Chapter 0008: Hope
"Ah!!h
In the mysterious dark space, a terrible roar sounded.
"Why! Why !!"
is obviously ready to disappear, but he just let himself see the hope of rebirth.
Fuck this damn fate!
Shouldn't I live as Lance and step by step to the top?
Why was it thrown back again?
Go back to this damn space and make a ball again!
He was unwilling! He roared!
But I found that I couldn't do anything else! Even waving my fist to vent became a luxury...
Blood, fighting, fighting...!
He's craving!
Longing for that feeling of being full of strength, longing for the warm touch of blood splashing on his face, longing for that scream of dying despair!
A desire to tear everything apart fills the heart...
He found himself changing, and the change scared him.
"Are you about to get lost in the darkness...?"
When the surface of the originally white ball of light began to glow with black veins, Ye Ming finally came to his senses.
"Zero...?" he shouted in his head, just wanting to hear something else.
"Abnormal host mental fluctuations have been detected, please self-regulate. Chip responded indifferently.
Or your own voice!
Ye Ming regretted it very much at the moment, why he was not willing to spend money to buy a plug-in and replace it with a soft cute girl voice actor.
"How long have I been out?" he asked, confused.
"Syntax error! The host body did not leave, and the psychic channel connection lasted (00:30) minutes. Chip responded.
"Is it exactly half an hour...?" Ye Ming thought for a moment.
He finally sensed that something was wrong with his state, and the whole person inexplicably became irritable, bloodthirsty, and irritable.
Thinking back to the previous battle, it was a real killing!
But why does it feel like I'm playing a virtual game? When did that sense of indifference to life start to appear? You have to know that you haven't even killed a chicken in reality!
This discovery frightened him.
Are you a born killer and butcher?
He didn't know.
There are too many questions in my mind.
He couldn't even tell whether the world was real or unreal.
"Zero..."
Ye Ming's mood was a little low, and even his tone became low. It's a strange feeling, like the loneliness of being the only one in the world.
"You say... Will I ever be able to return to Earth?" he asked softly.
"The detection host is located in an unknown region, the spatial distance cannot be measured, and the positioning fails!" The cold answer of the chip completely shattered Ye Ming's illusions.
He was calm, but he was curious from the bottom of his heart.
Where is this boundless and mysterious space? Why did you come to this place after you died? If this is the world of the dead, then why is you the only one?
There was no one to answer his doubts.
Ye Ming recalled the feeling when he successfully controlled Lance's body, was that wonderful connection an arrangement of fate or something else?
Maybe from Lance's world, he can find the answer he wants?
"Zero, analyze the conditions and factors for the establishment of spiritual channels. ”
Since you have succeeded the first time, you can have a second time! You must not sit idly by!
Ye Ming thought so.
"Mission established, analyzing..."
He waited quietly.
"According to the available records, Target Organism No. 1 Lance provided the host with some unknown energy, part of which was constructed to maintain the stability of the psychic channel, and part remained in the host, and the results of the analysis showed the following:
Lifeform: Lance Ilcutlin
Formation Factor 1: Special Rituals – Prayers?
Formation Factor 2: Unknown energy production.
Conclusion: There may be some association between the formation factors 1 and 2, please verify it by the host. ”
A large stream of data was displayed in Ye Ming's mind.
"Energy residue...?" As the chip explained, he noticed that his light sphere form had become much larger: "Zero, detect my current attributes." ”
"The host's current information is as follows: Strength 0 Agility 0 Constitution 0 Energy 1.09"
"Sure enough, the previous energy value was 0.11, and 0.02 was consumed to keep the screen intact, so a total of 1 energy was gained..."Ye Ming said thoughtfully: "Wait, generate energy supply through prayer rituals? If this assumption is true, doesn't it mean..."
Like some of the beings that religious activities on Earth proclaimed, this familiar pattern reminded him of a possibility, a possibility that instantly turned his emotions into excitement.
"Lao Tzu is not a ball! he is a god!" Ye Ming's sphere form rotated several times in place, and he shouted loudly with excitement: "God! Lao Tzu is a god!!
"Zero! call up the energy value to build the spiritual channel!" he commanded in a hurried tone.
"The energy consumed by the Spirit Channel is 1. Chip's voice remained indifferent.
"That's two points, Lance's prayer gave me two points of energy, according to one point of energy for thirty minutes, the advent cost is about 3 minutes/0.1..." Ye Ming quickly converted it in his mind.
Befall?
