Chapter 180: Doubts
If the door is closed, I have no point in existing?
"There's no point in existing?" I looked at the feather, and it was obvious that it was aware of it.
"The monsters are gone, so of course there is no need for ghostwriters. "The ghostwriter can become an ordinary person, and he no longer needs to be disturbed by monsters." โ
"If it's really as the Zong family expected, if there will be a large influx of other youkai when opening the door for the Eight Horses, then you will consume a lot of physical strength. "Once the gate is closed, your power will disappear, and theoretically you will indeed be able to turn back into a normal personโif that's what you want." โ
Isn't living like an ordinary person my greatest wish all along?
I nodded unconsciously.
"Is that really the case?" the demon slayer of the sect family asked again.
"If the youkai really plan to leave the human world, then I... You should help them make their wishes come true, right? Isn't that the case with ghostwriters, who respond to their requests. I said, but for some reason, I didn't have enough confidence.
"Once the gate of No Man's Land is closed, it means that humans have cut off contact with youkai," said the demon slayer, "not just in time and space, but in everything." โ
Suddenly, I understood what he meant.
"Including... Memories?" I asked.
The demon slayer nodded.
I looked at Feather, "You know about this too?"
"Sometimes too many memories don't make you happy. "You are a human, and you deserve memories related to humans, not youkai." โ
But memories are also a necessity to sustain life on. Said the demon slayer.
"You humans have a short lifespan and don't understand how heavy memories can beโespecially for youkai. Feather retorted.
"It's cruel to youkai, but you can't close the gate on your own will, it's too risky. "Demon sculptors don't show weakness either.
"If humans accept monsters, why do you still have demon slayers? Isn't your purpose as a demon slayer to get rid of demons?"
"No one has ever done such a thing as closing the gates, and we can't be sure if there will be other consequences โ consequences that may be detrimental to humanity. โ
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The sect's demon slayer and feather flipping feather have been arguing constantly, but I can't listen to a word.
Since I was a child, I have been troubled by the power to see youkai, and the reason why I came to City A was to find the reason why I could see youkai, and the most fundamental reason was because I wanted to be an ordinary person, an ordinary person who could go to school normally, have my own friends, and be relieved to integrate into society.
Yes, that's exactly what I dreamed of.
But after coming to City A, many things began to change again.
The old man accepted me and offered me a job to earn a living.
I don't seem to be the only one who can see monsters.,Demon killer families appeared one after another.,I didn't like them at first.,I just don't hate them now.,Later, I found out that the old man used to be a demon killer.ใ
Originally, I just wanted to earn some living expenses part-time, but who knows how I somehow became a ghostwriter.
Then things began to become uncontrollable, the ghostwriter became an extremely special existence, and the stories of various monsters were also unstoppable, so again and again, I experienced the stories of monsters, made new friends, experienced magical adventures, and even learned about my parents in the process.
Now, it seems that I don't rule out the fact that I can see monsters, and I have accepted the identity of a ghostwriter.
Or rather, I've fallen in love with the identity.
If the demon slayer of the sect family guessed correctly, the moment that helped the eight horses open the gate was the moment when all memories disappeared.
So many memories with youkai for so long will disappear.
But aren't all the friends I've made so far because of yokai, and if the memories disappear, will we forget each other too?
My mind was a mess.
Suddenly, I felt my body lose my balance, staggered a few steps forward, and then fell straight to the ground.
"Why are you kicking me?" I asked, burying my head in the ground.
"Because I've been talking for a long time, and you're not even hearing it. "The front hooves of the feather are slightly off the ground, and it is probably this hoof that kicked me just now.
"Talk to me?" I half-looked up, "what did you say?"
"I said, it's almost time to go to the next place. "As long as Chaoguang sees that the boy is okay, he will return to the team soon." โ
"But the boy's legs... And the sunset..."
"Chaoguang must have seen the sunset, but it also understands that it is not an ordinary horse, so it will not stay because of these stays, as for the boy's legs... Let's let Chaoguang figure it out for himself, we've done what we're supposed to do. โ
"But I don't think we did anything," I said.
"Chaoguang has long been in love with humans, but he doesn't want to admit it. "We just need to get it to believe in humans again." โ
"Butโ" I'm still a little worried about the superlight.
"Not so much, but if it doesn't trust humans, it won't come here with you. "Time is very tight, and there is more than one brother in our eight horses who are not worried. โ
Flip Feather didn't know when he reached an agreement with the demon exterminator of the Zong family, and the two guys completely ignored my protests and forcibly took me back to City A.
"You're kidnapping. "Sitting on the back of the feather, I said dissatisfied.
"You can call the police. "Let's just say you've been kidnapped by a horse." โ
โ... Didn't you say to go find your next brother, what are you going to do back in City A?" I asked, "and... Or do you want to run here? Could it be that your brother is here?"
The courtyard not far away is familiar to me, with purple vines, hidden paths, and powerful demonic powers.
"Anything is possible. Feather walked to the front and back of the courtyard door and said, "Who said that the Eight Horses can't get acquainted with the Demon Slayer? Come down, we're here." โ
In front of you, where is it not the Bauhinia Courtyard?
......
"Lord Feather came to me, but I didn't welcome it, please don't take it to heart. โ
It's been a while since the last time he saw Zong An, and today he changed his usual attitude towards monsters, and when he saw Flip Feather, he was extremely polite, and he generously opened the door to invite him into the room.
"The leader of the clan must be busy to death, and I don't care about these etiquette. "How is my buddy, I haven't seen him for a long time, have you taken good care of it?"
"That's nature. Zong An nodded politely, completely ignoring my existence, "Lord Yuhui is the benefactor of the Zong family. โ
As he spoke, Zong An led us to a separate area behind the main hall.
"I send someone to scrub it every day, and the yard is often mowed. Zong An said, "It's just to wait for the moment when you come again." โ
With a gesture from him, the door to this separate area opened.
Flowers are flying, pavilions and pavilions, and the existence in front of you is clearly a garden within a garden, and it is more delicate than the Bauhinia Garden, and every grass and tree can see how much attention people usually attach to this place.
"Looks good," Flip Feather walked slowly through the courtyard, "That guy must like it, but I didn't see it, where did you put it?"
"It's under the tree ahead. Zong An said calmly.
I followed Zong An's gaze, and the whole person was stunned in place.
(End of chapter)