naoto Yoshiwara stood stupidly at the outer door, desperately trying to prove that he was his mother's long-time friend, but he mercilessly chose not to believe it and locked him out directly.
It's like yesterday, but the stranger at that time has become the most trusted person in the world.
Naoto Yoshihara finished explaining his past and sat there with his head down, while Nana Hoshino had a rare look of tenderness in the eyes of a pair of foxes, looking at him silently.
He is not a good person, because of his bad experience, he is very defensive, and would rather be despicable to the point of plotting against others than accept the possibility of being in danger again. According to these things he did, even if he tied up the electric chair and electrocuted ten times, he couldn't resist the crime, or in other words, he was just righteous!
But he is special to himself, and he and he should be together, so what about justice?
When you are in danger, when you are isolated, when you need someone to accompany you, justice does not come, only he is there, so who else needs to be considered?
No wonder he has always refused to insist on any justice, because he is not qualified to insist on justice!
Nana Hoshino smiled slyly at Naoto Yoshihara: "Okay, don't be discouraged, let's get down to business now! Sister Miki's situation is normal, but she was detained in the police station......
Naoto Yoshihara looked up in amazement: "Don't you have anything to say about my past?"
Nana Hoshino glanced at him, a pair of fox eyes with a sense of amorous feelings, very charming, and said with a smile: "I said it a long time ago, whatever you did in the past has already passed, I just want to know what Nishikujo knows." ”
And then ...... Are we going to stay together?"
"Of course!" Nana Hoshino said seriously: "Nishikujo is unwilling to face the unbearable past with you, and I want you to swear to protect me forever, I believe you!"
Her eyes sparkled, revealing the glow of victory, and she said heavily, "I'm different from Nishikujo!"