Chapter 113: Family affection is hard to break
Standing in the living room of his new home, Xia Yang was full of emotion in his heart. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info At that time, their old house was old and dilapidated, and after the demolition, it was replaced with a spacious and bright three-bedroom apartment. It's a pity that this house has now been mortgaged by his father Xia Jianguo.
Just on the way, Xia Qing told him about many things that have happened over the years, and he can be regarded as having a general understanding of his family.
It turned out that in the second year after he left, when the old house was demolished, their family was divided into two suites and more than 500,000 yuan in cash. Originally, in such a small county with low prices, their family's life was already very nourishing.
After receiving compensation, Xia Jianguo paid off the arrears of more than 100,000 yuan, and he was honest for a while, swearing to his mother that he would not be involved in gambling again, and also wrote a letter of guarantee, so that their family's life was peaceful for a while. But the good times didn't last long, only less than half a year later, Xia Jianguo resumed gambling, at first he was just playing small cards, and then the more he gambled, the more he gambled, and soon he carried his mother behind his back and lost the rest of the demolition money.
And not long after, their family's second house was lost by him. Later, the house they live in now was also quietly taken out by Xia Jianguo and mortgaged to a bank and a loan shark company respectively.
Xia Yang's mother didn't know about all this until the debt collector came to the door, and she learned that her two newly divided houses had been lost by Xia Jianguo. Unable to bear it, she could only go to the court to sue for divorce, but the property rights of the house could not be recovered no matter what!
The debt collectors of the loan sharks came to the door twice in three days, used all the hooligan methods, and did everything they could to insult them, and almost forced their mother to jump off the building, Xia Qing was really helpless, so she had to agree to Kong Yuandong, who had been pestering her suitor, took 200,000 yuan from him, and sent away those hooligans.
It's only 200,000 yuan, how can he satisfy the appetite of those usury? However, Kong Yuandong is the son of a leading entrepreneur in their county, and his uncle is a well-known tyrant in the county, and he is quite comfortable in society. Anyway, the Xia family had already paid off the principal before, and the 200,000 should be given face to the Kong family.
But in addition to usury, the house was also mortgaged to the bank, and now although Xia Jianguo has run away, the debt of more than 500,000 yuan was borne by his mother, and he repaid the money to the bank every month, so that the house was kept and not taken away.
Xia Yang listened to his sister say these things, his face was so gloomy that he could almost drip water, and the anger in his heart was simply beyond measure!
Xia Jianguo is a person, Xia Yang has nothing to say to him except hate. What distressed him the most was his mother and sister. He could imagine how helpless his mother was in the face of those loan sharks. No matter how helpless my sister was, she had to turn to Kong Yuandong, who was not a good person at first glance.
Out of his sister's self-esteem, he didn't ask too much about Kong Yuandong, so as not to embarrass Xia Qing. He restrained all the anger in his heart, but he kept all this in his heart.
Not long after, the sound of the door being turned by the key sounded, Xia Yang, who was sitting on the sofa in the living room, saw his mother who looked much older at a glance, rushed in excitedly, tears ran down the corners of her eyes, and hugged his body tightly: "Xiaoyang, you want to kill your mother!"
The moment he was hugged by his mother, all the negative emotions in his heart were suddenly shattered, Xia Yang couldn't help but have red eyes, hugged his mother tightly, and called out in a choked voice: "Mom." ”
The two hugged their heads and cried for a while, before their mother let go of her hand, looked at him repeatedly, and slowly showed a smile on her face: "I didn't expect our Xiaoyang to grow so tall and so energetic, it's so good!"
"That's it. Xia Qing also echoed with a smile: "Mom, you don't know, when I first met my brother, I couldn't believe my eyes, is this really my brother Xia Yang, it's so handsome!"
"Yes, yes, Xiaoyang is so handsome now, my mother doesn't know her anymore. Xia Mu said with a smile while wiping her tears.
