"Just a friend, during your absence, thanks to him, my aunt ......"

"I'm thankful for him, really. But we're just friends, that's all. Lin Lan interrupted her, "Our affairs will be made clear in person, don't worry about me." What about others?"

"It's still there just now, maybe something left first. Yang Lan explained.

"Let's go, let's go first!" Lin Lan said indifferently, bending down and carrying the teapot in.

Next to the door of the ward, Li Qingyuan, who was secretly standing at the door of another ward, was as pale as paper. He clutched the small notebook in his hand, and the sweat from his palms wet the cover.

"Just friends, just friends...... Hehe. Li Qingyuan's eyes were sad and indignant.

I have always been unclear about Lin Lan's attitude, I thought that from this diary, I could find her thoughts, but I didn't expect that in a blink of an eye, she already had a choice.

He saw the guy named Fang He, who was average-looking, a little short, with white skin, and a pair of gold-rimmed glasses, looking very elegant.

The age is definitely older than Li Qingyuan, maybe a year or two older than Lin Lan.

She said she was looking for a man who was older than her, and that was the case...... Li Qingyuan thought with some sadness, took a step, and quietly left the hospital, very depressed.

Lin Lan is special to Li Qingyuan, he was warned by his parents since he was a child to study hard and be promising, and he was very strict with him. Even if it is a mother, she will only love her younger brother, and she is more of a spur to him, so she rarely experiences maternal love.

When he grew up, he lived up to his family's expectations and did well in school, but he had no friends because of this. Lin Lan was the first woman to take the initiative to approach him, and she had to do it before Zhu Mengxue and the others.

Her care for Li Qingyuan is like a clear spring, nourishing Li Qingyuan's heart, which was ruthlessly hurt by the coldness of society, making him feel cared for, and giving him expectations and motivation for the future.

It is also because of this that Li Qingyuan will fall in love with Lin Lan at some point.

Maybe there aren't many memorables, not many wonderful things to spend together, or unforgettable experiences. But as time went by, his love for Lin Lan increased every day, and over time, he really regarded Lin Lan as his lover in his heart.

This is also the reason why as soon as Li Qingyuan heard Yang Lan's call, he left his friends, drove over quickly, and stayed in the hospital for three or four days. He regards Lin Lan as his lover, anxious for her, and never leaves the hospital bed day and night, seeing it as his responsibility.

Now...... Think about how ridiculous it is, and what is he?

Out of the hospital, Li Qingyuan sat in the car, and his eyes couldn't help but glance in the direction of the ward. Lin Lan's words completely broke his heart and made him feel an unspeakable pain.

Is it just a friend? She used to say that she would give her a chance to pursue, but now not only does she not even have a chance, but she also directly explains that it is a friend relationship, and she has already made up her mind to pay attention to it.

The car started slowly, he stepped on the gas pedal frantically, and the hospital seemed to be a place where he had to flee, frantically wanted to get away, and he wanted to find a place to cry.

The car ran wantonly on the road, and under Li Qingyuan's indulgence, it surpassed one car after another, and Li Qingyuan turned a deaf ear to how much abuse he had attracted along the way.

He parked his car by the river and came to a bar by the river.

It's a clean bar with a nice atmosphere and not noisy. Li Qingyuan went directly to the bar to ask for wine, and poured it desperately, as if this dizzy liquid could calm the pain in his heart.

This is the second time he has been drunk, the first time he was forced to do so, in order to calm the sequelae of the killing, but this time he took the initiative to get drunk and wanted to anesthetize the pain in his heart.

But...... The more I drank, the longer the pain became, and the images in my mind were sometimes frozen, sometimes broken, and my eyes were foggy, and then I was filled with wine.

There will be more and more people in the bar, as time goes by, and everyone knows that Li Qingyuan, a young man, is out of love, and there are not no people who come to buy drunk, and they won't bother.

"Buzz, buzz......" The sound of the mobile phone vibrating made Li Qingyuan pause for a moment.

It was Yang Lan who called, Li Qingyuan hung up directly, ordered another cup, and took a dry sip.

Why are you calling to go back? What are you going to say when you meet? Do you listen to her tearing her wounds in front of you? Why do you feel humiliated when you think about this? Why did things turn out like this? Why didn't you give yourself a chance at all?

All kinds of questions exploded in his mind at once, and an unspeakable pain instantly overwhelmed his mind, he poured it faster, and even directly asked for two bottles of wine in front of him.

I don't know how long it took to come, Li Qingyuan only felt drunk and confused, and the bottle of wine that shook his head got into the car by himself. Instead of going to the driver's seat, the only trace of sanity he had drove him to the back seat, where he lay flat and lay quietly.

The lights in the car were dim, and the ringtone of the mobile phone sounded with vibrations from time to time, but Li Qingyuan seemed to be unconscious, drinking wine silently, tasting the pain alone.

After a long time, when the pedestrians outside began to sparse out, and the wind penetrated the car window and blew in, Li Qingyuan had a trace of soberness, and it happened that the mobile phone rang.

"Thank God, Lee, you're finally on the phone!" Kelly's voice came from her phone.

"What's the matter?" asked Li Qingyuan in a hoarse voice.

"Lee, we've been looking for you for a long time, why don't you answer the phone? Your brother thinks something happened to you, we're all worried about you, where are you now, when are you coming back?" Kelly said.

"I ...... Oh!" Li Qingyuan covered his forehead, his head ached faintly, and his stomach was churning, "I'm outside, tell them I'm okay." If you have time, can you do me a favor, you can do it alone!"

"Of course......" Before Kelly could finish speaking, the sound of hanging up came from the phone.

Jiangzhou Normal School, in the dormitory.

"How's it going??," Ava asked impatiently.

"It's okay, he seems to have been drinking," Kelly's mouth curled slightly, "Sisters, maybe the opportunity we have been waiting for has come." ”

Laura and Ava's eyes lit up in unison, "Really?"

"What do you think, you guys wait for my news first!" Kelly blinked, "Call Lee's brother and say that Lee won't be going back for the next two days, so don't worry." ”

"And what about you?" said Laura, "don't hide from us!"

"Don't worry, we're ...... inseparable from each other. Kelly pursed her lips and smiled, "I'll go and fetch Lee back, if you're afraid that I'll steal food, you can go to Lee's villa and wait for me." ”

"That's it, let's go!" Ava said, changing her clothes.

Kelly and Laura smiled at each other and began to go their separate ways.