0005, embarrassing
When Li Qingyuan woke up again, the light in the room was much dimmer.
Unlike the previous time when he woke up from a coma, this time he woke up naturally from a deep sleep. He was conscious, but he didn't open his eyes, because he could feel someone next to his bed.
This feeling is like lying in bed, half-asleep, with a keen sense of the outside world. The ears can hear their conversations, the skin can feel the humidity in the air, and the nose can smell a calm, delicate perfume.
In the hospital filled with disinfectant water, he could smell perfume, and the smell was so familiar, was he still dreaming? Li Qingyuan thought like this, feeling that this dream was so strange, but the words that came from his ears made him startled.
"Teacher Xue, you've been sitting here for a day today, so let's go back and rest first. When Li Qingyuan wakes up, we will call you to let you know. Fan Guanghua stared at Xue Jingyu and said.
"Yes, Mr. Xue, it's good to have us here. Li Guogang echoed.
"That's right, Mr. Xue, you better go back, you are here, and when you are seen by Brother Qingyuan, I am afraid that you will think that you are dreaming, and you will definitely pretend not to wake up." Zhou Champion said.
"Okay, you don't need to say any more, the teacher knows that you mean well. But Li Qingyuan passed out in my class, and it is the teacher's responsibility to confirm his physical condition. Xue Jingyu said: "It's not too early, you guys go to eat first, just leave it to me here." ”
"This ......" all three of them had a look of hesitation on their faces.
"Why, you can't even believe the teacher's words?" Xue Jingyu said with a deliberate straight face.
"No, how could we mean that......"
"No, why don't you leave quickly?" Xue Jingyu interrupted them.
The three of them glanced at each other and said at the same time, "Then let's go first, goodbye, teacher!"
"Well, let's go!" Xue Jingyu said nonchalantly.
The footsteps of the three of them leaving clearly came into Li Qingyuan's ears, and it immediately made him crazy in his heart. "Don't, you three are really not righteous enough, why do you leave me alone? I don't want to lie here and don't move, help......"
It's a pity that he can only say these words in his heart, not only can he not speak in his face, but he can't even breathe disorderly, and he himself doesn't know why he is reluctant to wake up, maybe he is unwilling to accept everything in front of him.
"These three guys are quite righteous!" Xue Jingyu turned her head to look at Li Qingyuan on the bed, and muttered in a low voice: "I don't know if I'm pretending to be asleep like your classmates said, no matter, look at you poor guy, I'll stay with you for a while!"
When Li Qingyuan heard Xue Jingyu's words, his heart seemed to be tightly grasped by someone's hand, and the feeling of suffocation almost made him breathless. But then, his heart was half cold.
"Sure enough, do you see yourself pitiful?" he smiled bitterly in his heart, and the heat in his heart was extinguished by a touch of cold water. He was still a little moved, after all, not all teachers can do what Teacher Xue did, wasting a day to take care of students lying on hospital beds.
He should have known that this did not mean that Mr. Xue had a good impression of him. In fact, although Li Qingyuan has been listening to classes under Teacher Xue since last year, the two have not even spoken, and the closest thing is just a daily roll call.
He should understand that this only represents a kind of teacher's pity for the students! A kind of responsibility! Because of his family background, he is a little sensitive in these aspects, Xue Jingyu said this, and he felt a kind of shame. With strong self-esteem, he immediately felt his blood surge, and his cheeks were hot.
"Ding! The subject judgment is successful, the data is loaded successfully, and the subsystem is started!"
Just when Li Qingyuan fell into shame, he suddenly felt a cold in his head, and a cold voice came from his ears, and he was so frightened that he almost jumped out of bed. In order to prevent Xue Jingyu from detecting any abnormalities, he tried to keep himself calm. But......
"Are you really pretending to be asleep?" said a voice that seemed to be smiling but not smiling from Xue Jingyu's mouth. She sat on the edge of the bed, no matter how Li Qingyuan kept calm, there was still a trace of abnormal movement after all, and it was easy for her to notice.
Li Qingyuan reluctantly opened his eyes and met those eyes that seemed to be smiling but not smiling.
This is...... What kind of eyes? Xue Jingyu looked at Li Qingyuan on the hospital bed, and her heart seemed to be blocked inexplicably. The big eyes and dark eyes reflected her clean figure, but Xue Jingyu couldn't be happy, because she saw the indifference and resistance in her eyes.
"Can't you show a little embarrassment when you're caught?" she asked.
Li Qingyuan turned his head slightly, put his hands hard, let himself sit up, leaned on the head of the bed, and said calmly: "When I was in high school, a teacher told me that you should never be afraid of embarrassment, and you don't have to feel embarrassed. ”
Xue Jingyu's face was stunned, and she didn't understand why he said this.
Li Qingyuan ignored it and said to himself: "I didn't understand what he said at first, until I was about to graduate, I talked to him once. ”
He told me that embarrassment in front of the elders is youth, lack of experience, and the time they have passed; embarrassment in front of the boss, it is immaturity, growth, the road that must be walked, and the road they came; in the eyes of the teachers, embarrassment is young, vigorous, and one of the joys of teaching. ”
"He told me that embarrassment is the least necessary thing to do. Because they have experienced the things that we feel embarrassed, and because the embarrassing things we have done have been done before. That's why I chose the Department of History, because he told me that there are more people in history who do more embarrassing and ridiculous things. ”
"So, with the sage Jewel of the human race in front of me, why should I be embarrassed?"
"I'm disappointed Teacher Xue, I don't have embarrassment, if not, how can I, a poor person, get out of school and look for someone to find a job? Wouldn't that be even more embarrassing?"
Xue Jingyu looked at him a little dumbfounded, but she didn't expect that he would be able to repay himself so much if he just said it unintentionally. This made her a little speechless, but at the same time, she was quite touched, realizing that she might have hurt the big boy in front of her.
"I didn't expect you to be able to speak. The eloquence is good," Xue Jingyu rolled her eyes and smiled generously: "Then do you have to give me an explanation?" Sleeping in my class, I slept in the hospital, what do you think I should do with you?"
"I'm ......" Li Qingyuan looked at her speechlessly, when did the teacher become so cheeky? It's not sleeping, it's not feeling well, okay? You are a beautiful teacher, opening your eyes and talking nonsense in front of your students, is it really good?
This time, Li Qingyuan had no anger in his heart at all, and he was really embarrassed for Teacher Xue!