Xia Yang couldn't suppress the moistness of his eyes, and kept staring at his mother's face tightly: "Mom, no matter how much I change, I am still your son." ”
When he was a child, his mother never stayed at home to take care of him and his sister most of the time, but he never blamed his mother in his heart. He can understand his mother's helplessness, and how many of her children are willing to leave her as a mother? If she is not forced to be helpless, when her father cannot count on her at all, she must take on this family, and with her mother's love for their two siblings, how can she be willing not to be by her children's side.
As for my grandmother's affairs, if I hadn't broken down in despair, my mother wouldn't have fallen into a pyramid scheme at that time. Most of the responsibility for this is attributed to his father Xia Jianguo!
"Xiaoyang, come and see your room. After we changed to a new home, your room mom kept it for you all the time, and your previous things were kept by mom for you. ”
"Xiaoyang, you just got home, you should be tired on the way, right? ”
"Xiaoyang, what do you want to eat at night, Mom will make it for you. ”
"Xiaoqing, go to your mother's bag and get some money, go down and buy some new daily necessities for my brother, toothbrushes and towels or something, and then ask your brother what he is missing." By the way, remember to buy some fruit. ”
Xia's mother was very excited when she saw her son coming home, and after recounting the words of reunion, she hurriedly began to gather up. Xia Yang, who was pushed into the bathroom, listened to the conversation between his mother and sister outside, and his heart was surrounded by a warm current for a moment. As the icy water gushed out of the sprinklers, he didn't try to suppress the moisture in his eyes.
He finally understands that sentence now, home is the warmest harbor for a person forever. It feels so good to be home!
And in such a situation, how could he cut off the mortal dust?
Breaking off the mundane is tantamount to abandoning this family and giving up all family affection. But he has just met his family and experienced the happiness of regaining family affection, how can he be willing to cut off the feelings of the mortal world?
Breaking the root of the dust means that he wants to embark on a ruthless path, but he never intends to turn himself into a ruthless, selfish and selfish person, which is against his martial heart.
But if he doesn't, he will always have a concern in his heart, so how can he focus on his cultivation and embark on the path of detachment?
It has only been two days since he returned to the real world, and he has already deeply felt that he is out of place with everything in this world. The life of an ordinary person is no longer suitable for him, if it weren't for the fact that he couldn't give up the family affection in his heart, he was afraid that he would have already given birth to the intention of leaving.
"Alas, let's take one step at a time, and relax for a while. The first thing to do now is to solve all the problems in the family at the moment, and no matter what happens in the future, the least I have to do is to let my mother and sister have no worries about food and clothing for the rest of their lives!"
As for taking his mother and sister to practice together, Xia Yang had never had such an idea. It's not because he's selfish, but because he wants to be detached, which means fighting with the sky, the earth, and people, and it's extremely cruel. Not to mention that he didn't know if the Ten Thousand Worlds Bead could take someone to cross together, even if he could, he wouldn't do it.
When one person attains the Tao, the ascension of chickens and dogs to heaven will never be as simple as talking!
Out of the bathroom, standing in his room, looking at the room as in the old house, all the items from his student days have been preserved, and placed neatly, at a glance, he knows that he is often tidying up, Xia Yang is even more cut off some unrealistic ideas.
Let my mother and sister spend their lives peacefully! Ordinary is not necessarily a bad thing sometimes.
"Wow, brother, I didn't expect you to be in such a good figure, and you can't see it when you're wearing clothes...... Oh my God, how do you develop these muscles?"
After Xia Qing pushed the door in, she saw that Xia Yang was wearing a vest, and the muscles that were exposed were protruding and bulging, hard and solid, like solid stones, full of explosive power.
"Come down, girls, what are you talking about? Xia Mu followed in, and saw Xia Qing's whole body half-hanging on Xia Yang's body, constantly touching his chest, and couldn't help laughing and scolding angrily.
Xia Yang didn't care, but enjoyed his sister's intimate action, dragged Xia Qing's body, walked straight to the suitcase he brought back, and opened it: "Mom, Xiaoqing, come and see the gift I brought you to see if you like it or not." ”