Although this possibility has not yet been proven, he has begun to call himself a god - it must be true! It must be true! Or he will go crazy, sooner or later...
Ye Ming suddenly recalled the first bad possession experience, and the feeling of not being able to move anything and only being an observer was still fresh in his memory.
"No, I'll have to experiment!" he thought, "Zero, help me build a spiritual channel and record the specific value of energy consumption." ”
"Spirit node 1 has been recorded, and the channel has been built successfully. ”
In an instant, Ye Ming felt that something was more in his mind, and the stream of consciousness passed through the passage with him, which was a bit similar to the feeling of entering the virtual reality world on the earth, and in the blink of an eye, another world appeared in front of him.
He stared intently.
The full moon is in the sky, and the stars are shining.
Pande's moon is still so shocking and beautiful, and you can clearly see the lines formed by chasms when you are close.
The scene is still in the forest, with the sound of horses' hooves "kicking and clicking", and the thick branches retreat gently from both sides.
It's just that the wind and snow seem to get a little heavier, so that the view in the distance is a little hazy.
Lance was galloping at this time, his body rising and falling with the rhythm of the horse's muscles, and his vision was up and down, which made people dizzy.
"Can't you move..."
The feeling of nothingness as if his body didn't exist made Ye Ming a little disappointed.
Although the advent was successful, it was the same as the first feeling, it could hear and see, but it was unconscious and could not control the movement of the body, which was equivalent to experiencing Lance's life from a first-person perspective.
This is not the result he wanted!
He is God!
He should have done anything!
He was convinced that the previous advent would not be a coincidence!
"In the continuous energy consumption, the energy remaining in the host is 1.09, which is expected to last for 32 minutes and 42 seconds, and the speed is 0.1/3 minutes. The chip reminded responsibly: "The spirit node is detected, is it forcibly building a channel?"
"What do you mean?" Ye Ming was a little puzzled, and then felt happy.
"Forcibly build!" he commanded.
"Di! The spiritual channel has been successfully constructed!"
The familiar sharp pain hit, and the wound on the back contracted for a while, which was itching and unbearable. Ye Ming was pleasantly surprised to find that he could feel it again!
The exhaustion of the body, the wind and snow of nature, the strength of the limbs...
"It worked!"
He let go of his right hand holding the reins, his fingers flexed, and he clenched into a fist.
When he found that he had a power beyond the reach of mortals, when he found that as long as he wanted, he could leave the oppressive darkness at any time, control his life as a god, and enjoy the charm and beauty of another world.
The feeling of loneliness that has been lingering in the depths of my heart is gone, completely gone!
This is followed by intense excitement, joy and a thirst to explore the unknown, and that intense curiosity gradually evolves into a new desire.
It's a new life!
Ye Ming understood it this way.
He has died in the past, and now he will restart his life, everything will be different, in this life, he wants more exciting!
"I am God!" he said to himself, firmly.
"Warning! As the energy consumption increases, the estimated duration is shortened to 10 minutes and 54 seconds, and the speed is 0.1/1 minute. The warning voice of the chip came: "In view of the excessive energy consumption will affect the collapse of the host's own life form, please pay attention to the host to cut off the connection in time." ”
"...!"
The smile that just appeared on the corner of Ye Ming's mouth froze.
He realized that there was a significant error in energy consumption between active and passive advents, but fortunately, at least it had confirmed his suspicions. As long as there is an adequate supply of energy, this is just a small matter that has nothing to do with the overall situation
"Cut the connection!" Ye Ming said decisively.
The stream of consciousness instantly returns to the ontology with the link of the spiritual channel.
Life is precious!
When hope emerged in the ashes of despair, he didn't dare to squander his energy as casually as before, and even regretted it a little.
Unable to suppress the surging in his heart, after Ye Ming returned to the dark space, even the screen used to observe and relieve boredom was disbanded, just to save that lost energy.
He floated around excitedly, wanting to do something, but suddenly realized that he couldn't do anything in this state.
This discovery frustrated him.
"Can you only wait passively?" Ye Ming muttered, "No! I have to find a way to get more energy!"
The only known way to obtain energy is for Lance to pray to himself in the face of a desperate situation, with a strong will to survive, in order to obtain help to fight off powerful enemies.
The connection is that prayer generates energy, and the energy is given back to oneself as a reward for providing oneself with help?
Ye Ming summed up and analyzed: "In this way, we first have to find a way to make Lance face a desperate situation...?"
"What to do?"
He thought of his current life form and felt like it was an unsolvable puzzle...