Chapter 45: It's like the early summer

When you walk into this happy place, you will be carrying all your dreams and thoughts.

All kinds of makeup on your face, no one remembers what you look like.

The three rounds of wine passed you in the corner, stubbornly singing bitter songs.

One cup for freedom, one cup for death.

Supporting my body, my shoulders thickened.

Guarding my kindness and urging me to grow.

Life is too short, why bother not to forget...

"Coming out so soon? I thought you were going to do something. ”

Chen Xiaopian leaned against the guardrail on the second floor, looking at Hu Feng who came out with a smile and gently locked the door.

She didn't know why she was so nervous, she couldn't tell what it felt, maybe she was worried, maybe she didn't want to, maybe she was uncomfortable.

Complicated emotions drove her to follow the two to the second floor, and after a while, she saw Hu Feng walking out.

"What can I do, I'm not a beast, I do it when people are drunk, I haven't fallen to that point, okay. ”

Hu Feng also smiled, came to Chen Xiaopian's side, and lit a cigarette.

"Smoking less cigarettes is not good for the lungs. ”

Hu Feng didn't answer, puffed heavily on his cigarette, and looked at the bar hall below.

"Actually, I almost didn't hold it just now, and I know I like her. ”

"Then why did you hold on to it in the end?" Chen Xiaopian stretched out his hand and pulled his hair back.

Hu Feng looked at the woman beside him when he heard this, "Because my favorite is still you." ”

Chen Xiaopian was still smiling, looking at Hu Feng as well.

"I know, because I know best what kind of person you are, and I also know that you are just venting when you broke up with me, and for a recent college graduate, the debts at home and the opposition of my parents put you under a lot of pressure. ”

"You don't want me to be difficult, you don't want me to suffer with you, so you broke up with me. ”

Hu Feng was silent for a while and nodded.

Chen Xiaopian smiled softly, "I also understand the special significance of first love for a man, we have been together since high school, I know you can't forget it, but Hu Feng, you have to look forward, that's the most important thing." ”

"Have you completely let go?" asked Hu Feng with a wry smile.

Chen Xiaopian shook her head slowly, "What do you think, how could I forget those memories and feelings with you, first love is not a special relationship for your men, and the same is true for women." ”

"But are we going back? Hu Mingjing, she is a good girl, you two are more suitable together than we are together, I can see that you have a very happy time with her. ”

"Is it just because of Mingjing?" asked Hu Feng as he puffed out his cigarette again and asked in a self-to-own tone.

"It's not just because of her, there are too many things that have changed, even if you still like me now, I like you, but let's be realistic, okay, the previous problems and contradictions are still there, and it is more difficult to restore a relationship than to start a new one. ”

Hu Feng smiled and shook his head, he felt that he didn't know what to say at the moment.

"Why bother, in more simple terms, you directly said that you are much more realistic now, and you want to find someone with your family agreeing and good conditions, and I am not the radical and ignorant student I used to be, so I won't ask you why. ”

Chen Xiaopian felt as if her heart had been torn apart, and she couldn't hold back her tears anymore and slid down her face.

"Go back early and stay safe on the road. ”

Hu Fengqiang said with a smile, then turned around and walked towards the stairs.

Longing is a cool gem that falls all over the ground, and life is the dampness left behind by a heavy rain.

Pray that on the next sunny day, the old story can begin anew.

But... No one can go back.

Hu Feng was pulled, and when he turned around, he saw Chen Xiaopian in tears.

Just like going back in time, the woman in front of her was like the girl sitting at her back table when she turned her head for the first time in high school.

There isn't so much romance, there's not so much money, and there's not so much reality.

Perhaps this is the so-called first love of adolescence, which is an ignorant relationship that is not long and immature.

But it must be love, love without any impurities.

Yes, how can I forget you?

You made me learn to cry, but I never forgot it.

Love you forever, in my life.

That year, why come.

That day, why go.

I will use you to turn away with a lifetime to forget.

The familiar feeling came, the feeling of being one for a long time, as if I never wanted to be separated again.

Perhaps because of the Evil Energy Flame, Hu Feng felt that he had endless motivation and desire at the moment.

A room on the third floor had been sealed by Hu Feng with flames, and he didn't want those ghosts to see the Living Spring Palace.

The not-so-sturdy plank bed creaked from the exertion.

The two didn't speak, perhaps knowing in each other's hearts that this was just a blend that began because of the outburst of thoughts and feelings.

But perhaps, this is more of a mistake, a mistake that can never be broken again.

The woman's legs were tightly wrapped around the man's waist, her hands were wrapped around his neck, and their faces were pressed together.

"I love you. ”

"I love you too ... ”

Passion is always followed by confusion and thought.

"We ... What is this?" Hu Feng was a little entangled, and silently lit a cigarette after the fact.

Chen Xiaopian, who was dressed, was also a little dazed, but her personality has always been biased towards maturity and reason, and she quickly calmed herself down.

"You don't need to think about it, we're all adults, you like me, it's okay. ”

"It's easy for you to say, do you think I can forget it now? ”

"It's not fair to Mingjing, we're not lovers anymore, but you and her can start a new relationship. ”

Hu Feng was silent for a while, then turned his head to look at Chen Xiaopian with a serious expression.

"Let's get married, I'll marry you, no matter who opposes me. ”

Chen Xiaopian was stunned when she heard this, and Hu Feng repeated it again.

"Let's get married, I want to live with you for the rest of my life. ”

Chen Xiaopian trembled a little, but she still held back her mood and shook her head.

"You're just emotionally impulsive now, I know you also have feelings for Mingjing, if I promise you that now, it will be irresponsible to you, me, and Mingjing. ”

"I'm calm now. Hu Feng shook his head.

"Don't say it again, is this okay, give us some time, you have to think carefully about the relationship between you and Mingjing, I will also think about the relationship between us, if it is really impossible between you, I also think that we can start again, then we will talk about this again, okay." ”

As she spoke, Chen Xiaopian gently stroked Hu Feng's face.

"Marriage can't be decided because of the heat and impulsiveness, you and Mingjing, you and me, who is more suitable, this requires us all to calm down and think carefully. ”

Hu Feng closed his eyes when he heard this, and sighed heavily.

I really love Chen Xiaopian, but when I think of Hu Mingjing, something called guilt arises in my heart.

I was at the beginning... The one who stepped on the horse shouldn't have to deliver that takeaway!

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