In fact, like many online writers, I entered this world with great excitement at first...... However, like most online articles, it is all bleak...... From the initial excitement, it gradually calmed down...... A lot of things have happened in this, some have been gained, and some have been lost, so I am a little confused...... Now that the book has reached 900,000 words, I don't know if it is a novel with a lot of words among the works that have not been signed. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

A while ago, it seemed that the starting point cleaned up some of the books, and many of the novels I had read could not find a shadow, and I don't know if my novels would be cleared by the starting point one day, and I don't know if I would give up my dream of writing novels one day......

Before writing novels, I preferred to write essays, which were not long, about 1,000 words each, and I often wrote some of my own things when I was at my lowest...... Maybe I'll be famous someday, maybe I'll be obscure forever, but I don't regret writing novels, and I don't regret dedicating so much of my time to them. Now I want to at least finish these two novels, and then talk about the rest of the story! Maybe this is fate......

Life is always full of ups and downs, when you enter a new field full of dreams and passions, only to find that this field is full of thorns...... Retreat or move forward? Many people are confused, and I am also very confused, I don't know how to do it! Now I have very little time to work, and it is very difficult to write, and sometimes I just want to lie in bed and fall asleep, but I sit in front of the computer and type one by one. Admittedly, this is my hobby, my dream, and perhaps a little sense of responsibility for readers who don't know a few, or maybe fiction......

I have been writing for more than a year, although I have only written and sent and written every day, and I have basically not communicated with other authors, but I have finally met some people who write books, some of whom have signed contracts and those who have not...... I saw one person after another come and go, I saw one work after another, the update time stopped there forever, and I also saw the author who really had a dream, constantly promoting his works every day, diligent code words, and wrote more than 500,000 in the state of no signing, but in the end it also stopped there! I am very sorry, and I am also very sad with the mentality of the rabbit and the fox...... I don't know if I'm going to stop, or when, maybe when I can't do it anymore......

Maybe it's a dream, but it's just a dream after all......